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@chiffonorange: it makes sense you would feel that way, not being heard or feeling supported, and that you would look for other ways to cope. what kinds of things do you turn to for coping with the way you've been feeling?

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@xvz: Aside from talking to myself, I try to find something to cope with such as drawing, listening to music or playing Sims 4 if I wanted to.

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@chiffonorange: i see, how are you feeling currently?

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@xvz: Been okay so far. Still trying to get rid of those thoughts.

How about you? I hope you're doing fine.

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@chiffonorange: we can keep talking about it if you are comfortable sharing. how long have you been feeling this way?

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(and please let me know if you feel like i am pushing you to talk about anything you don't want to. there is no pressure and i am here to listen if you want to share.)

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@xvz: If my memory serves me right, it has been long since I've felt this way when I was around 19.

And alright then. I understand. *nods*

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@chiffonorange: (i'm not sure how old you are, but i'm guessing it's been a few years?) it must have been hard for you to have these feelings for such a long time. and thank you for sharing with me. it is not always easy to share how you have been feeling with someone,

especially about self-harm and suicidal ideation,

and i appreciate you letting me know. what are some things that could be helpful for you right now?

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@xvz: (I'm 24, soon to be 25 this year. Forgot to mention my age earlier, sorry.) *nods* You're welcome.

Hmm... I haven't thought about which things that might be helpful for me at the moment. I suppose watching lighthearted videos on YouTube could work, I guess.

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@chiffonorange: you don't have to apologize. and it can be hard to think about what might be helpful when you are feeling this way.
how has talking about it today been like for you?

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@xvz: It was fine. That's all I could think about.

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@chiffonorange: that sounds really difficult. what are some forms of support you might want right now?

if it's ok to ask, are you currently in danger?

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@xvz: None at the moment. But thank you for asking. (I didn't mean to say this in a rude tone, it's meant to be in a neutral tone) And

No, I'm not in danger.

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@chiffonorange: not rude at all, and of course. and thanks for letting me know, i wanted to make sure you are safe

does talking about it help? we can also talk about something else if you want, if you would rather have voltra to be a distraction for you. what would you prefer?

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@xvz: I see, okay then. *nods*

Yes, I think talking about it helps. *nods again* Hmmm... I would probably go to the undercurrent to bump posts or the arcade forum just to find some games I would like to play.

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@chiffonorange: ok, i'm here to listen. how would you describe the ways you've been feeling?

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@xvz: To me, it feels confusing most times and there are times where I can't really express my feelings (as I prefer to shorten my sentence of them) without fear of embarassment or being misunderstood.

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@chiffonorange: it can be difficult to express your feelings, especially when people have reacted badly in the past. what feels confusing for you?

and you don't have to feel embarrassed about how you feel, and i am here to listen without judgement. would talking over pm make it easier to express how you feel?

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@xvz: Anger and sadness, especially the former and sure if you're okay with it *nods*

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@chiffonorange: sure - let me reply over pm

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