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I responded to the other guy to see if he’s free this weekend. Let’s see how it goes.
I responded to the other guy to see if he’s free this weekend. Let’s see how it goes.
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My world would feel so much brighter if we got to hang out again, but that’s wishful thinking. :/
My world would feel so much brighter if we got to hang out again, but that’s wishful thinking. :/
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Posted 2 months ago
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I also hate that getting attention from dude made me feel so much better.
I’ve been trying to feel better by doodling, watching cartoons, doing things that I enjoy and they’ve only helped so much. Yet homie responds back to me and suddenly it’s like my world is brighter. I hate that.
I also hate that getting attention from dude made me feel so much better.
I’ve been trying to feel better by doodling, watching cartoons, doing things that I enjoy and they’ve only helped so much. Yet homie responds back to me and suddenly it’s like my world is brighter. I hate that.
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Maybe I’ll respond to him this evening. He seemed interested in me the last time we met up.
Maybe I’ll respond to him this evening. He seemed interested in me the last time we met up.
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I’m tempted to ask that other guy out, honestly. I’m craving connection, attention, and intimacy. If he’s still interested, then I guess it’s worth responding to him.
I’m tempted to ask that other guy out, honestly. I’m craving connection, attention, and intimacy. If he’s still interested, then I guess it’s worth responding to him.
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I really want to go out for drinks, though. :/
Like, I’ve had this week and weekend mentally reserved in case he wanted to go out, but I guess I’ll have to make others plans or just stay home.
I really want to go out for drinks, though. :/
Like, I’ve had this week and weekend mentally reserved in case he wanted to go out, but I guess I’ll have to make others plans or just stay home.
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He still hasn’t responded to whether he’d want to go out for drinks or not, so I’ll take it as a no. Aw well.
He still hasn’t responded to whether he’d want to go out for drinks or not, so I’ll take it as a no. Aw well.
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I’m still under the guise that he doesn’t want to talk to me, so I just heart reacted to it. I don’t want to push it. :/
I’m still under the guise that he doesn’t want to talk to me, so I just heart reacted to it. I don’t want to push it. :/
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Posted 2 months ago
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So…. Not to get too excited…. Buuuuuttttt….
I caved in. I texted him happy birthday yesterday before passing out and I woke up to see that he actually responded. ;u;
So…. Not to get too excited…. Buuuuuttttt….
I caved in. I texted him happy birthday yesterday before passing out and I woke up to see that he actually responded. ;u;
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Posted 2 months ago
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I just got a job rejection email. ٩( ᐛ )و
I just got a job rejection email. ٩( ᐛ )و
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Posted 2 months ago
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A patient with the same name as him just checked in. This might’ve been the patient my coworker talked to on the phone earlier, but still. The universe is fucking with me. @~@
A patient with the same name as him just checked in. This might’ve been the patient my coworker talked to on the phone earlier, but still. The universe is fucking with me. @~@
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Posted 2 months ago
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Or, the anticipation leading up to today made me feel anxious, just to finally get to today and realize it’s just another day.
Or, the anticipation leading up to today made me feel anxious, just to finally get to today and realize it’s just another day.
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Posted 2 months ago
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To my surprise, I don’t feel as anxious today. Idk if it’s because there’s a part of me accepting that things are over between me and dude, or if I’ve just become numb to my feelings.
Or, I could just be sleep deprived and too tired to worry about a man.
To my surprise, I don’t feel as anxious today. Idk if it’s because there’s a part of me accepting that things are over between me and dude, or if I’ve just become numb to my feelings.
Or, I could just be sleep deprived and too tired to worry about a man.
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@~@
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