Moodyb's posts
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 7 years ago
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@mellonin: ah i see.
hope your cold gets better.
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@mellonin: ah i see.
hope your cold gets better.
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 7 years ago
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@Hachi: YES I live up to my reputation.
It's not lame at all. I can't do simple avatars for the life of me.
I have to color coordinate. which then i have to layer my avatar as best as possible.
tbh i love this color green. Like Idk why. It just looks pleasing with these browns. It goes so well with like a forest theme.
which is what i was sorta going for. and it just created the atmosphere more witchy.
Acquaintances are good to have. I really should watch more shows tbh. So recently began rewatching Sabrina the teenage witch.
I love Salem.
But normally i watch my favorite K-pop group be ridiculous.Which helps me 0.
But sometimes my depression is really stubborn that no amount of videos will help. and at that point i under no circumstances can not NOT talk
to someone.
Plus, a good motivator is seeing how they went when they first debuted to now which this week they've won 3 awards.
and I am like "YOUR HARDWORK IS PAYING OFF." and it inspires me to do better. And to be better.
My favorite band is a K-pop Group Called Monsta X.
One of the members is in my signature. But they inspire me so much.
Yeah it does suck. But for a full supscription to get everything only $15 is reasonable compared to other supscriptions where you need to pay like $80.
Plus it's not only the privacy link i get. I can add custom emoji's, decorative banners, and 90% profit from my channel. So it's pretty much worth it.
But i didn't/wont get it until I've made my emoji designs. Which obviously will be bats.
Yeah. which is why i am never the person to follow just for a higher number of followers.
I get too lazy to rant my feelings. I use to. But i think i should just write myself letters. cause i don't want unsolicited advice like my ex always gives.
and its always bad advice too.
Yeah it really is. I really have amazing ideas when i am depressed which is kinda weird.
But i tend to not act on them. But i really need to. and i have two sketchbooks.
So even if i don't wanna make a masterpiece i can always just randomly sketch some bat designs.
Thank you i appreciate it.
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@Hachi: YES I live up to my reputation.
It's not lame at all. I can't do simple avatars for the life of me.
I have to color coordinate. which then i have to layer my avatar as best as possible.
tbh i love this color green. Like Idk why. It just looks pleasing with these browns. It goes so well with like a forest theme.
which is what i was sorta going for. and it just created the atmosphere more witchy.
Acquaintances are good to have. I really should watch more shows tbh. So recently began rewatching Sabrina the teenage witch.
I love Salem.
But normally i watch my favorite K-pop group be ridiculous.Which helps me 0.But sometimes my depression is really stubborn that no amount of videos will help. and at that point i under no circumstances can not NOT talk
to someone.
Plus, a good motivator is seeing how they went when they first debuted to now which this week they've won 3 awards.
and I am like "YOUR HARDWORK IS PAYING OFF." and it inspires me to do better. And to be better.
My favorite band is a K-pop Group Called Monsta X.
One of the members is in my signature. But they inspire me so much.
Yeah it does suck. But for a full supscription to get everything only $15 is reasonable compared to other supscriptions where you need to pay like $80.
Plus it's not only the privacy link i get. I can add custom emoji's, decorative banners, and 90% profit from my channel. So it's pretty much worth it.
But i didn't/wont get it until I've made my emoji designs. Which obviously will be bats.
Yeah. which is why i am never the person to follow just for a higher number of followers.
I get too lazy to rant my feelings. I use to. But i think i should just write myself letters. cause i don't want unsolicited advice like my ex always gives.
and its always bad advice too.
Yeah it really is. I really have amazing ideas when i am depressed which is kinda weird.
But i tend to not act on them. But i really need to. and i have two sketchbooks.
So even if i don't wanna make a masterpiece i can always just randomly sketch some bat designs.
Thank you i appreciate it.
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 7 years ago
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@Hachi: Lol. I've never been into black and red avi's tbh.
I usually prefer trying weird color schemes.
Cause a friend a long time ago said i could make the ugliest colors look beautiful.
which is still a compliment i enjoy. :vanora_xd:
Yeah and my brain loves to wonder about how i have not a lot of friends online
so then it just...spirals from there. Tbh not really sure.
i think it just builds from one single thought. it happens anywhere really.
Well i think i am taking them seriously because of a stupid thing though.
I want to draw a few pieces of my favorite band and send it to them.
but i want my skill level to be a lot higher. Like Semi-realism level. And I really want to draw them something
because they kinda mean a lot to me...that and i honestly want to make my own content and be a freelance artist
as a full time job one day.
I can...but i have to pay $15 for the subscription.
It's honestly cheap. But since I am like...broke i can't do that until I get a job.
Yeah. And then other people all they do when they watch is ask for a follow back.
and i don't really like doing the 'i'll follow you if you follow me.'
Like no. sorry but i am not gonna follow someone's art if i honestly don't like it or if it's not my taste.
cause then it just feels like my follow is fake.
Which is why i never even talk to him anymore but then somehow when he sends a message and i reply.
because i am needy to rant to people about all these emotions i have.
Not towards him. I feel nothing for him.
but i have very little people to talk to that i feel i can talk comfortably about
anything. i have a hard time really communicating and stay communicating with them.
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@Hachi: Lol. I've never been into black and red avi's tbh.
I usually prefer trying weird color schemes.
Cause a friend a long time ago said i could make the ugliest colors look beautiful.
which is still a compliment i enjoy. :vanora_xd:
Yeah and my brain loves to wonder about how i have not a lot of friends online
so then it just...spirals from there. Tbh not really sure.
i think it just builds from one single thought. it happens anywhere really.
Well i think i am taking them seriously because of a stupid thing though.
I want to draw a few pieces of my favorite band and send it to them.
but i want my skill level to be a lot higher. Like Semi-realism level. And I really want to draw them something
because they kinda mean a lot to me...that and i honestly want to make my own content and be a freelance artist
as a full time job one day.
I can...but i have to pay $15 for the subscription.
It's honestly cheap. But since I am like...broke i can't do that until I get a job.
Yeah. And then other people all they do when they watch is ask for a follow back.
and i don't really like doing the 'i'll follow you if you follow me.'
Like no. sorry but i am not gonna follow someone's art if i honestly don't like it or if it's not my taste.
cause then it just feels like my follow is fake.
Which is why i never even talk to him anymore but then somehow when he sends a message and i reply.
because i am needy to rant to people about all these emotions i have.
Not towards him. I feel nothing for him.
but i have very little people to talk to that i feel i can talk comfortably about
anything. i have a hard time really communicating and stay communicating with them.
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 7 years ago
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@Hachi: Its so nice.
I think i will stick with this one for a long time.
I should make a black/red avi one day on here.
I think sometimes being only online depresses me further cause i get alone with my own thoughts
and then it just goes downhill from there. :vanora_cry:
But in RL I am kinda okay at hiding how i feel so when i am depressed i just try to suck it up.
So when I am online i kinda fall to pieces and have a melt down.
I'm honestly a lot more peppier when i talk in RL. Like i am bad at talking first but if someone talks to me first
I have no issue what so ever.
Nah I never have tried drawing while watching because i have a very hard time understanding
if I multitask.
I think i'd be less self conscious if my Livestream was private.
I've had some rude people come into my stream and ask for requests and when i said requests were closed
they gave me a lecture on freedom of speech. even though i'm the one that has to draw. Not them...
and my ex made me self conscious because of my music taste. and was very rude to me about it or even just mentioning the type
of music i would listen to.
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@Hachi: Its so nice.
I think i will stick with this one for a long time.
I should make a black/red avi one day on here.
I think sometimes being only online depresses me further cause i get alone with my own thoughts
and then it just goes downhill from there. :vanora_cry:
But in RL I am kinda okay at hiding how i feel so when i am depressed i just try to suck it up.
So when I am online i kinda fall to pieces and have a melt down.
I'm honestly a lot more peppier when i talk in RL. Like i am bad at talking first but if someone talks to me first
I have no issue what so ever.
Nah I never have tried drawing while watching because i have a very hard time understanding
if I multitask.
I think i'd be less self conscious if my Livestream was private.
I've had some rude people come into my stream and ask for requests and when i said requests were closed
they gave me a lecture on freedom of speech. even though i'm the one that has to draw. Not them...
and my ex made me self conscious because of my music taste. and was very rude to me about it or even just mentioning the type
of music i would listen to.
Posted in The Surge: November Crates, Cirque, & More!
Posted 7 years ago
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need need need them all!
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need need need them all!
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 7 years ago
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-internally screaming about the new new theme-
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-internally screaming about the new new theme-
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 7 years ago
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@Hachi: maybe its just me then :vanora_sweat:
I'm honestly better at communicating in RL which is weird. But im terrible online??
Or so how I feel. Or it's just my view that i just don't have too much to talk about
and when i had friends i talked passionately about things i love it was like they were telling me to shut up.
I guess they just find things to talk about? I try. but I fail. But i was pretty talkative at my graduation party.
I literally have over 250 videos each in two playlist. 1 playlist for art videos and the other is actually my watch list.
and I have a document on my art notes and i write what i feel is super important.
I have anxiety over the smallest things i swear.
and then i think "oh it won't be enough time."
or "I'll just end up redrawing and people will say i'm boring..."
I have no routine so sometimes my schedule is everywhere but as i do not work i have
freetime unless I am doing chores or going out somewhere.
yikes. hopefully you didn't.
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@Hachi: maybe its just me then :vanora_sweat:
I'm honestly better at communicating in RL which is weird. But im terrible online??
Or so how I feel. Or it's just my view that i just don't have too much to talk about
and when i had friends i talked passionately about things i love it was like they were telling me to shut up.
I guess they just find things to talk about? I try. but I fail. But i was pretty talkative at my graduation party.
I literally have over 250 videos each in two playlist. 1 playlist for art videos and the other is actually my watch list.
and I have a document on my art notes and i write what i feel is super important.
I have anxiety over the smallest things i swear.
and then i think "oh it won't be enough time."
or "I'll just end up redrawing and people will say i'm boring..."
I have no routine so sometimes my schedule is everywhere but as i do not work i have
freetime unless I am doing chores or going out somewhere.
yikes. hopefully you didn't.
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 7 years ago
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@Hachi: Lol
I'm very awkward/depressed/boring. and all I talk about is art, and k-pop.
After that I have no other conversational ice breakers.
I've been studying color theory for months so I'm hoping that i can put my knowledge to the test.
I feel i barely even try when it comes to art. even though i try to try at least 200% with my art. :vanora_sweat:
Think i am just self conscious to livestream tbh.
And the only time i might be able to do it, is around this time till my bed time.
which is about 1:30am.
I can't get myself up at a decent time for the life of me.
I'm always up at like 12pm. No earlier.
Ah well at least you only jumped by 1 post instead of a bigger number?
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@Hachi: Lol
I'm very awkward/depressed/boring. and all I talk about is art, and k-pop.
After that I have no other conversational ice breakers.
I've been studying color theory for months so I'm hoping that i can put my knowledge to the test.
I feel i barely even try when it comes to art. even though i try to try at least 200% with my art. :vanora_sweat:
Think i am just self conscious to livestream tbh.
And the only time i might be able to do it, is around this time till my bed time.
which is about 1:30am.
I can't get myself up at a decent time for the life of me.
I'm always up at like 12pm. No earlier.
Ah well at least you only jumped by 1 post instead of a bigger number?
Posted in ↑The Upside Down↓Avatar closet|Updated: 5/14/20
Posted 7 years ago
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New Avatar Added! 10/31/18
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New Avatar Added! 10/31/18
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 7 years ago
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@Hachi: Normally i have prizes but i don't think anyone wants my art lmao.
so i just decided to not do it.
I can never feel comfortable in others threads.
and the conversations last pretty short with me cause i never have nothing new going on or up to or feeling lol.
so i just let people come talk to me if they so choose.
I'm not good at coloring. so we'll just have to see how it goes.
i'm really only good at long hair lineart.
Trying to. But i keep procrastinating on livestreaming.
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@Hachi: Normally i have prizes but i don't think anyone wants my art lmao.
so i just decided to not do it.
I can never feel comfortable in others threads.
and the conversations last pretty short with me cause i never have nothing new going on or up to or feeling lol.
so i just let people come talk to me if they so choose.
I'm not good at coloring. so we'll just have to see how it goes.
i'm really only good at long hair lineart.
Trying to. But i keep procrastinating on livestreaming.
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 7 years ago
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@Hachi: yeah and just comfortable in my own threads.
was gonna do a posting game but i don't really have prizes so gave up on that lmao.
It's the same headshot but looks a lot better.
But im still not satisfied with her mouth. so once i do that, then it's actually time to really
begin the coloring.
Well, im mostly busy doing chores.
Tomorrow going to my grandma's house, and then saturday is probably the store.
but chores fill up my day when i get up so late that it's hard to fit in time to draw/livestream my work.
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@Hachi: yeah and just comfortable in my own threads.
was gonna do a posting game but i don't really have prizes so gave up on that lmao.
It's the same headshot but looks a lot better.
But im still not satisfied with her mouth. so once i do that, then it's actually time to really
begin the coloring.
Well, im mostly busy doing chores.
Tomorrow going to my grandma's house, and then saturday is probably the store.
but chores fill up my day when i get up so late that it's hard to fit in time to draw/livestream my work.
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 7 years ago
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@Hachi: im mostly just hanging out in here.
because i am very antisocial. :vanora_sweat:
Welcome back.
and it's been okay here.
trying to get myself to do art since i won't really get a chance till friday.
hbu?
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@Hachi: im mostly just hanging out in here.
because i am very antisocial. :vanora_sweat:
Welcome back.
and it's been okay here.
trying to get myself to do art since i won't really get a chance till friday.
hbu?
Posted in Ugh I purchased a jacket two days ago
Posted 7 years ago
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This happened to me when I bought my art tablet.
It's normally $159.
And amazon was selling it for $127 and I only had about a little less than $150
So thinking it would not drop or it would get sold out before dropping, I bought it.
A few days later I saw it went down to $113.
So i could've saved more money. :vanora_cry:
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This happened to me when I bought my art tablet.
It's normally $159.
And amazon was selling it for $127 and I only had about a little less than $150
So thinking it would not drop or it would get sold out before dropping, I bought it.
A few days later I saw it went down to $113.
So i could've saved more money. :vanora_cry:
Posted in A very Moody Circus|Now opened
Posted 7 years ago
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@Rosamond: Yeah. but might try to draw after dinner
so i can try to get really into coloring this piece when chores are done
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@Rosamond: Yeah. but might try to draw after dinner
so i can try to get really into coloring this piece when chores are done