Moodyb's posts
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Purpsy: had kinda a traumatizing week that was followed by mental and physical exhaustion.
but feeling a lot better now.
oooo nice.
ive done the same pretty much except all ive done is listen to music or play genshin impact
hope your week is improving
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@Purpsy: had kinda a traumatizing week that was followed by mental and physical exhaustion.
but feeling a lot better now.
oooo nice.
ive done the same pretty much except all ive done is listen to music or play genshin impact
hope your week is improving
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: I never go through my plans...ever LOL.
but bigger pieces like my study may take me a while but i first need to adapt to the tablet.
so i should do something small first..
hopefully. i don't want to be physically drained again.
but hoping she won't be in pain this time.
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@Wildfire: I never go through my plans...ever LOL.
but bigger pieces like my study may take me a while but i first need to adapt to the tablet.
so i should do something small first..
hopefully. i don't want to be physically drained again.
but hoping she won't be in pain this time.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: been waiting for sales and everything for weeks.
so its nice to know it's officially been ordered.
so now im anticipating it and wondering which project to start with to test it out.
yeah last one was just real traumatizing for me that it mentally and physically exhausted me for days.
so im hoping it goes better.
it's a lot busier than my days.
i can only do 1 chore and call it quits LOL
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@Wildfire: been waiting for sales and everything for weeks.
so its nice to know it's officially been ordered.
so now im anticipating it and wondering which project to start with to test it out.
yeah last one was just real traumatizing for me that it mentally and physically exhausted me for days.
so im hoping it goes better.
it's a lot busier than my days.
i can only do 1 chore and call it quits LOL
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: we orderd it this morning. Now im like an eager child waiting for christmas LOL.
But im so excited. i was unsure if another sale would be anytime. Luckily i checked and it was on sale.
So now i just gotta wait. it might take up a week to arrive.
Seems like a very busy day for you!
im not sure what i will do today. maybe more game time since i finished a commission yesterday.
tho i have a meeting today with my mom. but im scared it will go bad again.
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@Wildfire: we orderd it this morning. Now im like an eager child waiting for christmas LOL.
But im so excited. i was unsure if another sale would be anytime. Luckily i checked and it was on sale.
So now i just gotta wait. it might take up a week to arrive.
Seems like a very busy day for you!
im not sure what i will do today. maybe more game time since i finished a commission yesterday.
tho i have a meeting today with my mom. but im scared it will go bad again.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: At the time it was acytally 12pm XD
it's now 1pm. I just forgot it was afternoon lol.
pretty good. Having a pretty good day so far.
my tablet is finally on sale so we bought it lol so now im anticipating it's arrival ever so eagerly lol.
how about you??
@Purpsy: Nah it wasn't i just forgot it wasn't.
//gets up kinda late
pretty good so far. In a good mood after a terrible week.
so good to have something positive to happen past day or so.
how are you?
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@Wildfire: At the time it was acytally 12pm XD
it's now 1pm. I just forgot it was afternoon lol.
pretty good. Having a pretty good day so far.
my tablet is finally on sale so we bought it lol so now im anticipating it's arrival ever so eagerly lol.
how about you??
@Purpsy: Nah it wasn't i just forgot it wasn't.
//gets up kinda late
pretty good so far. In a good mood after a terrible week.
so good to have something positive to happen past day or so.
how are you?
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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hello, good morning all...or afternoon in some places.
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hello, good morning all...or afternoon in some places.
Posted in ITS COMING[My Art Tablet]
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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Finally XP pen had my tablet on sale! they've had a lot of sales tho their spring sale lasted for two weeks and didn't include mine.
I was unsure when the next sale would be and if my tablet would be included.
Luckily i checked last night out of boredom and it was on sale!
So we ordered my tablet. I could not be happier. I've been having an awful time emotionally and mentally with everything going on at home has been stressing me out.
But, Yesterday my day went really well. Finished a friend's commission and even got tipped through my stream which was super sweet.
Might take a week for it to arrive, but i could hardly sleep last night because i wanted to order it ASAP.
Now im just organizing my art stuff and seeing which projects to really test it out with.
My tablet is not a screen/display tablet but just a regular tablet but for a non-display it does quite a lot.
It can be changed in portrait mode[which is rare for tablets outside of the ipads], i can turn down the LED lighting if it's too bright, i can use the wheel as like a mouse. There is just a lot of cool things it can do!
I've been wanting to replace my current tablet as it has a ton of limitations such as tablet and pen need to be charged.
Tablet takes 7 hours to charge. It can work during that time but if the pen needs to be charged at once it's hard to draw LOL.
and my biggest issue is it has very low pen pressure so it can't actually draw straight lines without stabilizers within programs or blend without having opacity on which then just turned into water color brushes in the end LOL.
So im very excited to see how this one works.
and maybe finally i can use krita properly.
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Finally XP pen had my tablet on sale! they've had a lot of sales tho their spring sale lasted for two weeks and didn't include mine.
I was unsure when the next sale would be and if my tablet would be included.
Luckily i checked last night out of boredom and it was on sale!
So we ordered my tablet. I could not be happier. I've been having an awful time emotionally and mentally with everything going on at home has been stressing me out.
But, Yesterday my day went really well. Finished a friend's commission and even got tipped through my stream which was super sweet.
Might take a week for it to arrive, but i could hardly sleep last night because i wanted to order it ASAP.
Now im just organizing my art stuff and seeing which projects to really test it out with.
My tablet is not a screen/display tablet but just a regular tablet but for a non-display it does quite a lot.
It can be changed in portrait mode[which is rare for tablets outside of the ipads], i can turn down the LED lighting if it's too bright, i can use the wheel as like a mouse. There is just a lot of cool things it can do!
I've been wanting to replace my current tablet as it has a ton of limitations such as tablet and pen need to be charged.
Tablet takes 7 hours to charge. It can work during that time but if the pen needs to be charged at once it's hard to draw LOL.
and my biggest issue is it has very low pen pressure so it can't actually draw straight lines without stabilizers within programs or blend without having opacity on which then just turned into water color brushes in the end LOL.
So im very excited to see how this one works.
and maybe finally i can use krita properly.
Posted in Feeling defeated
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Totalanimefan: its fine im kinda used to it lol.
been dealing with this sort of stress since i was about 14.
Future is kinda iffy for me since im so confused if i can pursue my art career.
but hopefully there is something i can think about.
@mads: thank you for your kind words.
tho i don't really think art is a coping mechanism anymore for me. not right now anyways
art is very stressful for me lately since it's the only job i can get where i can work safely from home but its been very hard for me to
enjoy whatever i create since social media just sucks lol i kinda been feeling im just failing at life a lot lately. lol.
I might just be super overwhelmed.
i don't feel this is something i can really run away from or distract myself from anymore cause we do zoom meetings every friday and i just can't look forward to them because i know 90% of the time it won't be a good one. cause my mother is also with hospice and has been since late 2019. so im kinda just waiting when that final shoe to drop so to speak.
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@Totalanimefan: its fine im kinda used to it lol.
been dealing with this sort of stress since i was about 14.
Future is kinda iffy for me since im so confused if i can pursue my art career.
but hopefully there is something i can think about.
@mads: thank you for your kind words.
tho i don't really think art is a coping mechanism anymore for me. not right now anyways
art is very stressful for me lately since it's the only job i can get where i can work safely from home but its been very hard for me to
enjoy whatever i create since social media just sucks lol i kinda been feeling im just failing at life a lot lately. lol.
I might just be super overwhelmed.
i don't feel this is something i can really run away from or distract myself from anymore cause we do zoom meetings every friday and i just can't look forward to them because i know 90% of the time it won't be a good one. cause my mother is also with hospice and has been since late 2019. so im kinda just waiting when that final shoe to drop so to speak.
Posted in Pet Peeves?
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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-Using "i want to commission you" as a compliment.
-Getting advice when i never asked/wanted any advice.
-gatekeeping on things because of age, and just in general.
-people assuming i can do things any normal person can.
-Invalidating my mental illnesses because i don't have "proof."
-Being told "you can't be tired your young." or being told "well EVERYONE is tired."
idk if these really count as pet peeves.
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-Using "i want to commission you" as a compliment.
-Getting advice when i never asked/wanted any advice.
-gatekeeping on things because of age, and just in general.
-people assuming i can do things any normal person can.
-Invalidating my mental illnesses because i don't have "proof."
-Being told "you can't be tired your young." or being told "well EVERYONE is tired."
idk if these really count as pet peeves.
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Wildfire: today my only plans are to stream for a few hours to get work done
and play more games lol.
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@Wildfire: today my only plans are to stream for a few hours to get work done
and play more games lol.
Posted in Jabberwocky Junction (come chat!)
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Whimsy: well i cant draw hands lol.
or paint clothing and hair.
there's. quite a lot im lacking in.
its a good starter base but considering i want to paint semi realistically im not where i want to be.
there's just a lot i need to do/learn.
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@Whimsy: well i cant draw hands lol.
or paint clothing and hair.
there's. quite a lot im lacking in.
its a good starter base but considering i want to paint semi realistically im not where i want to be.
there's just a lot i need to do/learn.
Posted in Jabberwocky Junction (come chat!)
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Whimsy: it just takes a lot of practice but smart practice like with any skill.
my art skills are not very good lol
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@Whimsy: it just takes a lot of practice but smart practice like with any skill.
my art skills are not very good lol
Posted in ┤▒├ Wildfire's World ┤▒├ All welcome, all the time - come say Hi!
Posted 4 years ago
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@Wildfire: yeah true.
i only keep them for potential customers but it doesn't seem likely for that to happen lol.
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@Wildfire: yeah true.
i only keep them for potential customers but it doesn't seem likely for that to happen lol.
Posted in Jabberwocky Junction (come chat!)
Posted 4 years ago
『 Moody Says. . .』
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@Whimsy: it's still very much demoralizing why my art doesn't sell.
Not just on avatar sites but in general.
and i only get bots for followers mostly too so im just kinda...not really sure
what im doing with my work at this point lol.
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@Whimsy: it's still very much demoralizing why my art doesn't sell.
Not just on avatar sites but in general.
and i only get bots for followers mostly too so im just kinda...not really sure
what im doing with my work at this point lol.