First context: I collect BJDs (expensive dolls u need to customize)
Last month i pre orderd a tiny 13cm doll since they reminded me so much of a character of mine (shes mostly humanoid, but is part albino rabbit, so she has bunny ears, white hair and lashes and pink eyes. Her name is Ilya)
Before i didnt show intrest in this artist dolls as i thought they would be very expensive but it turned out to be suprisingly cheap (BJD standart cheap, it was like 80usd for the tiny doll + some extra ears and a peace sign hand).
Im not exactly sure when she will be ariving but since i bought her i cant stop thinking about her and these tiny dolls lol.

Yesterday i bought another small doll (not by the same artist) He will be her boyfriend, Yorick. The doll is just... slightly too tall (about 23 cm). And while in story he is tall its still a huge difrence. However, im considerd the "evil kid from toy story" by my mom so ill just embrace it and chop his legs shorter lol. This doll was instock and is coming from spain, normally shpping within europe dosnt take ages so i might get it this or next week (hopefully).

Im planing on buying... or atempting to make... a dog art doll. In my story Mish (the dog) is a huge shiba inu who lives with Yorick (in this world dogs r just very big and get used for transportation, protection and companionship). And get another small doll, Boris. He lives with Yorick, has garbage taste in fashion and will beat you up with his trusty bat if your mean to his friends.

These characters mean alot to me as they each represent a part of myself (Ilya, is asexual and aromantic, Yorick is transgender, and Boris is Bisexual. Mish is just a dog and id die for dogs).

Now the artist that made the first lil doll i talked about... Ok first context: Each month this artist releases a very limited amount of pre order slots to buy a new doll design. Last month was the bunny, before that it was a a fox and there was also a cow (theres been more just some exampl). These dolls are very afordable compared to others (my most expensive doll is 700usd. But mot range around 300usd) and absolutly adorable. Thus causing many people to be intrested... but again theres only a limited amount availble, in march they got sold out in less then 7 minutes and last month the site crashed bc too many people wanted to buy one... (i have no idea how i was able to snag up the lil bunny like holy shit?, but also i put an alarm like 5 mins b4 the sale)
So this month is a centaur dragon!
YES A LIL HUMANOID CENTAUR DRAGON!!!! This directly called to me. On top of that its almost my birthday, when i was a lil kid one of my special intrests (note i have autism so it was like kinda extreme lol) where dragons.
So in short: i cant pass this oportunity.

I have enough money to buy them, the release day is still unkown and im a lil nervous. What if i miss out this time!?? aaaaaaaa

I just... i feel like a lil kid again hehe. Getting all exited about tiny dolls, turning them into my characters :'^)

If you actually read this.. oof thanks lol