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I put this here instead of serious discussion bc I don't think it's that deep of an issue and kinda just want some quick insights, but understandable if it gets moved

Long story short, I have been out of work for a few months now because my job didn't transfer when we moved. My partner makes enough for us to get by for now, but obviously that's not gonna cut it long term and I'm not at all comfortable with not contributing financially. So I've been looking for work, but I feel kind of stuck. The only kind of job I've had before is retail. Not management, just regular grocery store type jobs. I don't have degrees or education beyond high school, so I'm not qualified for anything that requires those things, and getting those things would take more time and money than I have to spare right now, so "Just go back to school to get a better job" is not a realistic answer (I say this because that's what my relatives love to tell me all the time, not that they'd ever help me do it).

Applying to the nearest grocery store seems like the obvious answer, but despite that being what I've done for years, it was never as easy for me as it should have been due to various health issues I have. I get mentally and physically worn out very easily, among other things, and it's not actually a very good fit for me. I had to leave one of my previous jobs because the stress was making my symptoms ramp up so bad that I almost ended up in the hospital. I have a lot of other hangups about getting back into this line of work, but it's also the only thing I know.

My current home situation isn't suited for a phone-related job; my partner works from home doing this, but we're going to have to look into getting ethernet installed upstairs because the current setup of having a long cable connecting the computer to the hookup downstairs isn't cutting it and her connection goes out every time it rains. So at least for now, anything that would have me making/taking phone calls all day (which is pretty much ALL the regular-employment, full-time work-from-home jobs) is not an option for me.

That pretty much just leaves me with freelancing and gig type jobs, which I've never done before. I'd be very afraid of not making enough money, and having to spread myself too thin across multiple sites/jobs just to make the same amount I'd have gotten from working at the grocery store. I don't know anyone who's ever done this kind of work, especially not as their main/only source of income rather than just a side gig on top of regular employment, and of course all the places like this that are hiring will just throw numbers out there to try and attract people. "Our top so-and-sos make up to X amount per year" means nothing to me. All I see is "You could get X fraction of a cent per word for writing this" and "You choose how much you make!" and it's really off-putting.

I'd love to go back to school or get some kind of certification at least and have a "real" job that isn't working in the grocery store, but never mind having no idea what I'd go to school for, I still need something I can do right now--preferably something that won't kill me, but I feel like my chances of finding something like that are pretty slim.

Anyway, I thought maybe some of you guys would have more experience with this than I do, and/or could offer me some insight from a different perspective. What would you do in my shoes?

@ChiffonOrange: and trade accepted, thanks for buying!

@ChiffonOrange: Sure thing, sent you a trade~

That's a great idea/avi, very creative.

@Merynia: no problem :^)

@Merynia: sure thing, sent you a trade!

@NixieFae: No problem!

@CooperationIsKey: The only time I've been able to try real clay is as a kid in art class but it was definitely fun. I have a block of polymer clay just waiting for me to actually use it.
I got into cake decorating when I was in high school. I took a foods course as an elective and they had someone come in and do a demonstration, and I was hooked. I took a class at the craft store and was really into it for a while, but I wasn't very good at it and never got much encouragement. When you have no one to bake for but yourself and it's not even your kitchen so you always have to be more worried about cleanup than the work you're doing, it's easy to lose the motivation. I think what really killed it was applying for a cake decorating position at a grocery store. I thought they would train new hires, but turns out they expected me to already be at their level. It was really embarrassing. I don't dream about doing it as a career any more, but I'd still like to give it another shot now that I have my own kitchen.
Gonna sub to that channel... I have an empty terrarium I got as a gift, just waiting to be filled. It's made for moss, which I love. I really dig your paludarium idea. If you ever do it, you gotta show us. Or just me. I wanna see it lol

After spending several years with almost no space to myself, my only hobbies right now are digital art and sometimes writing (though I haven't had the quiet and peace of mind to write in a long time). Now that I'm finally moved out, I'd like to try a lot of different things once I actually start making some money again. Different kinds of art (especially sculpting, jewelry making, and miniature things like fairy gardens or dioramas), more outdoor activities, getting back into baking/cake decorating, maybe aquascaping and terrariums? Plenty more things I'd like to try or have an interest in that I've never been able to really explore beyond longingly browsing blogs and videos...

@cashew: I always dread having to price my RIGs lol. But I did dig around in the price guide; would you take 20k for the whole lot?
@Bonnie: Shoot I am so sorry, I got one recently and forgot to remove it from my list! ;A; I don't need one at the moment. Gonna hurry and take that off there.

@NixieFae: sending it over~!

@sunny: no problem :^)

@Priestess of Pie: sounds good to me!

@Starlight: accepted, thanks!

@sunny: sent you a trade!

@Starlight: deal; i'll send you a trade!