Branwenembers's posts

What are you currently working on? A short novel
How far along are you? i am maybe halfway through chapter one
What inspired you to start this project? My love of the Styles of Lemony Snickett, R.L Stine, and the Addams Family
What has been your biggest obstacle with this writing project so far? Finding time and inspiration

1. Night of The Living Dead: I am a HUUGE lover of zombie movies and this was one of the best and first ones i have ever seen
2. Tim Burton’s a nightmare before Christmas: This movie got me to embrace the beauty of darkness and death(aka why im Goth XD)
3.The Raven: One of my favorite actors plays in this movie and i love how he is both scary and funny in it.(btw Vincent Price is like my mancrush lol)
4. Monty Python and The Holy Grail: what lead me to having a very...interesting sense of humor lol
5.Spirited Away: Growing up with Autism was hard enough... but for me having to move because of my dads work made keeping what friends i had made even harder. I identified with Chihiro so much and i truly love Hayao Miyazaki's work immensely.

@dragoness129: i just want to say your Avatar looks Kick@$$!!!!

@GuttedBunny: i haz sent you friend request ^_^

@Apollo Im Burning: *hold my bubbling cauldron of blood* i got this
@FuuChan: Why not create a villian or an entity. like this..

Imagine a being with sallow skin and eyes the color of the space between stars
Hair metted and frayed with untold amounts of gore and bile
Teeth like sharpend fish ribs jutting out in all directions'
It's voice like that over heavy boulders grating on steel, speaking a language never meant for mortal ears
Stick thin and as tall as a Yew tree, Skin stretched tight over sinewy muscles and tendons....

any of this helping X'D Dark Fantasy/Horror Poetry/fiction is kinda my forte *kicks trumpet behind him nonchalantly* lol

Fi Fo Fo Fwat..... where the hell is everybody at?! X'D

Mahleka Leka Hi Mahiedi heidi ho!!

@Paranoia: KERLI IS THE PASTEL GOTH QUEEN!!!! ....*cough* sorry.....i just really like Kerli ^W^

@Apollo Im Burning: Got it ^_^

@Apollo Im Burning:
@Burntcicle:
@Cookie:

Would you all like to exchange addresses then? in PM of course for respect of people privacy?

@superbearwars: unfortunately....the pain doesnt really let up to be honest...it just wanes in its intensity
@Burntcicle: And i know that it sometimes just happens....still doesnt make it fair and that i like experiencing the pain and heartache associated with it

@Cookie: its all good it happens sometimes :)
@Burntcicle: it just feels more personal than just a reply on a post or an email ya know? to me it says "hey i care enough about you to spend time and energy into this"

...an existential meltdown as to why i wish no one i cared for left my life!


I hate growing up. moving on. changing schools. changing jobs. because at the heart of it all all i ever feel is emptiness.... because i lose more friends than i seem to gain....and it makes me want to stop having in person connections because they always will leave or change and i dont want it to happen...not anymore.... im 25 almost 26 years old....and because i've had so seldom an actual inperson friendship...certain practices are foreign to me....im not used to having people at my house...im not used to hanging out with people...just walking around...chatting....


why do things have to change?....why do people have to leave?....why is it so hard for me to make and keep in person friends?

... is it my appearance?My personality?My disability?

I personally LOOOVE getting mail and especially cards/letters/or postcards from unique or even just mundane places. if anyone would like to participate in a penpal program even if its not super regular or anything. let me know ^_^