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I can’t stop binge listening to them. I think they’re becoming a new comfort band for me or something with the way I’ve been listening to them for nearly three weeks straight.

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I looked up the lyrics and meaning behind “Circles,” and what I thought was just a fun love song is actually a lot sadder and has a deeper story. ;__; It was inspired by the 2015 terrorist attack at the Bataclan theatre in Paris. Man.

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I can’t wait to go home and drink.

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Everyday life proves to me more and more that I’m not good enough. It’s becoming laughable at this point.

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Talking to this guy makes me nervous because he randomly stops responding to me throughout our convos. I get nervous because I never know if what I'm going to say is going to be ignored or replied to. It sucks even more when he messages me first and I pull the weight of the convo, just to be ignored sometime later. Is this breadcrumbing?

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Like, I get excited to talk to him only to be met with disappointment whenever (if ever) he messages me or if I message him. I'm too old to be worrying about this kind of stuff or wasting my time like this. I've been through this so many times before. I should just ignore him and move onto someone else.

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Back to Tinder I go~~

I don't really want to meet anyone new right now, but I'd rather take a chance on meeting people who actually want to talk to me than pine for someone who isn't interested.

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My life feels like it's in a weird transitional period right now. I don't want to say that I feel like something bad is going to happen, but the uncertainty of what lies ahead gives me such an eerie feeling that I can't shake it.

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I got a ticket to see 1VERSE in concert. I'm pretty excited. :)

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I was so excited for the 1VERSE concert just to get there 10 minutes late and have to stand so far in the back that I could barely see the stage, and basically had to watch the concert through people's phones. D; Plus, my medicine made me tired and dissociate throughout most of the show.

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I want to drink so bad but I can't because of my medication.

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I feel so empty inside, I need to drown it out with alcohol. :/

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It sucks to like someone and know they're not interested in you, so you have no other choice but to move on when all you want is them.

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Le sigh, lol.

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I want to drink so baaaaaaddddd

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I'm craving alcohol so bad. I feel so on edge.

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Yesterday I felt so anxious and depressed that I drank to try to calm down, but instead it only made my thoughts worse. Then I acted impulsively and dumped my anxiety meds into the trash.... [ ':

I can't wait to tell my doctor about this on Wednesday lol....

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