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I just got back from seeing his fav band (I didn’t go see them because they’re his fav, I’d been wanting to check them out for a while). I enjoyed the show, but the whole time I wondered if he was there. After it ended I kinda lingered around the area for a few minutes and I didn’t see him, but that doesn’t mean he was there. I’m more inclined to believe he wasn’t.

Deep down I wish he were there. I’ve always wanted to go to a concert with him and today’s concert would’ve been the perfect opportunity. I guess now I really have to sit with my feelings and process that I’ll never see or talk to him again. Ugh…

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I almost wish he never texted me.

His text fucked up my progress, reignited my feelings, and brought back all my sadness.

Why apologize and tell me that you and the girl you dumped me for broke up if your intention wasn’t to try winning me back? Why is the break up any of my business? I wish he never told me. Knowing he had a girlfriend made it somewhat easier to process everything vs knowing he’s single. Now that I know he’s single my brain keeps thinking “what if there could be a chance for me?” If there really was a chance he never would’ve randomly dumped me for someone else…. He never liked me or wanted me.

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Side note, I was hoping to see the members of the local emo cover band at the concert since their band name is inspired by one of the band’s songs. Seems like I run into them on random occasions, but when I want to see them they’re no where to be found. 🫠 (That also doesn’t mean they weren’t at the concert. They very well could have been and I just didn’t happen to see them).

The singer came into my bar on Sunday. When I saw him I couldn’t register that it was him at first and initially thought “he looks familiar, I feel like I know him.” Once it clicked, I waved so happily at him and said hi, then reintroduced myself. 😅 I really don’t want to come off as a groupie, but I like the band so much and they’ve lowkey become a comfort for me.

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Someday when I get better at playing guitar and form my own band, maybe we’ll be able to open for them? Wishful thinking at its finest. 💪🏽😤

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