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Posted 2 months ago
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I feel nauseous and internally I just feel sick.
This is probably my anxiety. It hasn’t been this bad since 2024…
I feel nauseous and internally I just feel sick.
This is probably my anxiety. It hasn’t been this bad since 2024…
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Posted 2 months ago
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I just got hit with this wave of sadness and suddenly my body is freezing cold and I feel so worn out. All I want to do is cry and lay in bed.
I just got hit with this wave of sadness and suddenly my body is freezing cold and I feel so worn out. All I want to do is cry and lay in bed.
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Posted 2 months ago
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God must’ve spoke to Vic when he wrote Circles, because it’s just so freakin good. *-*
God must’ve spoke to Vic when he wrote Circles, because it’s just so freakin good. *-*
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Posted 2 months ago
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I wonder if I should text that guy back… at least he wants my attention, right?
I wonder if I should text that guy back… at least he wants my attention, right?
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Posted 2 months ago
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I think I’ll run errands today and stay in with my cat. Maybe watch cartoons or something.
I think I’ll run errands today and stay in with my cat. Maybe watch cartoons or something.
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Posted 2 months ago
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I don’t think I’ll text that guy back. I’m not in the mood. I just want to be alone..
I don’t think I’ll text that guy back. I’m not in the mood. I just want to be alone..
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Posted 2 months ago
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Last night before bed I got a text from a guy I hooked up with a few weekends ago (I hooked up with him out of desperation cause I figured ol dude wasn’t into me and I wanted to fill the void). For a second I got excited thinking it was ol dude, but no.
Maybe the reality of me never talking to him again is setting in more? It hurts, I feel so sad.
Last night before bed I got a text from a guy I hooked up with a few weekends ago (I hooked up with him out of desperation cause I figured ol dude wasn’t into me and I wanted to fill the void). For a second I got excited thinking it was ol dude, but no.
Maybe the reality of me never talking to him again is setting in more? It hurts, I feel so sad.
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Posted 2 months ago
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And today’s such a beautiful day, yet I feel so sad. My heart feels heavy.
And today’s such a beautiful day, yet I feel so sad. My heart feels heavy.
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Posted 2 months ago
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Last night’s concert was fun! I think I would’ve enjoyed it more if I weren’t running on 4 hours of sleep and had to drive 2 hours to get there (and anticipate driving 2 hours back). By the time I got home I felt so tired. I skipped volunteering this morning to catch up on sleep. 😵💫
Last night’s concert was fun! I think I would’ve enjoyed it more if I weren’t running on 4 hours of sleep and had to drive 2 hours to get there (and anticipate driving 2 hours back). By the time I got home I felt so tired. I skipped volunteering this morning to catch up on sleep. 😵💫
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Posted 2 months ago
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God, if you’re real, please bring me a nice, tatted rocker dude who likes me and enjoys spending time with me.
God, if you’re real, please bring me a nice, tatted rocker dude who likes me and enjoys spending time with me.
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Posted 2 months ago
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I’m sure it’ll be fun, but I just feel so nervous for some reason.
I’m sure it’ll be fun, but I just feel so nervous for some reason.
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Posted 2 months ago
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I’m going to another concert tonight, alone as per usual.
I was excited leading up to today, but now I’m kinda iffy about going. It could be the period and lack of sleep talking, but the loneliness is starting to set in. This concert is two hours away, so I doubt my bassist homie will be there lol.
I’m going to another concert tonight, alone as per usual.
I was excited leading up to today, but now I’m kinda iffy about going. It could be the period and lack of sleep talking, but the loneliness is starting to set in. This concert is two hours away, so I doubt my bassist homie will be there lol.
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Posted 2 months ago
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Ah yes, I am bleeding.
Explains the overflow of emotions this morning.
Ah yes, I am bleeding.
Explains the overflow of emotions this morning.
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Posted 2 months ago
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I feel so alone
I feel so alone