Branwenembers's posts

I have watched a good 2/3rds of the power ranger franchise. only exceptions are Mystic Force through RPM as well as most of Megaforce through current. My favorites have to be MMPR, PRIS, and PRDT

I love Scooby Doo have since i was a little kid. i have seen every episode of just about every incarnation including the live action films and tv movies. that being said here are my top 5 favorite iterations:

1. Scooby Doo, Where are you - cant go wrong with the classics
2. 13 Ghosts of Scooby Doo - Vincent Price....enough said lol
3. Scooby Doo Mystery Incorporated - i like the darker take of the show. that and the music is amazing!
4. Whats New Scooby Doo - i like how they kinda modernize it just a bit without losing the standard feel. plus i like how they get punk/rock bands to do music for the episodes
5. A Pup Named Scooby Doo - i like seeing Scooby and the gang as younger kids made the show even more open to a wider audience. plus the hidden jokes are awesome ^_^

@pixiebuns: thank you, its been pretty rough but im grateful to have people that i CAN talk to...sometimes people in my situation dont have anyone :(

sigh.....this feels so hard to put into words but...here i go

I am depressed
i am anxious
i am stressed out
i feel emotionally abused and neglected
but most of all.....i want to find myself or at least be the person i have found myself to be so far.

Ever since Middle school i have not felt comfortably not just in my own skin but in my own body. Years of self loathing and poor self esteem just keep layering and layering to the point i become paranoid that everyone is going to betray me and make fun of me no matter how i dress, act,talk, look, like, or just am. so i stopped talking as much...i stopped smiling as much....i stopped trying to make friends...i stopped being. then in High school i discovered Poetry and it allowed me to 'Speak' it allowed me to express myself in ways that i still to this day feel that very few understand. After i graduated High School i IMMEDIATELY started my 3 firsts...my first job...my first relationship...and my first semester of College.................. the year is now 2011....i have lost my job, flunked my first semester, and my girlfriend after we mutually broke up broke my heart and we stopped being friends.... i was in such a dark,low place that i felt as if i would never escape....my mom actually remarked at one point that she and my younger brother werent sure i'd "be here" when then got home somedays. I was able to through(ironically) subjecting myself to dealing with the dead and the paranormal bring about some light back into my life...but it was temporary.... in September of 2014 i moved out of my parents house because of hurt, and lack of feeling appreciated into an environment were i was little more than free labor.....i usually one had one meal if i didnt steal food...had no job...no money....and no support network should i have desired to leave that environment.March 2015....was the month my life changed....again....my roomates...the ones that promised me no harm...that i would be well fed and safe....moved out, broke the lease(which i wasnt on) all over a dog....i was devastated...i was heart broken....i still feel as if i could never feel close to anybody the same again...

I was able to move downstairs with my roomates sister and mother, find a job and was making a fair bit of money. with the sole intention of saving until i could move out and away from such a toxic environment....unfortunately the best laid plans of mice and men.... On june 5th approximately 3 hours after calling my sister to wish her a happy birthday....my stress, poor diet,lack of sleep, and overall mental health culminated into one single event....i started to have abdominal pains...which lead me to having to go to the ER and not being able to Call in sick to work.... Alone with no one to help me process any information i was informed that i have type 2 diabetes and suffered a diabetic shock with blood sugar levels at 500 or so..... after two shoots of morphine i was discharged and had to make a desperate call to a friend in hopes i'd be able to get a ride home...i was able to and arrived home safely.... after a couple of days calling out in hopes of trying to recover as much as i could i went into work only to be promptly fired that evening.

My depression went even deeper than i had thought it would go....No job...no money...no parents to help me.... i contemplated suicide.... in fact.....had my grandmother not called my dad and let her know how much trouble i was in.....i wouldve have woken up one morning and probably have done it in a park that i thought had a lovely sunrise.... but my dad called me the next day and told me that he was coming to get me and i needed to pack.... i dont know if it was because i'd be going to a safe place, if i was sad at leaving a friend...or what but i cried for 4 hours that day....when i got home i held my cats and just wept....i cried myself to sleep that night...


Fast forward to a year ago...i finally discovered three terms that felt right to describe my feelings....Pansexual....and Genderfluid/Gender Non-conforming.. i felt a little more comfortable after reading about them and realized THAT was what had been bugging me.....unfortunately.....i cannot express myself in ways that i feel more comfortable in...as my family is very conservative and very much against the lifestyle that feels right to me.


thank you for allowing me to write this...while i have not completely found myself.....i am just a little closer and its because of you guys that i feel safe...and welcome thank you :')

Singin in the rain
I am what i am
most of the soundtrack to The Book of Mormon
and Internet is for porn from Avenue Q XD

@dragoness129: so to make it easier...ish? to decipher just how much i watched when i was growing up im gonna list off the shows lol XD
NOTE: i did in fact watch ALL of these
Note: im pretty sure i got everything lol
Disney:
DuckTales
Chip n' Dale Rescue Rangers
Talespin
Darkwing Duck
Goof Troop
Bonkers
Aladdin
Gargoyles
Timon & Pumbaa
The Mighty Ducks
Recess
101 Dalmatians
Pepper Ann
Hercules
The Weekenders
Teachers Pet
House of Mouse
Buzz Lightyear of Star Command
Lloyd in Space
The Legend of Tarzan
The New Adventures of Winnie the Pooh
The Little Mermaid
Kim Possible
Dave the barbarian
Lilo and Stitch
The emperors new school
PB&J Otter
Roly Polie Olie
Bear in the big blue house
Out of The Box
Smart Guy
JoJo's Circus
So Weird
The Famous Jett Jackson
The Jersey
Even Stevens
Lizzie Macguire
Proud Family



Cartoon Network
Looney Tunes
Dexters Lab
PPG
Courage the Cowardly dog
Time Squad
Samurai Jack
Grim & Evil
Grim adventures of Billy & mandy
Codename: KND
Megas XLR
Fosters Home For Imaginary Friends
The Life and Times of Juniper Lee
Ben 10
Class of 3000
13 Ghosts of Scooby Doo
The Addams Family
The Big O
Code Lyoko
Cyborg 009
Dragon Ball
Dragon Ball Z
The Flintstones
The Jetsons
Hong Kong Phooey
Jabberjaw
Josie and the Pussy Cats
Hamtaro
He-Man and the masters of the universe
Johnny Test
Johnny Quest
Justice League
Justice League Unlimited
Gundam Wing
G Gundam
NAruto
Outlaw Star
A Pup Named Scooby Doo
Reboot
Ronin Warriors
Ruroni Kenshin
Scooby Doo, Where are you
Scooby Doo Mystery Incorporated
The Smurfs
Sailor Moon
Thunder Cats
Tom and JErry
Tenchi Muyo
Totally Spies
Voltron
Wacky Races
Whats New Scooby Doo
Young Justice

Nickelodeon
Doug
'Rugrats
Hey Arnold
Cat Dog
Wild Thornberrys
Rocket Power
Astold by ginger
the fairly odd parents
invader zim
chalkzone
jimmy neutron
all grown up
my life as a teenage robot
danny phantom
A:TLAB
The Penguins of MAdagascar
All that
Drake and Josh
Neds declassified..
are you afraid of the dark
Animorphs
Supah Ninjas

Fox Kids/4kids tv
Bobby's World
BeetleJuice
Alvin and the chipmunks
Xmen
Mighty Morphin Power Rangers
Spider amn
The Tick
Goosebumps
Power Rangers Zeo
big bad bettleborgs
Power Rangers turbo
power rangers in space
Power rangers lost galaxy
Mystic Knight of Tir Na Nog
The Magic School bus
Beast Wars Transformers
Beast Machines
Big Guy and Rusty the robot
Digimon
Power rangers Lightspeed rescue
Sherlock Homes in the 22nd century
Power rangers time force
Digimon adventure 02
Digimon tamers
Galidor: Defenders of the outer dimension
Power rangers Wild Force
Cubix robots for everyone
One Piece
TMNT

Kids WB
The Batman
Batman Beyond
Freakazoid
Ozzy and Drix
The NEw batman adventures
batman the animated series
animaniacs
Static Shock
Taz Mania
The Sylvester and Tweety mysteries
Teen Titans
Xiaolin Showdown
Beyblade
Cardcaptor Sakura
Sailor Moon
Yu-Gi-Oh
Pokemon
Jackie Chan Adventures
MAx Steel
Men in Black
The Mummy animated series
Rescue HEroes
X-Men evolution

Jetix/ABC
Super Robot Monkey Team Hyperforce Go!
Power rangers Ninja Storm
Power rnagers dino thunder
Medabots
Superhuman Samurai Syber Squad
The Real Ghost busters
Extreme ghostbusters
Sabrina the animated series
Martin Mystery
Street Sharks

@Unicorn: As someone who has High Functioning Autism i was very pleased and impressed with their portrayal in the show.

@Panda: Currently on a Backstreet boys, Disney, and Tears for Fears kick lol....i needs my nostalgia X'D

@Slytherclaw: Last movie i watched was an older movie starring Robert Redford and Paul Newman called The Sting....was a really good movie

Brandon

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@Apollo Im Burning: Sent you a pm

@Unicorn: They have most of both the original and the Sailor Moon Crystal up on a website called watchcartoonsonline.io its were i go to watch anime and cartoons

@Boss Rimi: actually went to sleep like minutes after i sent it X'D