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Although, the last time we went out he seemed impressed when I remembered his birthday, so who knows?
Still… I’m sure he wouldn’t care to get a text from me. I’ll see how I feel tomorrow I guess, but there’s a part of me saying it’s not worth it.
Although, the last time we went out he seemed impressed when I remembered his birthday, so who knows?
Still… I’m sure he wouldn’t care to get a text from me. I’ll see how I feel tomorrow I guess, but there’s a part of me saying it’s not worth it.
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I’m sure he’s not looking for a birthday text from me anyway, so I probably shouldn’t bother…
I’m sure he’s not looking for a birthday text from me anyway, so I probably shouldn’t bother…
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I don’t think he’ll respond. I’ve experienced this last year with someone else. They were shitty at responding to me and when I told them happy birthday they ghosted me, only to text me a few weeks later saying they didn’t respond on purpose because they felt like I liked them and didn’t want to lead me on.
Idk if it’s fear or a gut feeling, but I wouldn’t be surprised if dude does the same thing…
I don’t think he’ll respond. I’ve experienced this last year with someone else. They were shitty at responding to me and when I told them happy birthday they ghosted me, only to text me a few weeks later saying they didn’t respond on purpose because they felt like I liked them and didn’t want to lead me on.
Idk if it’s fear or a gut feeling, but I wouldn’t be surprised if dude does the same thing…
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If he doesn’t respond then I’ll have no other choice but to move on.
If he does respond then at least my anxiety will be eased.
If he doesn’t respond then I’ll have no other choice but to move on.
If he does respond then at least my anxiety will be eased.
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Dude’s birthday is tomorrow and I want to tell him happy birthday, but I worry that he won’t respond to me, or block me, or tell me to leave him alone. Thinking of this yesterday made me so anxious that it made me feel sicker. 😞
Dude’s birthday is tomorrow and I want to tell him happy birthday, but I worry that he won’t respond to me, or block me, or tell me to leave him alone. Thinking of this yesterday made me so anxious that it made me feel sicker. 😞
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I woke up feeling a slight sense of joy, but is it a false sense? I fear that it’s a set up.
I woke up feeling a slight sense of joy, but is it a false sense? I fear that it’s a set up.
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I worry that I’m just a burden.
I worry that I’m just a burden.
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It’s been so long since my anxiety’s made me this physically ill.
It’s been so long since my anxiety’s made me this physically ill.
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And I feel so siiiiiiicccckkkkkk.
And I feel so siiiiiiicccckkkkkk.
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I have a follow up appointment with my doctor next week to see how I’m doing with the new medicine. I’ll have to tell him that so far I just feel miserable. 😵💫
The first medication made me a lifeless zombie, and this medication makes me a nervous wreck.
I have a follow up appointment with my doctor next week to see how I’m doing with the new medicine. I’ll have to tell him that so far I just feel miserable. 😵💫
The first medication made me a lifeless zombie, and this medication makes me a nervous wreck.
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My anxiety ruins everything and my new medication is only amplifying it.
I feel so sick right now. Jesus Christ.
My anxiety ruins everything and my new medication is only amplifying it.
I feel so sick right now. Jesus Christ.
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There’s a part of my gut that tells me everything will be okay, but my brain is telling me otherwise.
I don’t know what’s truth and what’s delusion.
There’s a part of my gut that tells me everything will be okay, but my brain is telling me otherwise.
I don’t know what’s truth and what’s delusion.
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My head is spinning. I don’t feel well at all. 😞
My head is spinning. I don’t feel well at all. 😞
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God, I just want to go home…
God, I just want to go home…