Moodyb's posts
Posted in Bored & stuck on campus
Posted 5 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Jolly: its now 7:30pm but after anxiety happens
my body just feels like stone. it just gets very stiff and my appetite is nowhere to be found.
But i am doing okay. a bit better than this morning.
Yess always do art.
Lately I am pumping out commission after commission.
Though i really want to do some more personal projects.
Maybe after my spring piece i'll do something. I got a lot of fan art ideas.
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@Jolly: its now 7:30pm but after anxiety happens
my body just feels like stone. it just gets very stiff and my appetite is nowhere to be found.
But i am doing okay. a bit better than this morning.
Yess always do art.
Lately I am pumping out commission after commission.
Though i really want to do some more personal projects.
Maybe after my spring piece i'll do something. I got a lot of fan art ideas.
Posted in Bored & stuck on campus
Posted 5 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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Today I am working towards finishing and starting commissions.
I've got about 3 full bodies to start. :vanora_sweat:
which are all from different sites.
I'm also trying to finish this spring piece I've been working on since mid-February.
Though my energy is a little low since my body decided to have an anxiety attack at like 9am.
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Today I am working towards finishing and starting commissions.
I've got about 3 full bodies to start. :vanora_sweat:
which are all from different sites.
I'm also trying to finish this spring piece I've been working on since mid-February.
Though my energy is a little low since my body decided to have an anxiety attack at like 9am.
Posted in Thinking About You.
Posted 5 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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For me, it's not someone I was in a romantic relationship.
But was sorta in a friendship with. But I don't really think they saw me as a friend.
We had a few common interests but it was very one-sided. It felt more like they were talking at me not with me
if that makes any sense. Every now and then I do think about them or they just pop back into my head
as i just think about the what-ifs.
I try not to think about them because I felt very hurt by them. Our friendship was not long
but sometimes I think what I could've done or acted differently but in the end I come back to the one solution which is
they didn't see me as a friend and that would've been a waste of time and effort on my part.
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For me, it's not someone I was in a romantic relationship.
But was sorta in a friendship with. But I don't really think they saw me as a friend.
We had a few common interests but it was very one-sided. It felt more like they were talking at me not with me
if that makes any sense. Every now and then I do think about them or they just pop back into my head
as i just think about the what-ifs.
I try not to think about them because I felt very hurt by them. Our friendship was not long
but sometimes I think what I could've done or acted differently but in the end I come back to the one solution which is
they didn't see me as a friend and that would've been a waste of time and effort on my part.
Posted in What time of day are you mostly active here on Voltra?
Posted 5 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@PurpdaBurpPurp: Definitely. Would be super helpful.
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@PurpdaBurpPurp: Definitely. Would be super helpful.
Posted in Being underweight is just as mentally damaging as being overweight
Posted 5 years ago
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I also have a fast metabolism and have had it my entire life.
I use to get teased by my family all the time for being too skinny and I need to eat.
I hated get-togethers the most because relatives would feel up my spine and deliberately tell me I need to eat.
Despite I could eat so much and it still wouldn't add to my weight.
I can lose weight a lot more than gaining weight.
Although, no doctor has told me I am underweight though the doctor I go to are all kinda...weird.
and just try to throw birth control at me. I gained maybe 5lbs through Bc but then i lost it all due to being sick for months, and wisdom teeth surgery.
On average I am 113-118 but i am sure I am a lot less now since none of my clothes can't stay on me very well. :vanora_cry:
But for my height it doesn't seem pretty low, but it feels very low for me.
I'm 5"8 but i can never reach towards being 120 which should be average weight.
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I also have a fast metabolism and have had it my entire life.
I use to get teased by my family all the time for being too skinny and I need to eat.
I hated get-togethers the most because relatives would feel up my spine and deliberately tell me I need to eat.
Despite I could eat so much and it still wouldn't add to my weight.
I can lose weight a lot more than gaining weight.
Although, no doctor has told me I am underweight though the doctor I go to are all kinda...weird.
and just try to throw birth control at me. I gained maybe 5lbs through Bc but then i lost it all due to being sick for months, and wisdom teeth surgery.
On average I am 113-118 but i am sure I am a lot less now since none of my clothes can't stay on me very well. :vanora_cry:
But for my height it doesn't seem pretty low, but it feels very low for me.
I'm 5"8 but i can never reach towards being 120 which should be average weight.
Posted in What time of day are you mostly active here on Voltra?
Posted 5 years ago
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@PurpdaBurpPurp: I feel i also tend to be a little bit of both.
But i also do plan to get a job that's early in the morning and I'm off by noon.
So maybe that'll help me get into being a morning person and early riser.
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@PurpdaBurpPurp: I feel i also tend to be a little bit of both.
But i also do plan to get a job that's early in the morning and I'm off by noon.
So maybe that'll help me get into being a morning person and early riser.
Posted in What time of day are you mostly active here on Voltra?
Posted 5 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@PurpdaBurpPurp: I'm such a horribly heavy sleeper.
Nothing gets me up. Though I also do not own a phone to wake me up. :vanora_sweat:
I also lurk. I usually look for the active topics if i can post to it but if i can't I normally
lurk and fix up my art shop and art gallery.
Though my goal is to start getting up between 9-10am.
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@PurpdaBurpPurp: I'm such a horribly heavy sleeper.
Nothing gets me up. Though I also do not own a phone to wake me up. :vanora_sweat:
I also lurk. I usually look for the active topics if i can post to it but if i can't I normally
lurk and fix up my art shop and art gallery.
Though my goal is to start getting up between 9-10am.
Posted in What time of day are you mostly active here on Voltra?
Posted 5 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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I'm really bad at waking up in the morning,
So i'm usually active in the afternoon :vanora_sweat:
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I'm really bad at waking up in the morning,
So i'm usually active in the afternoon :vanora_sweat:
Posted in Hello! I'm new here.
Posted 5 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Micki Chiba: I'm not sure what you mean. :vanora_sweat:
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@Micki Chiba: I'm not sure what you mean. :vanora_sweat:
Posted in Mules
Posted 5 years ago
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Currently I just have my main account.
I don't find I need a mule at this time as I just like to have everything in one place. :vanora_smile:
I'm also not good with multiple accounts.
On other sites where I had mules I usually never logged into them. :vanora_sweat:
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Currently I just have my main account.
I don't find I need a mule at this time as I just like to have everything in one place. :vanora_smile:
I'm also not good with multiple accounts.
On other sites where I had mules I usually never logged into them. :vanora_sweat:
Posted in It's not easy making videos
Posted 5 years ago
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@Amber Lynne: I'll probably end up just researching everyone told me and just see
what works best for me.
Though like i said uploading video isn't a necessary thing right now.
I only wanted to upload it on instagram since videos get more noticed on there or so I heard. :vanora_sweat:
So it was just a side project for fun.
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@Amber Lynne: I'll probably end up just researching everyone told me and just see
what works best for me.
Though like i said uploading video isn't a necessary thing right now.
I only wanted to upload it on instagram since videos get more noticed on there or so I heard. :vanora_sweat:
So it was just a side project for fun.
Posted in It's not easy making videos
Posted 5 years ago
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@Amber Lynne: I don't need this video converted like ASAP.
So i don't think I want to try the DVR as like i said my computer is very laggy already.
I also can't afford to replace it so i rather just play it safe.
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@Amber Lynne: I don't need this video converted like ASAP.
So i don't think I want to try the DVR as like i said my computer is very laggy already.
I also can't afford to replace it so i rather just play it safe.
Posted in It's not easy making videos
Posted 5 years ago
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@Amber Lynne: I had to edit it since the full version is 8 minutes.
And wanted it to edit out the parts that the screen recorder didn't get.
So there was a lot I actually had to get cut out.
And the editor i was using changed the file type.
But when i tried exporting it, it just would not do it.
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@Amber Lynne: I had to edit it since the full version is 8 minutes.
And wanted it to edit out the parts that the screen recorder didn't get.
So there was a lot I actually had to get cut out.
And the editor i was using changed the file type.
But when i tried exporting it, it just would not do it.
Posted in It's not easy making videos
Posted 5 years ago
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@Amber Lynne: OBS is what i use.
It lags pretty bad.
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@Amber Lynne: OBS is what i use.
It lags pretty bad.