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Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 1 month ago

It’s just not fair. Why the change up? Did I do something to turn him off or is he truly just in such a bad headspace that he can’t be available for me?

I still find the latter hard to believe. My brain tells me that it’s just an excuse to push me away and create distance.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 1 month ago

Just thinking about the time he randomly texted me “Miss you 🖤”

He can get away with sending me texts out of the blue like that cause I’ll respond. But me? I’d be taking a risk sending a text like that cause there’s no guarantee that he’d respond.

I want to text him so bad.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 1 month ago

I’m so in my head..

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 1 month ago

I feel so sad now… 😞

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 1 month ago

Dating sucks.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 1 month ago

I wonder what it is about me that he didn’t like…

Did I do something wrong?

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 1 month ago

Truthfully, another reason why I think I’m so into Pierce the Veil is because they’re hot, tatted and pierced Mexican emo men in a band. Ol dude is a hot, tatted and pierced Mexican emo man in a band, so listening to them makes me feel like I’m closer to him. Almost like filling a void. 🥲

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 1 month ago

It’s taking me everything to not text him. I hate this feeling. :/

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 1 month ago

I’m not gonna get my hopes up in any way, but the thought of potentially going to a show with a person of interest makes me kind of excited. [ ‘:

This is what I wanted from dude, but it never happened. :/ I’ve been wanting to ask if he’d like to check it out with me, but I know he’ll probably not respond or will be “busy” or “too depressed.”

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 1 month ago

Yesterday on Tinder I matched with a guy who makes music and is into the same alt/emo music as I am. Plus, is really into Pierce the Veil.

He’s only in town to use a recording studio here and leaves on Sunday. Idk how long he’s been here for.

Long story short, his birthday is on Friday and I told him about the Warped band playing. He said he might go check it out with me if he can make it. [ ‘:

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

I’m so tired today @-e

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

Idk if I’m just old and bitter, but my coworkers are younger than me and I don’t really have the patience to be around them. They’re nice, but I feel so out of place and annoyed around them. 🫠

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

I feel so useless here.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 2 months ago

I have no one to talk tooooooooo