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Posted 1 day ago
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I went to a concert last night and I had so much fun that I didn’t care that I was alone. [ ‘:
I went to a concert last night and I had so much fun that I didn’t care that I was alone. [ ‘:
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Posted 2 days ago
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There’s no point in overthinking. There’s nothing there.
If he wanted to talk to me, he’d have done it by now. Him not reaching out to me in general is a glaring sign.
There’s no point in overthinking. There’s nothing there.
If he wanted to talk to me, he’d have done it by now. Him not reaching out to me in general is a glaring sign.
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Posted 2 days ago
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I can’t turn off my brain. I’m thinking too much about past interactions with bro.
When I told him happy birthday, he responded saying “thank you! 🖤” Since he’s all emo and shit he uses the black heart often, and would send me the heart randomly sometimes or when expressing affection or feelings(?).
Does the black heart mean anything now, or is it just his way of being nice? Does he send it to everyone or just people he likes? I can’t lie, seeing the heart felt reassuring in the moment, but him not talking to me still leaves me at a standstill.
I can’t turn off my brain. I’m thinking too much about past interactions with bro.
When I told him happy birthday, he responded saying “thank you! 🖤” Since he’s all emo and shit he uses the black heart often, and would send me the heart randomly sometimes or when expressing affection or feelings(?).
Does the black heart mean anything now, or is it just his way of being nice? Does he send it to everyone or just people he likes? I can’t lie, seeing the heart felt reassuring in the moment, but him not talking to me still leaves me at a standstill.
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Posted 3 days ago
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On a more positive note, at least three people complimented my shirt and I managed to have a convo about Pierce the Veil with one of the regulars. [ ‘:
Despite that….. I still felt so alone there. 😔
On a more positive note, at least three people complimented my shirt and I managed to have a convo about Pierce the Veil with one of the regulars. [ ‘:
Despite that….. I still felt so alone there. 😔
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Posted 3 days ago
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And the main reason why I applied to this bar, not only because I wanted the extra income, but because ol dude suggested I try being a bartender. So I applied to multiple bars in the area and got hired here.
Now that he’s not talking to me I kind of lost interest in being there. Idk how to explain it.
And the main reason why I applied to this bar, not only because I wanted the extra income, but because ol dude suggested I try being a bartender. So I applied to multiple bars in the area and got hired here.
Now that he’s not talking to me I kind of lost interest in being there. Idk how to explain it.
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Posted 3 days ago
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I also learned today that my manager is 10 years younger than me. 🫠
I honestly think I’m the oldest person working there, with everyone being like 4-10 years younger than me. It kinda makes me feel weird tbh. Like I’m out of place.
I also learned today that my manager is 10 years younger than me. 🫠
I honestly think I’m the oldest person working there, with everyone being like 4-10 years younger than me. It kinda makes me feel weird tbh. Like I’m out of place.
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Posted 3 days ago
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Also, working here is kind of annoying because literally no one, expect for their other new hire, trained me.
I’m basically having to learn everything on the fly, which isn’t good when we’re busy because they have to stop what they’re doing to answer my questions or help me.
Sure, that’s how you learn, but my amount of questions and cluelessness could be avoided if someone actually properly trained me. I feel so useless here.
Also, working here is kind of annoying because literally no one, expect for their other new hire, trained me.
I’m basically having to learn everything on the fly, which isn’t good when we’re busy because they have to stop what they’re doing to answer my questions or help me.
Sure, that’s how you learn, but my amount of questions and cluelessness could be avoided if someone actually properly trained me. I feel so useless here.
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Posted 3 days ago
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And also I’m tired of it because it just reminds me of how lonely I am. Almost every shift I have to watch as my coworkers talk, cupcake, and flirt with their partners, meanwhile I just work and keep busy because I don’t have anyone to talk to. Not to be a hater, but I wish there were a rule against having company during busy hours.
And also I’m tired of it because it just reminds me of how lonely I am. Almost every shift I have to watch as my coworkers talk, cupcake, and flirt with their partners, meanwhile I just work and keep busy because I don’t have anyone to talk to. Not to be a hater, but I wish there were a rule against having company during busy hours.
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Posted 3 days ago
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I’m working with the manager tonight and his girlfriend is here. It’s kind of annoying because he keeps talking with her, meanwhile people keep coming to the bar ordering drinks. I’m a barback, I’m not trained to make drinks and can only serve draft beer. It’s getting annoying having to ask him every few minutes to help me because he’s too busy chatting with his girlfriend. -_- I’m sick of my coworkers inviting their partners to come while they’re working.
I’m working with the manager tonight and his girlfriend is here. It’s kind of annoying because he keeps talking with her, meanwhile people keep coming to the bar ordering drinks. I’m a barback, I’m not trained to make drinks and can only serve draft beer. It’s getting annoying having to ask him every few minutes to help me because he’s too busy chatting with his girlfriend. -_- I’m sick of my coworkers inviting their partners to come while they’re working.
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Posted 3 days ago
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Le sigh.
It’s pretty busy tonight and I feel so sad. I just want to go home and sulk.
Le sigh.
It’s pretty busy tonight and I feel so sad. I just want to go home and sulk.
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Posted 3 days ago
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A part of me is tempted to text him but I shouldn’t. I doubt he’d respond. I just want to see him again. 😞
A part of me is tempted to text him but I shouldn’t. I doubt he’d respond. I just want to see him again. 😞
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Posted 3 days ago
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As my shift goes on I’m starting to feel sad. Seeing people drink together makes me think of me and dude going out for drinks, and I really wish we could get drinks again….
As my shift goes on I’m starting to feel sad. Seeing people drink together makes me think of me and dude going out for drinks, and I really wish we could get drinks again….
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Posted 3 days ago
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I’m at my bar job and I’m wearing one of my Pierce the Veil shirts. Given the area this bar is in, I thought people would’ve complimented it but so far they haven’t. 🫠
I guess I thought they would cause at my last shift I wore my Gorillaz shirt and I got compliments all night. xD Aw well.
I’m at my bar job and I’m wearing one of my Pierce the Veil shirts. Given the area this bar is in, I thought people would’ve complimented it but so far they haven’t. 🫠
I guess I thought they would cause at my last shift I wore my Gorillaz shirt and I got compliments all night. xD Aw well.
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Posted 3 days ago
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I’ve been posting so much in this thread lately because I don’t really have anyone to talk to, so may as well talk to myself, right? 🫠
I’ve been posting so much in this thread lately because I don’t really have anyone to talk to, so may as well talk to myself, right? 🫠