Moodyb's posts
Posted in Lock please
Posted 6 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Lina: I'm not sure on my depression as i've never been diagnosed.
However just know I have it as depression in my family almost everyone has it.
It didn't really start acting up until I was 14 when my mom had a stroke. And just got worse and worse
the older I got.
My anxiety use to be not bad but lately been feeling like an outsider on avatar sites
and unwanted of some sort so i've been straying away from them.
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@Lina: I'm not sure on my depression as i've never been diagnosed.
However just know I have it as depression in my family almost everyone has it.
It didn't really start acting up until I was 14 when my mom had a stroke. And just got worse and worse
the older I got.
My anxiety use to be not bad but lately been feeling like an outsider on avatar sites
and unwanted of some sort so i've been straying away from them.
Posted in License to drive baybee
Posted 6 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Vermii: yeah. during the time I had to go to GED classes
it was a hard and it didn't help that i had guilt issues.
I probably can't work due to i have been having pretty bad anxiety and most
jobs require to work in a fast pace job and my brain can't do that. So I am kinda just out of luck
at the moment. :vanora_sweat:
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@Vermii: yeah. during the time I had to go to GED classes
it was a hard and it didn't help that i had guilt issues.
I probably can't work due to i have been having pretty bad anxiety and most
jobs require to work in a fast pace job and my brain can't do that. So I am kinda just out of luck
at the moment. :vanora_sweat:
Posted in Lock please
Posted 6 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Lina: i use it but i just have my accounts closed until I get more comfortable
with making art.
I've had anxiety since i was about...4 or 5. I have separation and social anxiety and depression.
But i just don't do well socializing anymore which is why i am leaning off of avatar sites.
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@Lina: i use it but i just have my accounts closed until I get more comfortable
with making art.
I've had anxiety since i was about...4 or 5. I have separation and social anxiety and depression.
But i just don't do well socializing anymore which is why i am leaning off of avatar sites.
Posted in License to drive baybee
Posted 6 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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I'm almost 25 with no license.
What's holding me back is anxiety and how dangerous it is to drive nowadays.
I live in a pretty crowded town. It's getting to be a bit overpopulated so traffic is pretty bad.
But i'm quite afraid to drive from how many impatient drivers there are nowadays.
I'd honestly love to have better and more accessible public transportation.
That is a big issue for me for getting a job is not being able to drive.
No one can drive me either because everyone is busy and i feel like such an inconvenience for someone
to drive me. :vanora_cry:
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I'm almost 25 with no license.
What's holding me back is anxiety and how dangerous it is to drive nowadays.
I live in a pretty crowded town. It's getting to be a bit overpopulated so traffic is pretty bad.
But i'm quite afraid to drive from how many impatient drivers there are nowadays.
I'd honestly love to have better and more accessible public transportation.
That is a big issue for me for getting a job is not being able to drive.
No one can drive me either because everyone is busy and i feel like such an inconvenience for someone
to drive me. :vanora_cry:
Posted in Lock please
Posted 6 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Lina: i put my art on social media so thats good enough for me for now anyways.
I'm not a scrapbok type of person.
most times mine overpowers me sadly and makes me quite antisocial.
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@Lina: i put my art on social media so thats good enough for me for now anyways.
I'm not a scrapbok type of person.
most times mine overpowers me sadly and makes me quite antisocial.
Posted in Lock please
Posted 6 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Lina: Sadly I can't since i live with my father who is very religious and believes anything spooky or relating to Halloween
is Satan's birthday. So I would have to wait until I moved out. Which is unclear when that'll be. :vanora_cry:
Yeah, throughout the day I have to constantly think of something
otherwise down the spiral of depression I go.
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@Lina: Sadly I can't since i live with my father who is very religious and believes anything spooky or relating to Halloween
is Satan's birthday. So I would have to wait until I moved out. Which is unclear when that'll be. :vanora_cry:
Yeah, throughout the day I have to constantly think of something
otherwise down the spiral of depression I go.
Posted in Lock please
Posted 6 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Lina: i had to take a break though from it since I didn't want to have nightmares. :vanora_sweat:
But this piece is turning unexpectedly good that I kinda wish I could make it into a print and frame it on my wall lmao.
December i am usually at my worst with my depression. Especially my birthday.
So we'll just see. I tend to be the person who really needs to be so buried in my own craft
in order to stay out of my head.
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@Lina: i had to take a break though from it since I didn't want to have nightmares. :vanora_sweat:
But this piece is turning unexpectedly good that I kinda wish I could make it into a print and frame it on my wall lmao.
December i am usually at my worst with my depression. Especially my birthday.
So we'll just see. I tend to be the person who really needs to be so buried in my own craft
in order to stay out of my head.
Posted in Lock please
Posted 6 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Lina: yeah, i am extremely proud of this piece as I drew out a bunch of things
I've never drawn like shelves with books, potion bottles, jar of eyeballs, it's been a really fun piece overall.
So I might just keep trying to give it the creepy vibe.
I think a lot of my inspiration came from reading so much of Junji Ito's manga. :vanora_sweat:
Oh yeah i can imagine. Hopefully it won't be too rough on retailers this year.
December is kind of a bittersweet month for me. There's always a mix of good and bad in the month.
But maybe i'll try to make something good and maybe really paint myself something for my 25th.
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@Lina: yeah, i am extremely proud of this piece as I drew out a bunch of things
I've never drawn like shelves with books, potion bottles, jar of eyeballs, it's been a really fun piece overall.
So I might just keep trying to give it the creepy vibe.
I think a lot of my inspiration came from reading so much of Junji Ito's manga. :vanora_sweat:
Oh yeah i can imagine. Hopefully it won't be too rough on retailers this year.
December is kind of a bittersweet month for me. There's always a mix of good and bad in the month.
But maybe i'll try to make something good and maybe really paint myself something for my 25th.
Posted in Lock please
Posted 6 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Lina: Sounds like a good plan.
I want to try to do something in December since it'll be my birthday.
I want to try to make something good out of it if I can.
My art has never been seen or viewed as creepy or cool so it's kind of new to me.
All my art it kinda just gets the cute compliments.
Which annoys me idk why. But i guess since i fixed her head she actually looks creepy and cool.
I didn't know what vibe this piece is for but maybe creepy is a good vibe for this since she has blank creepy eyes
and a jar of eyeballs on her shelf lol.
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@Lina: Sounds like a good plan.
I want to try to do something in December since it'll be my birthday.
I want to try to make something good out of it if I can.
My art has never been seen or viewed as creepy or cool so it's kind of new to me.
All my art it kinda just gets the cute compliments.
Which annoys me idk why. But i guess since i fixed her head she actually looks creepy and cool.
I didn't know what vibe this piece is for but maybe creepy is a good vibe for this since she has blank creepy eyes
and a jar of eyeballs on her shelf lol.
Posted in Lock please
Posted 6 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Lina: it happens.
I've kinda been leaning off of avatar sites.
I should spend more time on my art but i am so easily distracted.
Same tbh. But since I have no plans in November I don't mind
doing and finishing all my prompts from intkober in November.
I started on day 2. It ended looking a whole lot better than any other piece I've done.
So I feel proud of it. Though may need to fix her face/head. She looks a lot creepier than I had intended. :vanora_sweat:
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@Lina: it happens.
I've kinda been leaning off of avatar sites.
I should spend more time on my art but i am so easily distracted.
Same tbh. But since I have no plans in November I don't mind
doing and finishing all my prompts from intkober in November.
I started on day 2. It ended looking a whole lot better than any other piece I've done.
So I feel proud of it. Though may need to fix her face/head. She looks a lot creepier than I had intended. :vanora_sweat:
Posted in Lock please
Posted 6 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Lina: No need to be sorry.
Life gets in the way sometimes.
I've been alright. Just trying to catch up in inktober.
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@Lina: No need to be sorry.
Life gets in the way sometimes.
I've been alright. Just trying to catch up in inktober.
Posted in ↑The Upside Down↓Avatar closet|Updated: 5/14/20
Posted 6 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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New Avatar Added
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New Avatar Added
Posted in Halloween
Posted 6 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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Bats. I need even more bat items.
It is in my name after all.
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Bats. I need even more bat items.
It is in my name after all.
Posted in My period is going to kill me.
Posted 6 years ago
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Mine are too.
I don't get as bad of ones as my sister as she might have PMDD.
But i usually get cramps all throughout my period for however long my period is. :vanora_cry:
I just wanna paint or draw something but my body has other plans.
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Mine are too.
I don't get as bad of ones as my sister as she might have PMDD.
But i usually get cramps all throughout my period for however long my period is. :vanora_cry:
I just wanna paint or draw something but my body has other plans.