@Jolly: meatloaf sounds delicious! I end up Eutingen a Sandwich :D

@Atropa Belladonna:
It was! I've been trying to cut back our grocery bills while still being healthy. Its taking a lot of brain thinking but we did it <3
granted our dishes could always be more flavorful if I add more to them, but it was probably healthier because I didn't do that! and still taste good

@Totalanimefan:
Thing is, at my job I'm REQUIRED to work there full time. If they knew I was considering another career path, they'd probably find the nearest reason to fire or lay me off The company is in the mindset of "if you're not with us 100% then you're not with us at all". Its even in my script I have to memorize for "tests" that we take (to brainwash us).

1. Believe in the Customer
2. Believe in the Product
3. Believe in yourself
4. Believe in the Company
5. Believe that Sales is an honorable profession

WHICH I cant say I hate THIS part of the test, cause its a good mindset to be in to be a good and honest sales person~ It just gets turned around on you if you ever doubt the job itself.

But yeah I think the best thing is just keep saving like you say! I might end up relying on my husband's job. They're treating him so well <3
They already want to promote him as soon as he's been working there long enough to qualify. That will give me more wiggle room possibly ;;
(I'm just impatient in nature)
I'm blessed that he's good at customer service and he doesn't hate it, cause gosh darn it seems like its the only thing that pays aside from delivery drivers

@Jolly: yes exactly. But I'm stuck in a weird reverse in that I don't have a job at all because of life also getting in the way of life. xD
I am desperately working on making everything connect in a way that i can at least juggle everything less stressfully

@Totalanimefan: Hey! I was hoping we'd get to post together for the event ^^ I really only have today to post, going on vacation tomorrow xD

@Totalanimefan: Going down to Portland to spend time with my boyfriend for his birthday. He's driving up today, and we're leaving tomorrow morning.
We're gonna stay with his parents tomorrow night and go see some friends I haven't seen for like 4-5 years (stupid pandemic), and then Friday morning meeting more friends for brunch, and then driving back to Portland!
It's gonna be a busy trip, we already have a concert and at least one movie planned XD

Have a wonderful time!!

I'm working as hard as I can. thank you <3 I'm determined not to lose hope or give up

@Totalanimefan: I'm so excited, ahaha, I know I just saw him in August but it's his birthday and it's Spooky month!

@Shadami: Thank you so much! I can't wait to see him tonight ♥

@Jolly: Thank you! Thankfully work is quiet so far today (working from home, doing remote support), so I've got time to do other things xD

@Totalanimefan: Yeah, tons to do! I think we're also gonna go see the Marvel exhibit that opened at OMSI this past weekend. Which reminds me I need to buy tickets =)