Ark's Post-A-Lot - Voltra Online

Ark

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Looking at our old messages in recent months, it’s clear that the connection meant more to me than him.

I put in so much effort to talk with him, yet his replies were distant or nonexistent.

Not like in the beginning when he’d text me all the time, checking up on me, asking about my interests, just wanting to talk to me, etc. I’m sure it was all to keep me buttered up so that he could continue to get what he wanted out of me. None of that mattered to him. It’s all a part of the game.

Ark

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He’s never going to talk to me again.

Ark

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I told the hook up/ booty guy call that I’m sick and we can’t meet up this weekend. He responded saying “So you don’t feel good at all? Even for teasing me? 👀”

Bruh, I’m turning my phone off. 😑

Ark

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Between him and homegirl I’m kind of annoyed. If I tell you I’m sick, why keep asking for my company? Homegirl asked if I wanted to hangout tomorrow. What part of “I’m sick” do they not understand? 🙄

Ark

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I actually feel a bit better today compared to other days, so I could very well be feeling a lot better tomorrow.

Even then, I don’t think I want to meet up with them. Partly because I’m annoyed at them asking to hangout after me already telling them I’m sick, but also because I just want to be alone. I’m so over being around people.

Ark

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Everyday I check my email hoping I’ll get some type of good news that will change my life, but I get nothing. I would love to get an interview invite, new job offer, something.

I’m so over the stagnancy of my life…

Ark

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I may as well kiss the thought of ol dude ever reaching out to me again goodbye.

Ark

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I hate to sound mean or ungrateful, but I’m just not interested in talking to these new people….

Not that they’re bad people; they seem really nice. But trying to get to know new people right now is exhausting. It’s like I’m trying to squeeze water out of a rock.