@Totalanimefan: I mean the woman was a fighter until the very end and she knew how much I loved her. The reason I'm still feeling slightly guilty is that I'm CPR, AED, and First Aid certified. I should of reacted differently to how I did but I froze. I already know that it's different when it comes to someone you love but, still, I can not help but feel like I could of done more.
I mean...if that meant y'all could be together in person then I back that decision 100%
@atropa belladonna: Do you now?
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@Lopsided Oreo: I totally see where you are coming from, but you can't blame yourself. You can't live thinking that for the rest of your life. <33
Yeah it was lol. And like I said we were already going to get married, the timeline was just moved up
@Lopsided Oreo: yeah you say you were on ernya.. maybe i know it from there
@Totalanimefan: I know that but knowing it and believing it are two different things. I don't think I will ever fully believe that it wasn't my fault. I will know it wasn't but still feel that way. You know?
Ain't nothing wrong with that though. My hubby and I are planning for Halloween to be when we get married, we just have not picked a year.
Ain't nothing wrong with that though. My hubby and I are planning for Halloween to be when we get married, we just have not picked a year.
@Atropa Belladonna: What was your name on there if you don't mind me asking
@Lopsided Oreo: Yeah I get that. I just also want you to be happy <3
Halloween is a cool date! ^-^
@Totalanimefan: just because I am upset about my mom it doesn't mean I am not happy because I am. I'm happy knowing she is no longer suffering, I'm happy because I feel like she brought my hubby into my life when he entered it.
Thanks. When I proposed to him he and I immediately picked Halloween as the date because we both love Halloween.
Thanks. When I proposed to him he and I immediately picked Halloween as the date because we both love Halloween.
@Lopsided Oreo: That's good. I wasn't sure how much that was weighting you down. For some people it comes all they can think about and it's hard for them to live their life.
That's so cute! When did you propose? ^^
@Lopsided Oreo: miss sandman... like on here too! thats just my mule ^^
@Totalanimefan: A few nights after he and I meant in person officially. We started talking a few weeks before and once I hugged him in person I just knew that I wanted him as my husband, that he is my soul mate. I was shocked otherwise I probably would of proposed the very moment we hugged lmao.
@atropa belladonna: I REMEMBER YOU! Whoops, sorry hit caps lock in my excitement. How have you been?
@atropa belladonna: I REMEMBER YOU! Whoops, sorry hit caps lock in my excitement. How have you been?
@Shark: sonva... ugh... I tried oh well
@Lopsided Oreo: Wow that's awesome! ^_^
@Lopsided Oreo: see i saw your name:D i have been good Iam a mommy now! and have 2 malecats! how have you been???
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Nothing Fancy to see here!
@Totalanimefan: Awesome yes, but it was also surprising and a tad bit shocking. I wasn't expecting the feelings that I felt to be that extreme and so quickly.
@atropa belladonna: I am good.Engaged with a fur baby right now. Trying to figure out the details of said wedding but have figured out the date lol
@atropa belladonna: I am good.Engaged with a fur baby right now. Trying to figure out the details of said wedding but have figured out the date lol
@Lopsided Oreo: Sometimes when you know, you know! I love my husband and I feel like we are best friends and soulmates too.
@Totalanimefan: Exactly. It's funny because I thought the other two I married (and divorced) were it but then they both went to hell in a hand basket.
@Lopsided Oreo: That's awful. I've only been married once, but I have had horrible ex's. I'm sorry that happened. Hopefully they are out of your life.
@Totalanimefan: now and forever thank goddess.
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.