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My mom just showed up out of the blue yesterday. She's an EMT, so on top of violating the whole "stay at home when you can and don't visit anyone unless you're taking care of them" thing, god only knows what she could have been exposed to in the past few days before coming here. Me with a lowered immune system due to health problems, and my grandma being... well, old-ish. For all her talk about worrying she'd catch it from me because I work in a grocery store, wtf was she thinking letting my mom come over? I wish her dumb ass woulda got pulled over and questioned; she doesn't even live in this state! And then they come clawing at my door trying to get me to come out and "speak". I'm not some performing animal that you can just call upon to entertain company that I had no say in. Fuck that. As if the whole situation isn't stupid enough, both of them are abusive and even hearing my mom/knowing she's around gives me headaches and stomach pains. Yes, it's that bad. No, I'm not going to interact with her if I can avoid it, ESPECIALLY not when there's a literal pandemic going on. The layers of stupidity and selfishness in this family just keep piling on. I can't stand to be around you on a good day; I'm sure as hell not gonna come out and chat when you pop over uninvited during a time when I have to be extra vigilant about not getting sick.

smh look at this mess 😠
i claim Alethna

where df is my stimulus check why aren't you doing your job

jk



...but i haven't gotten mine and my grandma keeps bugging me to check for it. dunno why she's so interested; it's not like I'm gonna share it with her if/when it comes. >:^(

@Another Movie Addict: I have your art! I have a version without the texture layer, too; I can also add more with shading if you prefer. I just can't stop playing with tools and trying new stuff ;v;

@Valefor: I look forward to seeing it! but no rush cause I know I'm slow with art ;v;

@ghost: jfdkfdk;asfjs I'm glad you like it, thank you!

Dang those are cool looking. If they don't fit, just give 'em to me.

@athabm: AHA THANK YOU. I did some googling and they definitely have the right structure. I even saw one with the exact same leaf shape. Furthermore, wtf why are ornamental cabbages so beautiful I need all of them now

@Kitalpha Hart: We just don't have a good relationship; I try to avoid talking to her most of the time tbh.

Yes... but strange.

Found this in grandma's backyard. Nobody knows what it is, except maybe my grandma, but I ain't askin' her. Possibly an alien.

I haven't slept well all week, with last night being the only exception. Not so much thoughts, just being sick/cold/not having time to rest/having too much to do before bed, etc. First night that I was both not sick and not having to get up for work in a while. Too bad I have work again tomorrow. :^P

Sleep is such a pain. I wish we didn't need it.

@Eruca: I assume pollen since it's that time of year. Juts weird for me because I've never really had pollen allergies. I have rhinitis normally, where my nose runs a little because I'm sensitive to anything in the air. But it's never severe, and seasonal changes have never made it worse or brought on other symptoms.. Stress as an exacerbating factor makes sense, though. Pretty damn stressed these days ;v;

@Eruca: Gets even more ridiculous from there: still felt bad, called work, they said not to come in until i'd seen a doctor. had to wait another day 'cause doctor isn't open sundays. Talked to doctor for a few minutes on the phone and she said it was allergies, told me to just take some Mucinex and hot showers. :'| Runny nose/cough/throat irritation have increased since then, so maybe it is allergies? But this is some severe allergies, and the medicine isn't doing much to help. So now I get to work with my nose constantly running and my throat itchy... for the next several weeks, I guess, since you don't just get over allergies like you do a cold/flu. Nice.

@sunny: that sounds good af

@PurpdaBurpPurp: my sweet tooth has definitely died down over the years, too. stuff I liked when I was younger is way too sweet now. ...but a little cake every now and then is nice. Maybe you can make your own if there's none around. It's not too difficult, just kinda time consuming.