Milkshake's posts
Posted in please lock
Posted 6 years ago
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@Nyuu: yeah thats tots fine! ♡
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@Nyuu: yeah thats tots fine! ♡
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Posted in please lock
Posted 6 years ago
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@Nyuu: A big doll of this
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@Nyuu: A big doll of this
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Posted in selling / buying
Posted 6 years ago
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@Elithiya: 16k is totally do-able! Sending them over♡
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@Elithiya: 16k is totally do-able! Sending them over♡
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Posted in Do you remember the first game you ever beat?
Posted 6 years ago
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Oh jesus.. lol. It might have been Pokémon Crystal?
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Oh jesus.. lol. It might have been Pokémon Crystal?
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Posted in Gimme Inspiration
Posted 6 years ago
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it is saturday my dude
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it is saturday my dude
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Posted in please lock
Posted 6 years ago
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@Nyuu: I have a messenger for ya if you draw me pretty pixels
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@Nyuu: I have a messenger for ya if you draw me pretty pixels
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Posted in selling / buying
Posted 6 years ago
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@Elithiya: one is fine :o how much do you want for it?
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@Elithiya: one is fine :o how much do you want for it?
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Posted in selling / buying
Posted 6 years ago
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@sunny: ahh sorry ;v; no. Totally forgot to update that.
@Elithiya: yup!
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@sunny: ahh sorry ;v; no. Totally forgot to update that.
@Elithiya: yup!
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Posted in new here!
Posted 6 years ago
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@rolly joger: wtf ur so cute already
welcome
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@rolly joger: wtf ur so cute already
welcome
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Posted in weight stuff and depression
Posted 6 years ago
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b4 this bs (probably around 135)
now :,,,,)
jee where do i even start
So uhhh i used to be 120ish lbs (im 5'2). Then I got onto prozac and gained 30lbs. Wasnt too big of a deal. Then birth control basically made me hate myself for 3+ years D: I gained over 40lbs and almost hit 200..
So I switched my medication and I go to get this stupid implant out thats been making my life shit. It made my depression off the wall and obv weight gain, and alot of other hormonal issues. Since switching my medicine I have suprisingly been waaaaay less hungry and lost 5lbs within 2wks which is pretty damn awesome.
Still have days where i could probably eat a small villiage though. Ive started buying way less sweets (help me i love sweets more than my dogs) and learned I actually LOVE veggies with hummus??? Trying to goto the gym is pretty hectic so I bought a yoga mat and weights, and started running AND OH BOY DOES THAT SUCK.
I feel a little better knowing that im making some progress but ugh. My self esteem is awful. Always has been but i seriously cry when I look at myself now. I used to love buying new makeup or clothes and I really REALLY wanted to work to be a model and now I just..dont wanna even brush my hair. I hate myself so much :(. Even shittier, alot of people who I know have lost HELLA weight and I just feel like I cant do it? uuhghhhhhhg. Its so shitty. Anytime I go somewhere im in a terrible mood bc I dont want people to see how ugly I am :(. I used to be really social and now I feel so awkward. My legs hurt from walking, and im super awkward at times bc im not used to being this size at all. I mean.. I dont look too bad I guess but UGGGGGHHH.
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b4 this bs (probably around 135)
now :,,,,)
jee where do i even start
So uhhh i used to be 120ish lbs (im 5'2). Then I got onto prozac and gained 30lbs. Wasnt too big of a deal. Then birth control basically made me hate myself for 3+ years D: I gained over 40lbs and almost hit 200..
So I switched my medication and I go to get this stupid implant out thats been making my life shit. It made my depression off the wall and obv weight gain, and alot of other hormonal issues. Since switching my medicine I have suprisingly been waaaaay less hungry and lost 5lbs within 2wks which is pretty damn awesome.
Still have days where i could probably eat a small villiage though. Ive started buying way less sweets (help me i love sweets more than my dogs) and learned I actually LOVE veggies with hummus??? Trying to goto the gym is pretty hectic so I bought a yoga mat and weights, and started running AND OH BOY DOES THAT SUCK.
I feel a little better knowing that im making some progress but ugh. My self esteem is awful. Always has been but i seriously cry when I look at myself now. I used to love buying new makeup or clothes and I really REALLY wanted to work to be a model and now I just..dont wanna even brush my hair. I hate myself so much :(. Even shittier, alot of people who I know have lost HELLA weight and I just feel like I cant do it? uuhghhhhhhg. Its so shitty. Anytime I go somewhere im in a terrible mood bc I dont want people to see how ugly I am :(. I used to be really social and now I feel so awkward. My legs hurt from walking, and im super awkward at times bc im not used to being this size at all. I mean.. I dont look too bad I guess but UGGGGGHHH.
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Posted in I see 19 people online
Posted 6 years ago
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im sick again (gosh i hate my immune system)
sooo i slept all day with my new pupper
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im sick again (gosh i hate my immune system)
sooo i slept all day with my new pupper
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Posted in Luc's Coins: Temporarily Closed
Posted 6 years ago
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@Lucan: aye you still got vregs treeshure
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@Lucan: aye you still got vregs treeshure
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Posted in sunnyside up [avatar closet]
Posted 6 years ago
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@sunny: everythings so cute ashdjfe HOW
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@sunny: everythings so cute ashdjfe HOW
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Posted in Millet's Fill-it, closet.
Posted 6 years ago
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steals first post
i like the 4th one up from the bottom
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steals first post
i like the 4th one up from the bottom
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