Christmas is always surreal for me. Christmas Eve I never had traditions, it's just another day. Usually with a couple feet if snow. Since I got married, Christmas is typically green because it's been abnormally warm this time of year. And Christmas morning we got to Grandma's house to open presents around 10 when everyone I s awake. Growing up we would go to my grandma's house and we couldn't open presents until after dinner and all the kids had to deliver the presents to the adults sitting around the room.
Since my grandma died we don't get together as a family much anymore. All the kids now have their own kids. (well. Most of us xD) and their own extended family to see. But that's all I used to do for Christmas, besides seeing family it was a really disappointing day typically. Crap music on the radio and a lot of waiting and being ordered around so that I could open presents that showed that my extended family had no idea who I am.
Course my parents didn't do much better at Ayyam-i-Ha, but at least they tried xD I got some wild video games out of their attempts to get me presents I'd enjoy.
Currently recovering from large amounts of PTSD. I'll post when I can, please ping for replies. Things are very difficult for me right now.