Milkshake's posts
Posted in ED twitter (tw, duh)
Posted 4 years ago
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tw; eating disorders and self harm
i went to defend someone on twitter bc ed twitter was making fun of her videos. My GOD. I had a mental breakdown and want to self harm again because of how awful these people are. I expected a little backlash yeah but not HOURS and TONS of people calling me fat and ugly and obese and telling me i need to starve myself and kill myself. I even came across girls cutting eachothers names into themselves. They post pictures of people and bully them. Theyre proud of it. They brag about making girls starve and cut.
And im fucking ashamed to say it worked. I had anorexia when I was younger. Ive vented to numerous people abt it and how much i hate the way i look-- and even someone who i thought was my friend said to suck it up and starve. Someone from voltra/sapherna.
Why do people lie to me irl but everyone online tells me im fucking fat? I just want to be pretty and im so angry that I exposed myself to this but maybe I needed to. Maybe I need to start eating 400 calories a day.
People always to right to my appearance.
Or my makeup which i really thought was good.
I was just trying to help my friend.
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Posted in ୨୧ milkdump ୨୧
Posted 4 years ago
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bloodbag :> idk if i actually like this but owell
looks better on dark bgs because of transparency
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Posted in pwincess wardrobe
Posted 4 years ago
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ohno it double posted ummm woops
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Posted in pwincess wardrobe
Posted 4 years ago
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Posted in memorabilia
Posted 4 years ago
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post style 2
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Posted in ୨୧ milkdump ୨୧
Posted 4 years ago
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I finished the controller!!
trying to do a lil bloodbag now >w<
i made a sparkly version too idrk which one i like more
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Posted in ୨୧ milkdump ୨୧
Posted 4 years ago
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@0v7: ooh yea sparkles are always nice. mb those for sides and a cat tail holding a knife on the bottom lmao
i just want a rly extra pink post style xD
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Posted in ୨୧ milkdump ୨୧
Posted 4 years ago
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@0v7: inside i am a soft baby ;w;
i wanna add some more stuff--maybe to the sides and bottom.. idunno what yet tho lol
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Posted in ୨୧ milkdump ୨୧
Posted 4 years ago
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@0v7: tysm!! ;w;
its so funny that i use so much pink on my stuff since im pretty goth looking irl. A friend came in2 my minecraft server yesterday and was like ????? i never wouldve thought you liked pink and im like OOH BOY YEAH I LOVE PINK.
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Posted in ୨୧ milkdump ୨୧
Posted 4 years ago
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new post style :>*.`･✿ ::: 《
Posted in ୨୧ milkdump ୨୧
Posted 4 years ago
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a wip
idk how i feel abt it
ill probs make the paw smaller
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Posted in honeyglazed ★
Posted 4 years ago
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ur art is amazing
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Posted in Eugh...
Posted 4 years ago
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@Lucifera: i mean
my voice isn't particularly sweet normally either /shrug/
You dnt have to force yourself to sound "nice" xD i have resting bitchface too and ppl are always asking me whats wrong. Im like uhh- this is just how i am. i look and sound like a grump. i get alot of people telling me to stop being a bitch on games with a mic lmao. i guess i come off aggressive.
just dont strain/hurt yourself too much just to appease others! You are who you are :p
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Posted in Eugh...
Posted 4 years ago
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nahh I only do that if its my customer service voice lol
but if its hurting maybe you should chill? you dont need to be a voice actor for everyone uwu straining your voice often can really mess up your vocal cords
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