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A patient with the same name as him just checked in. This might’ve been the patient my coworker talked to on the phone earlier, but still. The universe is fucking with me. @~@

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I just got a job rejection email. ٩( ᐛ )و

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So…. Not to get too excited…. Buuuuuttttt….

I caved in. I texted him happy birthday yesterday before passing out and I woke up to see that he actually responded. ;u;

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I’m still under the guise that he doesn’t want to talk to me, so I just heart reacted to it. I don’t want to push it. :/

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He still hasn’t responded to whether he’d want to go out for drinks or not, so I’ll take it as a no. Aw well.

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I really want to go out for drinks, though. :/

Like, I’ve had this week and weekend mentally reserved in case he wanted to go out, but I guess I’ll have to make others plans or just stay home.

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I’m tempted to ask that other guy out, honestly. I’m craving connection, attention, and intimacy. If he’s still interested, then I guess it’s worth responding to him.

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Maybe I’ll respond to him this evening. He seemed interested in me the last time we met up.

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I also hate that getting attention from dude made me feel so much better.

I’ve been trying to feel better by doodling, watching cartoons, doing things that I enjoy and they’ve only helped so much. Yet homie responds back to me and suddenly it’s like my world is brighter. I hate that.

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My world would feel so much brighter if we got to hang out again, but that’s wishful thinking. :/

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