Moodyb's posts
Posted in It's Not a Toy
Posted 4 years ago
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@Alchemists Fire: yeah, not super confident in my work.
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@Alchemists Fire: yeah, not super confident in my work.
Posted in It's Not a Toy
Posted 4 years ago
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@Alchemists Fire: i dont really show my art on voltra anymore
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@Alchemists Fire: i dont really show my art on voltra anymore
Posted in It's Not a Toy
Posted 4 years ago
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@Alchemists Fire: Im honestly used to it.
so i just decided i just...don't want them in my life if they don't want to try to get to know me.
to me they barely feel like family just because they did a lot of emotional abuse to my family
over the years.
so im kinda...done with them LOL
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@Alchemists Fire: Im honestly used to it.
so i just decided i just...don't want them in my life if they don't want to try to get to know me.
to me they barely feel like family just because they did a lot of emotional abuse to my family
over the years.
so im kinda...done with them LOL
Posted in It's Not a Toy
Posted 4 years ago
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@Purpsy: i keep thinking "maybe im overreacting her calling it a toy."
but hearing people be like "no no she's weird calling it a toy"
cause its just...so random.
who calls an art tool...a toy???
she doesn't call her daughter's passion for art and what she uses "toys".
im still just...baffled.
@Alchemists Fire: tbh, i doubt that honestly since i've been a digital artist for years.
been to her house with it and everything.
so honestly, calling it a gadget would've been better.
but toy?? very much sounds like she couldn't care less and does not see me as an adult.
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@Purpsy: i keep thinking "maybe im overreacting her calling it a toy."
but hearing people be like "no no she's weird calling it a toy"
cause its just...so random.
who calls an art tool...a toy???
she doesn't call her daughter's passion for art and what she uses "toys".
im still just...baffled.
@Alchemists Fire: tbh, i doubt that honestly since i've been a digital artist for years.
been to her house with it and everything.
so honestly, calling it a gadget would've been better.
but toy?? very much sounds like she couldn't care less and does not see me as an adult.
Posted in It's Not a Toy
Posted 4 years ago
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@milkshake: yeah. its just not nice to be around people like that.
but i decided to remove them from my social media so they won't bother me anymore.
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@milkshake: yeah. its just not nice to be around people like that.
but i decided to remove them from my social media so they won't bother me anymore.
Posted in It's Not a Toy
Posted 4 years ago
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@milkshake: her attitude always is more condescending than anything.
my family comes fron poverty and i swear everyone loves to pick on us for no real reason other than we're poor.
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@milkshake: her attitude always is more condescending than anything.
my family comes fron poverty and i swear everyone loves to pick on us for no real reason other than we're poor.
Posted in It's Not a Toy
Posted 4 years ago
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@Totalanimefan: yeah. im already assuming thats how it will be XD
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@Totalanimefan: yeah. im already assuming thats how it will be XD
Posted in It's Not a Toy
Posted 4 years ago
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@Totalanimefan: tbh i dont think anyone can go with me so im making the assumption only i can go alone.
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@Totalanimefan: tbh i dont think anyone can go with me so im making the assumption only i can go alone.
Posted in It's Not a Toy
Posted 4 years ago
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@Totalanimefan: i'll probably find out by what my sister tells me.
i just hope i understand it LOL.
im honestly hoping there won't be many people. XD
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@Totalanimefan: i'll probably find out by what my sister tells me.
i just hope i understand it LOL.
im honestly hoping there won't be many people. XD
Posted in It's Not a Toy
Posted 4 years ago
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@Totalanimefan: My sister and I plan to go to the same place.
i am just...really bad in large places. and social anxiety really makes it hard for me to just ask.
so i am hoping there will be signs..like everywhere...IN BIG FONT. LOL
My brain is just wired so weirdly...
like the memory forgetfulness is just so bad. cause with anxiety i try to focus on something to calm me down
but the ADHD part absolutely wipes the important stuff while trying to calm own LOL.
my brain's a mess lol. so i cannot do anything on my own i swear.
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@Totalanimefan: My sister and I plan to go to the same place.
i am just...really bad in large places. and social anxiety really makes it hard for me to just ask.
so i am hoping there will be signs..like everywhere...IN BIG FONT. LOL
My brain is just wired so weirdly...
like the memory forgetfulness is just so bad. cause with anxiety i try to focus on something to calm me down
but the ADHD part absolutely wipes the important stuff while trying to calm own LOL.
my brain's a mess lol. so i cannot do anything on my own i swear.
Posted in It's Not a Toy
Posted 4 years ago
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@Totalanimefan: Yeah. Only people we like to be around is my other cousin and his wife.
As they are very similar to my family.
and they ask how we're doing and how my mom is.
meanwhile everyone kinda pretends my mom no longer exists.
It should be soon but i am suuuuuper nervous.
Not for the shot itself, but...getting lost in the facility.
I have ADHD and anxiety. so my brain completely wipes instructions from my brain.
I even got lost at my GED graduation in a library...IN THE MAIN ROOM.
so my sis plans to get her's first so that she can tell me where to go and draw me a map LOL.
it sounds ridiculous. but my memory is extremely forgetful and i get distracted easily.
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@Totalanimefan: Yeah. Only people we like to be around is my other cousin and his wife.
As they are very similar to my family.
and they ask how we're doing and how my mom is.
meanwhile everyone kinda pretends my mom no longer exists.
It should be soon but i am suuuuuper nervous.
Not for the shot itself, but...getting lost in the facility.
I have ADHD and anxiety. so my brain completely wipes instructions from my brain.
I even got lost at my GED graduation in a library...IN THE MAIN ROOM.
so my sis plans to get her's first so that she can tell me where to go and draw me a map LOL.
it sounds ridiculous. but my memory is extremely forgetful and i get distracted easily.
Posted in It's Not a Toy
Posted 4 years ago
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@Araikou: I was probably...14?? around there.
to make matters worse, my family was still in the process of grieving as my mother had a stroke
and i was forced to really grow up quickly. so doing things like art was a big coping mechanism for me.
Yeah i really relate to yoongi as I am someone who is quite reserved.
And their music really helps me get through the day.
and their shows too. i really enjoy the content they put out for their fans to enjoy.
@Totalanimefan: Now i am really glad im skipping out on going to the get together.
we got an invite to events. but for my family, we feel very uncomfortable just jumping to gathering.
And my sister need to get are vaccines still, and knowing we won't be able to go, im very relieved. because i do not want
to talk about my hobbies with them at all...
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@Araikou: I was probably...14?? around there.
to make matters worse, my family was still in the process of grieving as my mother had a stroke
and i was forced to really grow up quickly. so doing things like art was a big coping mechanism for me.
Yeah i really relate to yoongi as I am someone who is quite reserved.
And their music really helps me get through the day.
and their shows too. i really enjoy the content they put out for their fans to enjoy.
@Totalanimefan: Now i am really glad im skipping out on going to the get together.
we got an invite to events. but for my family, we feel very uncomfortable just jumping to gathering.
And my sister need to get are vaccines still, and knowing we won't be able to go, im very relieved. because i do not want
to talk about my hobbies with them at all...
Posted in It's Not a Toy
Posted 4 years ago
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@Araikou: yeah. but i mean even when i did traditional work, i still got teased LOL.
i did a painting one time at this aunt's house, and my grandfather literally told me my painting made him nauseous.
so, my fam just gets crap for the randomness things.
and my fam is super kind and nice so you kind of wonder...why they do it so much.
My grandma just says "oh he likes to tease" but there is a fine line between teasing and flat out being mean.
it's okay. Its to be expected with my family lol.
lol thanks. I just really love his music a lot as well as the rest of the group.
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@Araikou: yeah. but i mean even when i did traditional work, i still got teased LOL.
i did a painting one time at this aunt's house, and my grandfather literally told me my painting made him nauseous.
so, my fam just gets crap for the randomness things.
and my fam is super kind and nice so you kind of wonder...why they do it so much.
My grandma just says "oh he likes to tease" but there is a fine line between teasing and flat out being mean.
it's okay. Its to be expected with my family lol.
lol thanks. I just really love his music a lot as well as the rest of the group.
Posted in It's Not a Toy
Posted 4 years ago
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@Araikou: I probably should've expected this considering
where she lives and has lived for years is quite....the snobby area of the state.
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@Araikou: I probably should've expected this considering
where she lives and has lived for years is quite....the snobby area of the state.