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Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago

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Yeah. though idk if i'll stick to that goal.
cause i just don't feel my art will ever be good enough so eh.
might just have to only be a hobby since i usually am too ambitious sometimes.

im glad my thread was noticed at all. XD
i tend to have to revive my threads every month. :vanora_sweat:

Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago

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Freelance isn't part of the industry though since freelance
means you work for you. and not the industry depending on what you do.
I want no part of industries though since many artists get 0 credit for all their hard work
and sometimes not even paid. so i want to just work for myself. at home. lol.

I never post outside of my threads anymore. so people have to usually find me
in order to contact me. :vanora_xd:

Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago

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I don't actually want to be in the industry.
Purely freelance. but i just like concept art a lot lol.

thanks. i pretty much feel invisible lately. but i guess im kinda use to it??

Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago

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@Val: its not so much motivation is my issue.
i don't really enjoy art anymore.

Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago

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I meant more so, my art career itself.
Like my goal was to be freelance artist, concept artist and content creator.
but just don't really feel my art actually gets appreciated or anything.
and if i post something, it pretty much gets no feedback. so idk.

I kinda am drifting away from sites because it just doesn't feel like anyone is there for me so to speak.
might just be depression but i get this feeling very often. so i might end up quitting all these sites lol.

Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago

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my depression has such a hold on me that no sort of convincing or distracting
helps. which is why i haven't drawn in like 3 weeks.
that and starting to not really see the point of my art.

Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago

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im stressed 24/7 so i always have stomach issues, anxiety, etc lol.
I get nothing done but stressing out. :vanora_xd:

Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago

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yeah. my stomach has been very unhappy.
probably stress. :vanora_cry:

Posted in I just fainted and hit my head :/ Posted 6 years ago

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last time i had fainted it was very weird.
had a dream that i was walking down the stairs and then woke up on the floor and my head hurt.

Though i think mine was a black out more so than fainting.
Hope you feel better soon. Panic attacks are no fun. I help my sister through hers when she has them.

Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago

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Yup. hopefully i have an appetite for it.

Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago

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It's too early for dinner right now
but as far as I know the plans are lasagna.

Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago

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Ah i see. sounds good.

Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago

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hope you have a good dinner.

Posted in Moody's Cave|Free art pg 75 Posted 6 years ago

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hope things get better for you.