Jessamine's posts

Tentatively open again. Imgur - mainly for current commissions and events on Voltra and Dappervolk (i go by a different name there) - sometimes’ injection of life. I traditionally sketch draw on white paper sketchbook and colour. Example in my first post here and art gallery.. I take pictures of WIP ( if you prefer ) and completed art on Imgur. I take photo in good light image quality outside, which clearly portrays my traditional work seen in person, on my phone when it’s morning light, and can message/mention you here with image ( the bbcode option which shows the image on forum post ), and same with messaging you if it takes longer than expected ( most likely along with a WIP ). I can draw anything, and you can just casually post here with your request & ask me what I would like drawn ; you don’t need to fill form. Please refer to first post.

Gaspard Ulliel is an amazing actor, and I love watching his films. <3 He is with me in heaven, healing my fractured pain. I hear my heart beating in morse code.

I really like watching Skam - the show helped me through my mental illness.

Posting here for volts.

My avatar is wearing a mask in space, as she lands on the moon. There is purple rain within her, and she is wearing a grey and black dress.

This is definitely a new year for me right now, indicating I have more time in living. I’ve been listening to Starset, a band I love, as I feel like an astronaut in space.

My friend I said hi to replied to me, saying she wished me well too. I was quite anxious if she would reply to me or not for a few months, talking about it with my therapist. We are just being there for each other every day now, writing to each other, when we feel to. This delusional fantasy writing helps with just breathing in our reality. She wrote she was a bird and I wrote myself as a wolf, as animals help us to be brave.

I love the Palaye graphic novel and colouring book ; it is a beautiful yet very scary world to be in.The tarot cards tell an ominous story of darkness and depression, and how they paint their delusions.

I really like Johnnie Guilbert’s sunflower visualiser of All my Friends are Dead. He is in a field of sunflowers. He saw I was depressed, yet doing art and being on Voltra — a spark of hope.

35 French toast.

Pringles.

I really like Palaye Royale and GOT7. :) I’m happy GOT7 is independent now and feel like they can breathe better. I like watching Palaye’s tv episodes. In one episode, Emerson is talking about a doctor who says lemon in water is good for when feeling sick & he is annoyed by doctor, which was funny. As I got lemons in supermarket & squeezed in warm water / and also sliced in half, because I thought drinking that may help with iron issues in my blood. It was okay, a little bitter, helps with my cough.

10:17 am.

@onsenmark: Hi, Mark :) I like Band-Maid, my favourite songs are Real Existence and Thrill. I love the lolita punk rock dress style. They remind me of Mey-Rin in Black Butler, and also female vampires.