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Posted 8 hours ago
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Idk if I’m just old and bitter, but my coworkers are younger than me and I don’t really have the patience to be around them. They’re nice, but I feel so out of place and annoyed around them. 🫠
Idk if I’m just old and bitter, but my coworkers are younger than me and I don’t really have the patience to be around them. They’re nice, but I feel so out of place and annoyed around them. 🫠
Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot
Posted 8 hours ago
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I feel so useless here.
I feel so useless here.
Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot
Posted 9 hours ago
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I have no one to talk tooooooooo
I have no one to talk tooooooooo
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Posted 9 hours ago
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I hope this shift goes by fast. @-@
I hope this shift goes by fast. @-@
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Posted 9 hours ago
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And I’m so sleep deprived. I don’t want to be here.
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And I’m so sleep deprived. I don’t want to be here.
@-@
Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot
Posted 9 hours ago
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Another barback shift of my coworkers having their partners here and me being alone with no one to talk to. Whoop dee doo.
Another barback shift of my coworkers having their partners here and me being alone with no one to talk to. Whoop dee doo.
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Posted 19 hours ago
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Talking to new people, hooking up with new people, whatever… he’s always on my mind. Deep down I wish I were with him instead of them.
Talking to new people, hooking up with new people, whatever… he’s always on my mind. Deep down I wish I were with him instead of them.
Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot
Posted 20 hours ago
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Le sigh…
It makes me upset because, despite everything, I still like him and I really wish I could spend time with him again. 😞
Man, I hate this.
Le sigh…
It makes me upset because, despite everything, I still like him and I really wish I could spend time with him again. 😞
Man, I hate this.
Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot
Posted 23 hours ago
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I’ve noticed a pattern of whenever I’d ask him to hangout, like go to a show or something, he’d either say yes and then cancel the day of, or he’d be, again, too depressed or out of town.
I know he’s depressed, I know he sometimes has to travel for work, but always when I want to hang out? Meanwhile whenever he’d ask to hang out, get drinks, go to dinner, hook up, whatever, I’d drop everything to go. I’d always make myself available to him (except once when I really needed time to myself), yet it seemed like he only wanted to be available for me on his terms.
I’ve noticed a pattern of whenever I’d ask him to hangout, like go to a show or something, he’d either say yes and then cancel the day of, or he’d be, again, too depressed or out of town.
I know he’s depressed, I know he sometimes has to travel for work, but always when I want to hang out? Meanwhile whenever he’d ask to hang out, get drinks, go to dinner, hook up, whatever, I’d drop everything to go. I’d always make myself available to him (except once when I really needed time to myself), yet it seemed like he only wanted to be available for me on his terms.
Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot
Posted 24 hours ago
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It’d be fun to go with dude, but I know that would never happen. Even if I were to randomly ask him he’d probably just ignore me or tell me he’s “too depressed” or “out of town.”
It’d be fun to go with dude, but I know that would never happen. Even if I were to randomly ask him he’d probably just ignore me or tell me he’s “too depressed” or “out of town.”
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Posted 24 hours ago
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Idk if you’d call them an emo cover band. They’re called The Warped Band, paying homage to Warped Tour, so I guess they’d be emo? Emo-ish? Emo adjacent? Idk.
Idk if you’d call them an emo cover band. They’re called The Warped Band, paying homage to Warped Tour, so I guess they’d be emo? Emo-ish? Emo adjacent? Idk.
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Posted 24 hours ago
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Oh wait, there’s another emo cover band that I want to see this Friday! So that’d be like my first concert-ish of April.
Oh wait, there’s another emo cover band that I want to see this Friday! So that’d be like my first concert-ish of April.
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Posted 24 hours ago
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That was the last of my March concerts. I went to 4 concerts (5 if you include the emo cover band I saw) and although I’ve had fun, I’m worn out and glad that they’re over for now. @-@
My sister wants me to go to a concert with her in April, but she hasn’t bought the tickets yet and it’s in two weeks. If we go we go, but if not then I’m not upset. I could use that break time to focus on other things.
That was the last of my March concerts. I went to 4 concerts (5 if you include the emo cover band I saw) and although I’ve had fun, I’m worn out and glad that they’re over for now. @-@
My sister wants me to go to a concert with her in April, but she hasn’t bought the tickets yet and it’s in two weeks. If we go we go, but if not then I’m not upset. I could use that break time to focus on other things.
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Posted 24 hours ago
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I went to a concert last night and I had so much fun that I didn’t care that I was alone. [ ‘:
I went to a concert last night and I had so much fun that I didn’t care that I was alone. [ ‘: