On saturday afternoon I went on a walk with my cat. He'll walk with me and usually will go back home with me. Sometimes he won't want to come in and that day he didn't want to so I left him to wander. He usually comes back home on his own after two hours or so but this time he didn't.. & I was planning to bring him on a trip visiting family in San Antonio the next day. I canceled said trip since I was sick with worry. I've been walking all over the neighborhood searching for him for the past three days. I'm sad and frustrated and wish he was home.. I feel at fault and feel stupid for letting him out.. My husband hates that cat and hates visiting family so I'm sure he's delighted. I'd have to say this is my worst Christmas to date.. I've forced my family to change their plans and come visit me instead too. I wish things didn't turn out this way.. I miss my cat and pray he'll come home unharmed. Going to print flyers now and hope I get some luck..

Merry Christmas..