Jolly's posts

oooo I am the forsaken ermine, and I quite love this lil critter ;v;
so cute, and the horoscope is quite nice too

@ruby:
Aww, LDR is definitely not easy with covid. I have some friends who are also struggling the same way.

I may have been mostly dehydrated though, once I got enough water in me I fell asleep again xd
feels much better!

@ruby:
Normally when my partner is next to me, I never get bad insomnia cases. Sometimes I have a rough time falling asleep, but once I'm out I'm out. Next thing I know he's dragging me out of bed in the morning lmao
But this weekend is the first that I couldn't stay asleep with him, so its awkward trying not to wake him up while having to climb over him to get out of bed xD

Part of my problem is that I was way too dehydrated going to bed, so when I woke up initially I was dying of cotton mouth. But even during my sleep my thoughts were loudddddddd, I think I am just anxious about changes and I can be a little impatient too.

@ruby:
I was doing real well for like half a year with my sleeping. Then bam, I got excited about something.
like when I'm depressed? Still sleep soundly. Mad? Sleep. Happy and excited? NO SLEEP JUST SUFFER :vanora_xd:

@ruby:
Thats awesome <3 New year new jobs!
Now if only I oculd get some dang sleep, thats the one thing I've been lacking since new years lmao
its almost 6am and I've been up since 2 cause my brain wont shhh

@ruby:
Ohhh, did you just get put on as a voltra artist (or have I not noticed in the past cause I'm oblivious)?
Either way, that is definitely exciting :D keep up the good vibes and optimism and this year will be better~

@ruby:
Yeah its a bit night-and-day ;;
Thank you! I hope your's has been good so far too?

@ruby:
I think I may just quit the other one. I was going to do both at first but the more I think about it, its just not worth it lol
My other job I would spend like 7 hours at the place to be lucky if I get one or two massages to do. Its not hourly, and the commission rate is like 34% of $60 massages. Retail was more stable than that ;;

New job would be about 45 hour weeks that I have to spend there, so a LOT more hours. But the manager told me the average first year makes about 43,000 for annual salary. Its also a commission based job selling mattresses for a nation-wide company (much more established than my clinic), but I get a 100% commission rate. I've sat in the store long enough to see how much foot traffic and sales they make and its pretty consistent. Training period alone is a pre-set $2,400 for this month, so I don't have to worry a lot about any "slow startup pay" and can just focus on learning everything while knowing I'm being covered.
All this AND I GET HEALTH AND DENTAL.
It seriously sounds too good to be real, like there has to be a catch somewhere. But my gut feels like I can trust it ;v; The people felt very genuine and they each had a story about how this company saved them from financial struggling

I do not miss my bakery days. Mine were 9 hour shifts where no one could call out because it waS ONLY ME ANYWAYS. DYING.
Never again :vanora_cry:
This was a walmart bakery at a high traffic location ksdfksd

@bonnie:
Yayy I'm glad this could cheer you <33
I really wanted to start this year with good vibes and its doing a dang good job of it ;v;
I'm so excited I cant sleeeeeeeep

@vengeance:
ooo I like the one with the skirt. No way could I pull it off with my clumsy short legs, but its cute xD
Thanks for the images! the examples help

@nephila:
@ruby:
THANK YOU <3 I'm so happy, it almost seems too good to be true tbh ;;
Although I do sell all my holidays since its mandatory that I work on them, I still think the pros heavily outweigh cons

@vengeance:
Ooh, are jeans with a button-up blouse too casual?
I seem to struggle with finding that midlde ground, since to me all in that picture are "business" xD
I thought business casual was like... comfy but look good idk

I might need to make a run to the store for trousers lmao

@totalanimefan:
I hope so too! The people I've met there I feel like I've gotten to know pretty well during my visits and we each clicked in some way. Haven't had that in a LONG time where I live (but they're all not from here either).
I have high hopes that this could be the break that I needed, to get into a potential career that can actually allow me to live independently again ;v;

I also need benefits so baddddd, way overdue for teeth cleaning/checkups and my esophagus and thyroid has needed looked at for years. They said the benefits kick in within 90 days

Now I need to learn what business casual actually means 8D
I keep looking at clothing and my partner is like "nope thats a flannel" fdhgjsd

Things haven't been going too well with trying to pursue massage therapy. For many reasons, but I'll keep this short :D
I wanted to get a second job to help support myself finanically since massage wasn't cutting it--I've been making more off my artwork and that's not saying a whole lot!

I applied to like, 10 places and everything kept telling me no. I was expecting I'd end up with something small and low paying that sucks and stresses me out. But I ended up getting insanely lucky with a manager trainee position very close by. Full time, great benefits and PTO, living wage to START and with room for growth and promotion <33

At first it was weird cause the application never sent to them, Glassdoor had the locations messed up and sent it to another city. But they had me bypass that and just come in and fill a paper one out. I prefer this, because then I could see the place myself and meet the people, and they were very fun to chat with and very very happy to be working there.
This was new years eve, so then they asked if I could come back the next day for an interview. So I did, and it was a formal one where the interviewer was writing everything I said onto a document. At the very end of the interview, the computer CRASHED AND WE LOST ALL THAT WRITING! It was so awkward, and I offered to write up something for him but he was like nah, I'll just use memory.
So we ended it, said bye, and I left.
BUT before I could get in my car I hear my name called out. He and the others immediately decided they wanted me for a second interview, so he was RUNNING ACROSS THE LOT to catch me and asked if I could come back same day. They were timing it all quickly because the executive manager was only in town until tomorrow, so they wanted to get all interviews done. But he said so many nice things, like how they have very good candidates but they really like me so far.
So I come back 1 1/2 hour later after eating lunch and I have another interview, with the executive manager. Very fun, I clicked with him too, and he said he'd contact me by tuesday but first he had to go through some more interviews this weekend. K cool, I go home, full of anx anticipation for tuesday.
BUT THEY CALL ME THE NEXT DAY ANYWAYS, skipping time again lol

I start tomorrow
what a great way to start this year. My finances were getting so low, if it wasn't for my art clients, I wouldn't even afford food. I did get two new orders on new years also, and half of that I wanted to donate to a cause (ended up donating to a client's mutual friend for a house fire situation). I feel so so glad that I did cause little did I know that before long, that is something I definitely could afford <3