Ouja Akuma's posts

To awake each morn'
To fetch thy bread.
Slumber torn,
By sunrise ahead.
Thou soon to meet,
The Earl of Yeet.
Knock knock, he sounds,
To silence confounds.
Within ye castle,
His footsteps rattle.
Millennial curse,
A historical verse.
Echoes against the walls,
Does the Earl, does he have the balls?
For compassionate reasoning,
For endless listening?
Thy knows no warmth,
So go put forth,
To regain thy bleak esteem,
And share thy dank meme.
The Earl he waits,
By test of Fates.
Shoo him with bribes,
Or send negative vibes.
It's not time, nay!
Thy meme went viral,
ayeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

(I'm sorry for this disaster lmao)

I got something in the works. Hopefully I can finish it in time.

I have two bjd's myself!
I have the 5stardoll Tumnus (named Tadao) and Soom's Ender Dreamwalker (named Lucifer). They're based off my oc's from my comic cuz I lost control of my life lol.
I have no active community where I am so my dolls just kinda sit on their shelf collecting dust :'c All my friends who were into it they moved on and sold their dolls.
I miss being able to do stuff with them. Take them out for photos or make clothes. But not having people local to me to host meet ups kinda blows.

Lets get posting!

How's everyone recovering from the election anxiety?

Reserved

Decided to make a little home for me on this site!
Hey guys, I'm Moe.
I'm on a variety of avatar sites under the same username so if you see this name else where, that's me!
I'm still new to Voltra but I like it so far. I cant wait to see future events and additions to this site. Please feel free to talk to each other, share memes, and just waste away with me!

Convo starters:
-I have 5 dogs: Ginger, Lola, Remmy, Ember, and Milkshakes.
-Currently in college and dying under the stress
-Professional Zelda Nerd
-I know more about Vegeta than you
-Favorite animes: DBZ, Magi, Demon Slayer, Haikyuu, My Hero
-Favorite games: Zelda, Kid Icarus, Perfect World International (retired tho), Touken Ranbu, The Arcana
-Talk to me about Gay Demons!

I hope to have some giveaways or something in the future when I gain some more knowledge on items and stuff.

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So this is my first event on Volta and I gotta say, this is so fun and exciting! Def brings back some old memories on other forum sites with memorable events. I look forward to future ones.
Also whoever made the music for this is amazingly talented.

@Deaa: Yep, history major! Currently aiming for a bachelors in Library science and eventually a master's in museum studies. Wooooo.
I just prefer fiction, more on the fantasy side. Or if I wanna read historically accurate things, I buy a book about some historical event lol.

Well part of the reason was I hated what I wrote, another is I just didn't have the drive to write as much. It took me about 2 years to finish my novella and it's only 80 pages lol. Womp.

@Deaa: I'm a history major actually! So I love to read historical stuff. But historical fiction not so much cuz I'm always like "THAT'S NOW HOW IT HAPPENED" and lose the joy lol.
I used to write fanfics a long long time ago and have burned those stories since. I couldn't do it anymore lol.

@Xaphiel: Our house is actually paid off, there's no mortgage, hasn't been in years and it's been really nice. And no, there isn't anyone. My brother is absolutely useless (cant even take care of himself). We didn't even trust him to watch the house if both of us were away. And he's older than me too lol. My aunt has ongoing medical battles due to her fibro and she sometimes needs more help than my mom but my cousins help her (tbh I don't think the family really likes my mom cuz they ignored us for years).
Financially we're not bad, but mom has a fixed income from social security so there's not much left after bills to really afford to hire any help. She doesn't need help cleaning or anything, but just like grocery lifting, giving the dogs baths (groomers are so expensive), taking trash up to the street every week, some heavy lifting stuff...that's about it. So a caretaker wouldn't have much use here or even a house cleaner. I suggested she come with me but she doesn't want to leave her doctors (which is understandable, she has really good doctors).


@Kitalpha Hart: My therapist said the same thing, tbh. She just confirmed that my mom's being stubborn and wont acknowledge it until I sign those leasing papers.

I got fed up with my life being mediocre and working as a cashier or in general minimum wage jobs.
I'm almost 30 as well, and it's just like "this isn't what I wanted to do with my life". But I'm also living with my mom for a variety of reasons. I'm mostly independent tho, I buy my own groceries, pay my own bills (or send my money to my mom if it's a shared bill like phone or car insurance). I also pretty much have half of the house to myself (she calls it my wing lol). I have two rooms and my own bathroom. So like...it's like my own place but mom still is A Thing.

Anyway, I have been going back to school to get my degree. I finally decided on a goal and that is a Master's in Museum Studies because I always wanted to work in a museum and found out there's an actual career for it lol. I'm going to be graduating to start my master's program around next January if I stay on track. But my first choice of a school which was local, dropped the degree over the summer. Now there's only one school remaining in the state that offers this but it's not local, so I have to move.

I am 100% okay with moving. I've wanted my own place for so long. I've already started saving for moving fees and such, putting about $100 away a paycheck if I can and if not, at least $100 a month. I've paid off a LOT of my debt considerably and I'm SO PROUD OF MYSELF for that. Debt sucks. Overall, I've fully committed to moving and got a lot of things rolling to keep me in my budget.

However, my mom is against this. She doesn't want me to pursue this degree because I have to relocate. She has always been a party pooper and is part of the reason why I kinda let my life to rot for so long. She's glad I'm in school and doing well, but when I told her I was going to a town about 2 hours away, she just...shot me down. But I'm still going, my minds made up.

Well, she's also a cancer patient and a high risk individual for covid so I worry about leaving her alone. I do some housework she cant do, but my biggest thing is tho, is that the house is way too big for her. As I said, I have a wing because she doesn't use that side of the house. She just sticks to her bedroom and living room. That's it. I've mentioned the idea of her selling the house and getting something smaller but she dismisses it because I'm not leaving in her brain.

What do I do? I mean, I'm leaving regardless but I know she cant take care of the dogs by herself (I'm already taking 2 with me), she cant take the trash out, she cant lift most groceries, has me drive her to the dr's sometimes.....There's no one else to step in but I don't want to feel guilty by leaving. :( Have you guys had any similar situations? How did you handle it?

tl;dr mom's in denial about me moving out and it's giving me anxiety.

@Deaa: I don't really read physical books anymore unless they're history books or texts lol. I also read from my phone while in bed to help me fall asleep which is weird for most. /shrug
I should check to see if there's more Muriel fics....I need more.

@Peptobismol: I loved fanfic.net but yeah, it's just not keeping up with the times anymore. Ao3 is much easier to read now because of their post matting and dark mode!
I love any site that has dark mode lol.
Also hi there!

@Deaa:
I read it all on Archive of Our Own (Ao3) because it had better quality in works compared to fanfic.net
I read nearly all the Muriel ones...I had no control