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Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

Despite trying to focus on something good, like listening to music or the songs I wrote, I still feel sad and lonely inside. Those feelings are louder than any slight bit of joy that might come up.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

My period must be starting today because I’ve had the urge to cry all morning.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

I want to take singing lessooonnnssss.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

Maybe I’ll download Garage Band or some kind of music making software and play around with it until I get the sound I’m looking for.

They would be something fun to record and put on YouTube just for the hell of it. [ ‘:

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

Last night’s concert inspired me to write songs again, so I wrote two short songs before bed. [ ‘:

Now if only I knew how to play instruments and could sing. 😂 I’d want them to have pop punk instrumentation.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

I wish I could find a job that pays well instead of having to work two jobs. I’m so tired…

Posted in Ark's iPod Posted 2 months ago

dissolve - davvn

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

Sambuka is a really good song, too. 🔥

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

The downside is that Vic’s talking voice sounds exactly like ol dude’s, so hearing glimpses of his voice makes me a little sad. :/

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

There’s only a few albums that I want injected in my veins, and Pierce the Veil’s Misadventures album is making its way onto my list.

I give it a solid 9.5/10 (-0.5 points because the end of the album sort of loses my attention at times, but the songs are still really good).

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

I met him last year and when we first started talking I told him about a Cartel concert I planned to go to. He said he loved Cartel and showed me a pic of the Cartel shirt he got from Warped Tour a few months prior, and he even wore it on our first date because I loved it.

When I went to Cartel’s concert I was hoping to get the same shirt so that we could twin, which he said was a cute idea, but the shirt wasn’t there and I had to settle for an ugly shirt (he actually liked it more). It would’ve been nice to chill or go out together in our Cartel shirts. :/ He said one day I could wear his since I didn’t get my own, but now it’s not gonna happeeeeeennnnn.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

And going back to ol dude, when I met him I felt so excited to finally meet someone who has the same taste in music as me and shared the same love of concerts. I really hoped we could’ve gone to at least one concert together, but it never happened, and now I don’t think it ever will. :/

Deep sigh.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

The theme of my year so far is loneliness. [ ‘:

I love being alone, but I hate feeling lonely, and the loneliness is crushing me this year. [ ‘:

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

I just really wished I had someone to talk about music and concerts with. It sucks to have fun experiences and not have anyone to share them with. It just makes me feel lonelier. :c

I usually tweet about concerts, music, and my excitement for live music and idk, I feel like I’m annoying by doing so. Not sure if it’s related to that, but I even lost a follower. That made me step back a little from tweeting because I feel like no one cares (not that I tweet for anyone’s approval, but my brain takes it personal and wonders if I did anything wrong).