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Posted in Moody's Bat Cave
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Purpsy: yeah a lot of them i cannot trust.
and most tend to act as if my mother no longer exists and everything is fine.
Only one who asks how she is doing is one of my aunt's my cousin and his wife and my grandparents.
as whenever we would go to get togethers. everyone would just act like she no longer existed which is hurtful.
yeah most of them i only see once a year. or even less at that so im not bothered of cutting them out
as they just pretty much left my family high and dry and blamed us for things we couldn't control. they don't see us often luckily
so i just do not care for them.
Normally i have to thumbnail it to see if things will work out like i hope and everything looks right. And then i just expand the thumbnail
and flesh it out more. I really enjoy doing that.
Right now i have a vague idea for a foresty piece but i cannot find a reference for the pose just yet.
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@Purpsy: yeah a lot of them i cannot trust.
and most tend to act as if my mother no longer exists and everything is fine.
Only one who asks how she is doing is one of my aunt's my cousin and his wife and my grandparents.
as whenever we would go to get togethers. everyone would just act like she no longer existed which is hurtful.
yeah most of them i only see once a year. or even less at that so im not bothered of cutting them out
as they just pretty much left my family high and dry and blamed us for things we couldn't control. they don't see us often luckily
so i just do not care for them.
Normally i have to thumbnail it to see if things will work out like i hope and everything looks right. And then i just expand the thumbnail
and flesh it out more. I really enjoy doing that.
Right now i have a vague idea for a foresty piece but i cannot find a reference for the pose just yet.
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave
Posted 4 years ago
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@Purpsy: I'm so the opposite. i just don't like going out often. I usually like indoor activities. tho i also have to be around people i like to be around to go outside too. A lot of my family just hurt my family way too much and they never apologized for it so im currently just not someone to forgive super easily as they kind of made my family feel that something truamatic happened in my life was our fault in some way. didn't help cook meals or anything so my sister felt she had to take such a huge role in that, which caused her a lot of panic attacks. so i kinda resent them a little still.
Normally if i don't have a vague idea, it takes days or weeks. especially with hands as i am not yet good
at breaking down my hands just yet so if it has a hand pose of any sort it takes me longer to finish.
but I finished a recent digital painting in 4 days. and i loved how it came out overall. tho i still need to work on learning to paint hair.
i think the hair is the only bit i was not satisfied with.
@Wildfire: welcome welcome!
it's been a little dead before a couple days ago so im working to get this place
back up and running so to speak lol.
how are you?
@ChiffonOrange: Hello! How are you today?
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@Purpsy: I'm so the opposite. i just don't like going out often. I usually like indoor activities. tho i also have to be around people i like to be around to go outside too. A lot of my family just hurt my family way too much and they never apologized for it so im currently just not someone to forgive super easily as they kind of made my family feel that something truamatic happened in my life was our fault in some way. didn't help cook meals or anything so my sister felt she had to take such a huge role in that, which caused her a lot of panic attacks. so i kinda resent them a little still.
Normally if i don't have a vague idea, it takes days or weeks. especially with hands as i am not yet good
at breaking down my hands just yet so if it has a hand pose of any sort it takes me longer to finish.
but I finished a recent digital painting in 4 days. and i loved how it came out overall. tho i still need to work on learning to paint hair.
i think the hair is the only bit i was not satisfied with.
@Wildfire: welcome welcome!
it's been a little dead before a couple days ago so im working to get this place
back up and running so to speak lol.
how are you?
@ChiffonOrange: Hello! How are you today?
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Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: i slept kinda roughly.
just did not feel well at all last night
and currently have no coffee until my dad gets back from the store.
tho I am doing okay. Going to actually test my stream today.
how are you?
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@Wildfire: i slept kinda roughly.
just did not feel well at all last night
and currently have no coffee until my dad gets back from the store.
tho I am doing okay. Going to actually test my stream today.
how are you?
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave
Posted 4 years ago
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@GoblinsAndTea: Awesome.
sorry not much of anything is really active yet.
im still setting it up.
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@GoblinsAndTea: Awesome.
sorry not much of anything is really active yet.
im still setting it up.
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave
Posted 4 years ago
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@Purpsy: A lot of my family forced me to interact with my cousin's friends
and where she is from, look highly down at families in poverty like mine so it was not fun.
and it's very hard for me to get out. especially nowadays. so you're definitely not alone.
sometimes it ends up as an hour or an hour in a half. but i don't finish art
within a day. it's usually split into days or even weeks if the project is hard.
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@Purpsy: A lot of my family forced me to interact with my cousin's friends
and where she is from, look highly down at families in poverty like mine so it was not fun.
and it's very hard for me to get out. especially nowadays. so you're definitely not alone.
sometimes it ends up as an hour or an hour in a half. but i don't finish art
within a day. it's usually split into days or even weeks if the project is hard.
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave
Posted 4 years ago
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@Purpsy: I can totally relate with shut in issues as i haven't really left my house
hardly in 10 years due to a lot of trauma in my life.
I need to also get myself out on walks every now and then.
Normally unless im amped for a specific piece, i tend to do art at night.
but i'd love to do them in early mornings or even afternoons as at night i don't have very much time
between bedtime.
I think my favorite pieces end up on when i start in the late afternoon.
and then i end up finishing them at night.
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@Purpsy: I can totally relate with shut in issues as i haven't really left my house
hardly in 10 years due to a lot of trauma in my life.
I need to also get myself out on walks every now and then.
Normally unless im amped for a specific piece, i tend to do art at night.
but i'd love to do them in early mornings or even afternoons as at night i don't have very much time
between bedtime.
I think my favorite pieces end up on when i start in the late afternoon.
and then i end up finishing them at night.
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave
Posted 4 years ago
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@Purpsy: Yeah. I use to actually be a night owl until i switched my schedule
which idk how i did it but i did it.
But i struggle doing art in the morning. idk why that is.
but currently i am working on a morning routine. I recently got a yoga ball so i am trying to day by day
get used to it so then eventually i can draw at my desk in the morning.
Normally i draw in bed. but trying to get out of bed more often.
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@Purpsy: Yeah. I use to actually be a night owl until i switched my schedule
which idk how i did it but i did it.
But i struggle doing art in the morning. idk why that is.
but currently i am working on a morning routine. I recently got a yoga ball so i am trying to day by day
get used to it so then eventually i can draw at my desk in the morning.
Normally i draw in bed. but trying to get out of bed more often.
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave
Posted 4 years ago
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@Purpsy: I might after dinner or later tonight
try to push through this study i have been meaning to finish for days.
I was going to late last night but our power decided to go out...and then i had to go to bed lol.
@nephila: unfortunately i come from a long line of women who have
really bad periods.
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@Purpsy: I might after dinner or later tonight
try to push through this study i have been meaning to finish for days.
I was going to late last night but our power decided to go out...and then i had to go to bed lol.
@nephila: unfortunately i come from a long line of women who have
really bad periods.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
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@Wildfire: but today is not strong.
but now its mostly gone.
so food helped today
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@Wildfire: but today is not strong.
but now its mostly gone.
so food helped today
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Posted 4 years ago
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@Wildfire: sometimes food does absolutely nothing or it helps for a short time
and then it gets worse again lol.
I never know XDD
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@Wildfire: sometimes food does absolutely nothing or it helps for a short time
and then it gets worse again lol.
I never know XDD
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave
Posted 4 years ago
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@Purpsy: My focus is off since i didn't have
the right amount of coffee. if i don't get the right amount it throws everything off for me
so i just end up losing track of time by doing nothing lol.
I don't really like warm drinks.
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@Purpsy: My focus is off since i didn't have
the right amount of coffee. if i don't get the right amount it throws everything off for me
so i just end up losing track of time by doing nothing lol.
I don't really like warm drinks.
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Posted 4 years ago
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@Wildfire: i've dealt with it for a couple of years
so i just tend to ride it out as that's all I can do.
Depending how strong it is.
but hoping after i eat i'll get the focus to try to study.
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@Wildfire: i've dealt with it for a couple of years
so i just tend to ride it out as that's all I can do.
Depending how strong it is.
but hoping after i eat i'll get the focus to try to study.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
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@Wildfire: it's fine im very much used to it lol.
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@Wildfire: it's fine im very much used to it lol.
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave
Posted 4 years ago
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@Purpsy: trying to get rid of cramps and hopefully
try to focus on some sort of art.
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@Purpsy: trying to get rid of cramps and hopefully
try to focus on some sort of art.