Millet, spilling the tea:
I'm not blind I can acknowledge someone is hot or attractive, but I literally do not feel sexually attracted to anyone
unless I've formed a close connection to them. That isn't a pretentious choice based thing, that's just how my mind and body work.
I physically cannot get aroused if I don't consider myself close to you. It's been an issue back when I was single as it seems culture is
very oriented around sex and having sex to determine compatibility but I can't and its been hard to find people that understand that.
I'm in a loving relationship right now though and he was very patient.
I'm also bisexual.Very much so capable of falling in love/becoming aroused with any person of any background or gender once that connection is established. Unfortunately after I had started dating a girl my father's side of the family heavily retaliated against me. Them being heavily catholic. They are no longer in my life for many reasons- one of which they could not accept that I was at the time /seeing/ a girl and I never want them to be of influence or source of shame again if in the event my partner and I don't work out and I choose to be with a girl again.
(I mean hopefully my dude and I make it through but if not ya know. just sayin')
I'm also quite tired of the common belief that all bisexuals are some kinda sexual deviants who aren't capable of monogamy? If someone isn't monogamous that's totally fine so long as any relationship is open and honest. But bi does not equal poly. And through past experiences I've found lesbians who didn't want to get closer to me because I'm bi, and straight dudes who think bi translates to threesomes. It's exhausting and annoying.
Edit: uh, according to an article I read I guess I'm not bisexual but pansexual. Whelp. The more ya know lol.
How bout you?