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Mousy

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I feel so guilty every time I buy myself something that isn't a necessity and sometimes those make me feel bad if I splurge on a more expensive one. BUT I feel not a single bit of guilt if I buy for someone else.
I'm over here agonizing over mouthwash and at the same time, I'm like YES, YES I want to buy you this Golden Girls collectible glass set because I love you and you love Golden Girls! YES.

Tuijp

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We’ll carry on

I sent Christmas cards to my neighbours, my landlord (85 years old) and his foster son (who does most of the work around the neighbourhood).
Then, not even 24 hours later, I found out that my landlord is on his deadbed.
Great work, mate, wishing him a merry Christmas and a happy new year.

Rallaa

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You gotta @Mention me.

@Priestess of Pie:

I go against social norms and reply to people's confessions/rants sometimes.

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Priestess of Pie

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@Rallaa:

That makes me feel better. I just see so many people having such a hard time and I just want to comfort them somehow. But as the saying goes, you can't hug every cat. ╥﹏╥

Rallaa

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You gotta @Mention me.

@Priestess of Pie:
Oh, I haven't done that.
Mostly I reply to okios or kiwi with meme-y stuff.

I'm afraid it might feel like empty talk, to whoever I message, if I try to comfort people.

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Shark

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You're supposed to be happy on christmas, but all I'm doing is crying...

I said merry christmas to a bunch of people, but nobody said it to me...

Ping me!

Hangout

Tuijp

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We’ll carry on

I feel disconnected and some times unwanted. There are people around who say they are my friend and care for me, but, when I tell them about major events in my life, such as a cancer scare, they don’t respond at all.
When I respond to a conversation, the conversation dies.
I’m not sure how much longer I can or willing to keep up with that.

Lithium

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I don’t know how to keep you alive.

Foever in my heart
Spookums 11/25/18

Angus 6/23/19

Mom 6/29/19

Dad 11/29/2021

vintage

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I'm really dumb and put everything off until last minute and I'm physically trembling right now

yet I'm still on here posting ;3c I'm going to fight myself

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Mousy

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I confess I am concern.
That is all.

Please ping! I get distracted easily.

Kurohon

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I'm very terrible at replying to other people. Sometimes I'm too scared to reply to them, so I keep on delaying my reply until I forget to actually respond.

Ping me if you want a reply! I like getting pings

Priestess of Pie

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This website is kind of consuming my life and I feel a little guilty about it but it's also inspiring me to do things again and I'm honestly having a the best time I've had since I can't remember. Part of me wants to pull away because it's probably not the healthiest thing but the other part wants to just fall in and see where this rabbit hole goes.

vintage

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my self loathing is back and stronger than ever baby eyyyy........ just kind of hit me like a wooden bat to the back of the head out of nowhere

got me conked

phewwwww what's wrong with me........ this ain't good

young dumb and full of crumbs

okios

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^troof

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Millet

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Millet, spilling the tea:

my anxiety has been so high lately I really feel like it's doing physical damage lmao. I can literally feel my heart beat in my eyeballs. Even if my mind is unbothered my body just consistently disagrees with me.

Priestess of Pie

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I'm too sick to be working. I'm definitely too sick to be driving. And yet I am going to do both today. أ‿أ

Mallow

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My Sons

Val

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I really feel like I've lost someone so dear to me, even though you are only a click away from me. :(
It's why I made an account on here... I miss being able to talk to you.

@ for reply!

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Apollo Im Burning

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Apollo Im Burning

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pls don't

Luc

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I guess I really...
I don't know.

It's always hard to talk about problems. Either people look far too into what I say or just assume I'm being Edgy TM. Which has happened a couple of times with... Remind me again why I made friends with teenagers five years younger than me?

Am I seriously that desperate for friends?
Why do I even need irl friends... I have the internet, don't I..?

At least my true internet friends don't call me edgy when I show them vent art I did...but then again, I guess I hardly show them my art in the first place....

Ugh... Why does it have to hit back again right in the beginning of the year.

I was hoping I'd be over this.

But I guess I'll never truly be.

Worthless? I guess so.

That awkward moment when those two teenagers you made friends with who are five years younger than you make you feel like shit because they're so much better than you at the things you like doing and you can't remember why you're still alive again.

How am I even supposed to talk about my problems when so many people out there have it a lot worse than me?

I don't need to be babied or watched out for.
It's not like I'd...

These teenagers are at that awkward age they have so many problems of their own and I can't deal with that, I was never made for helping people. I can listen, but I can't comment. I try to lighten things or keep the piece but how do you do that when your own smile feels fake af and has been for years?

Ugh.

I'm just being selfish again

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Mousy

Tuijp

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Shark

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Lithium

vintage

Mousy

Kurohon

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vintage

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Millet

Priestess of Pie

Val

Apollo Im Burning

Apollo Im Burning

Luc

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