Branwenembers's posts

so....i went to my pharmacy today to get my meds....this would be the first time after getting taken off my moms insurance that i would be paying for it myself..... i was told that at the most it SHOULD be $250....it wasnt..... it was $560..... so i didnt get my meds...and well im in a bad place this evening...

You have to pay to be healthy, have to pay to not be healthy, you have to pay to live, have to pay to die, you have to pay to follow your dreams, you have to pay while you watch others do the things you want to do but cant because you dont have the money..... is it really worth it to live? why shouldnt i just leave a note and keep walking until im 'gone'? just disappear and ask in the note for no funeral so that way my family doesnt have to spend anymore money on me?

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII EVERYONE!!!

Whats high in the middle and round on both ends? Ohio

Whats Black and White Black and White Black and White Black and White Black and White Black and White Black and White? A penguin rolling down a hill
Whats Black and White and laughing? the penguin that pushed him

I honestly dont have much experience in the way of relationships....i've only ever been in two and both havent been stellar. my first one was with a girl who i was really close with and about 5 months into our relationship she came out to me and her family as Asexual which while at the time yes my feeling were hurt i dont hate her nor am i mad at her any more. my second relationship was a long distance one and we both part amicably because i didnt feel comfortable in the relationship...its nothing either of us did....it was based around some experiences i had(posted it in a different post) but i have SEEN and heard enough about various types and forms of relationships to come up with this philosophy..... IF your relationship is HAPPY, HEALTHY, and SAFE.....be with whomever you like. doesnt matter what skin color they have, their appearance, how many...so long as those criteria get met it doesnt matter to me any further...For me i am more into the Heart of the Person(s) i am with than their parts(being pansexual does that lol)

A Entertainer thats crying inside

R.L Stine
Rick Riordan
J.K Rowling
Edgar Allan Poe
Mary Shelley
Percy Blysshe Shelly
Charles Baudelaire
Walt Whitman

Ivy Levan - Hot Damn and Biscuits
The Correspondents - Fear and Delight
P!nk - Revenge Feat. Eminem

I wish i could do more to express myself.... but to do so would either make a) my family VERY aware of whats going on and b) possibly get me fired at work :(

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Call of Duty WWII

@Heavy: visually i love the game but i just cant get over how difficult it is from the get go.... i try my best to not get frustrated but its very hard

Zeke's Pad

I'm thinking of working towards moving out again but staying in the same city just not in the same house. i love my family just....ya know?

emotionally abused?

I know i got emotionally abused while i lived down in Roanoke after moving out of my parents place but......i think i might STILL be getting emotionally abused but this time...by my family