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@Wildfire: it's been like this for years as in my past i did not talk to very nice people
and took a toll on me lol.
well that's good. i also feel...there isnt much for me to talk about.
i can't easily jump into conversations or relate to anything.
i live a super quiet life. and before the pandemic and all i can talk about is art since it's literally all i have xD


@blixie: you don't have to do that. i don't really think my art is very good as of late.
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@Wildfire: Not really. I don't think it's fixable at this point lol.
just probably anxiety or depression that actually does that. and i always get sick of myself and that's usually why
i stop talking. because to me my brain convinces me that whatever i say is stupid and im just annoying.
Probably just something that happened in my past that makes me feel that way idk really lol.

but it's fine. nothing to really worry about.

@Blixie: yeah. just don't really know how to feel better about avatar sites.
i think only thing keeping me here is i have a commission to do XD
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@Wildfire: idk when I will but i am almost always second guessing myself on here all the time
in an unhealthy manner.
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@Wildfire: For me it's weird since i dont celebrate the holidays XD
But i struggle with schedules.
I've never been able to actually keep one for more than a month until 2020.
surprised most of 2020 i kept my schedule.

but need to stop staying up late and going to bed 12 at the dot.
my evenings are usually too packed so i don't get much art time

@blixie: I just don't have much to do on here tbh lol.
feel like i spend most of the time lurking and doing absolutely nothing on here.
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@Wildfire: I don't have anywhere to go but
my schedule is kinda slipping since the holidays.
So i need to get back on my 9:30am-10am schedule so i can have more time to art/stream.
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I gotta stop getting up so late.
hope everyone's afternoon/morning is well.
Posted in Moody's Bat Cave Posted 4 years ago
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i cant bake to save my life.
or eat it either lol
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@Wildfire: Nah. i'll just figure something else to do lol.
it's fine.
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@Wildfire: yeah so now im kinda feeling like "what's the point?"
with my twitch.
viewers have completely stopped coming.
so i'll just make my emojis for me.

still even as an adult, it sounds incredibly boring.
it's more so my sister's thing than mine. I just...don't like museums in general.
Aquariums that's different tho.
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@Wildfire: I've been planning to do emojis but i just haven't started.
i have too many art projects that eventually i forget the things i want to do.
But originally emojis are for my twitch channel but now im not so confident with my streaming since my viewers dropped greatly
within the past week. from 16 views all the way down to 0.

I just find art museums to be incredibly boring.
reminds me of school field trips.
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@Wildfire: Funny thing is...i don't actually like art museums.
But been doing portrait studies which is quite nice.
but maybe i'll attempt emojis.
although i probably won't actually get to use them lol.
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@Wildfire: there just isn't a lot for me to do to keep me
out of my head lol
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@Wildfire: I have no idea if it'll really work
but i rather not end up taking 2 months off like my last burn out. XD
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@Wildfire: Nope not really lol.
so i'll probably work through it regardless.