Milkshake's posts
Posted in Awe, hell.
Posted 6 years ago
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So after ive broken out of my severely toxic relationship, I mustered up the courage to get a job! I havent worked in awhile and its really nice. Self esteems higher and I get to socialize again (social butterfly here. Turned into a hermit.) My coworkers are all pretty awesome and I enjoy my job even though its just a cs associate at a gas station. It feels good to be independent for the first time in my life.
Annnyway I do know alot of my coworkers bc I live 2min away and always came in to get candy or cigars or whatever. One of the guys always made it a point to talk to me when I was there. We get along really damn well. My day goes by so quick when I work with him.
I uh.. also think I have a smol crush? like damn hes so cute and hes always teasing me and touching me and UGH WOW I FEEL 14 AGAIN?
Hes totally kind of a player from what coworkers tell me tho :,) aaaaaa heck. y is my heart always after the bad ones???
Hes been with the same chick for awhile but ig they have a weird open relationship and i REAAAALLy dont wanna make any1 mad???
Is it like..awful that I just really want one night? He's admitted to me that hes slept with other women which is super weird to me but idk? Id probably end up catching major feelings which i totally do not need rn
Im horrible. :,) i really hope no1 hates me for this post
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So after ive broken out of my severely toxic relationship, I mustered up the courage to get a job! I havent worked in awhile and its really nice. Self esteems higher and I get to socialize again (social butterfly here. Turned into a hermit.) My coworkers are all pretty awesome and I enjoy my job even though its just a cs associate at a gas station. It feels good to be independent for the first time in my life.
Annnyway I do know alot of my coworkers bc I live 2min away and always came in to get candy or cigars or whatever. One of the guys always made it a point to talk to me when I was there. We get along really damn well. My day goes by so quick when I work with him.
I uh.. also think I have a smol crush? like damn hes so cute and hes always teasing me and touching me and UGH WOW I FEEL 14 AGAIN?
Hes totally kind of a player from what coworkers tell me tho :,) aaaaaa heck. y is my heart always after the bad ones???
Hes been with the same chick for awhile but ig they have a weird open relationship and i REAAAALLy dont wanna make any1 mad???
Is it like..awful that I just really want one night? He's admitted to me that hes slept with other women which is super weird to me but idk? Id probably end up catching major feelings which i totally do not need rn
Im horrible. :,) i really hope no1 hates me for this post
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Posted in pwincess wardrobe
Posted 6 years ago
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Posted in Holy shit I just caught a mouse. UPDATE
Posted 6 years ago
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@Kelsey: My house is horridly infested :*(.
Our landlord didnt mention that 20 mice came with our house lmfao..
He wont do anything abt it either. We tried normal traps but only got one. Dont wanna use the really cruel ones but we might have to since decon is a nope due to our dogs (especially my pupper).
One got in my dogs food bag once.. i kicked the bag and the lil mfer flew out and splatted onto the wall. Oops?
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@Kelsey: My house is horridly infested :*(.
Our landlord didnt mention that 20 mice came with our house lmfao..
He wont do anything abt it either. We tried normal traps but only got one. Dont wanna use the really cruel ones but we might have to since decon is a nope due to our dogs (especially my pupper).
One got in my dogs food bag once.. i kicked the bag and the lil mfer flew out and splatted onto the wall. Oops?
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Posted in Divergent series
Posted 6 years ago
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Idk i really loved all of them. Im sad abt the end tho :,(.
Have you read The Uglies? Its another cool one like Divergent. Idr how many books there are but theres alot of filler there too
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Idk i really loved all of them. Im sad abt the end tho :,(.
Have you read The Uglies? Its another cool one like Divergent. Idr how many books there are but theres alot of filler there too
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Posted in Anyone play xbox?
Posted 6 years ago
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@Robyn: LOL WHAT
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@Robyn: LOL WHAT
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Posted in Anyone play xbox?
Posted 6 years ago
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@Robyn: lmfao i just saw this.
I used to love that game tho. I always go back to it on my phone.
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@Robyn: lmfao i just saw this.
I used to love that game tho. I always go back to it on my phone.
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Posted in temp shop (closed)
Posted 6 years ago
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@Kelsey: THATS TOO CUTE
thank you ♡ i sent you a gift aswell
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@Kelsey: THATS TOO CUTE
thank you ♡ i sent you a gift aswell
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Posted in temp shop (closed)
Posted 6 years ago
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@Kelsey: aye one of my current avi?
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@Kelsey: aye one of my current avi?
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Posted in ....Im a failure
Posted 6 years ago
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Im doing a little better. :)
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Im doing a little better. :)
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Posted in ....Im a failure
Posted 6 years ago
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@Rallaa: Thank you. Those drawings are beatiful.
@Glume: Thank you.
@Millet: Exactly everything I feel right now.. Im a huge mix of emotions between I feel free and I feel abandoned and used.
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@Rallaa: Thank you. Those drawings are beatiful.
@Glume: Thank you.
@Millet: Exactly everything I feel right now.. Im a huge mix of emotions between I feel free and I feel abandoned and used.
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Posted in ....Im a failure
Posted 6 years ago
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My relationship that meant everything is over. I found him looking for single apartments and he told me he only stayed because he was scared I would kill myself if he didn't. He said he hasn't loved me for a very long time. He called me names and hurt me. I hit him back and his entire family came to our house while I was packing my things and trying to leave. They all threatened me and tried jumping me. They were supposed to be my family aswell.
Im so hurt. I feel worthless. If I was better and didnt have depression / wasnt psycho, he would still love me. If i was a normal person. If I wasnt lazy. If i could muster the strength to get out of bed. He talked to other women for the attention because I am not enough. He talked down on me everyday.
Our 5yr anniversary was next month. My birthday is next month.
I was supposed to be happy. We were supposed to have a future..to have kids. I got my Nexplanon removed and he refused to buy condoms/take any chance because he didnt want our baby to be psycho like me.
I want to go get fucked up. I wanna get high and drunk and just feel numb. Im sick of feeling this way. I dont care about my life anymore. I have no family. I have nobody. Im scared and have no intent to live anymore. I want to die.
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My relationship that meant everything is over. I found him looking for single apartments and he told me he only stayed because he was scared I would kill myself if he didn't. He said he hasn't loved me for a very long time. He called me names and hurt me. I hit him back and his entire family came to our house while I was packing my things and trying to leave. They all threatened me and tried jumping me. They were supposed to be my family aswell.
Im so hurt. I feel worthless. If I was better and didnt have depression / wasnt psycho, he would still love me. If i was a normal person. If I wasnt lazy. If i could muster the strength to get out of bed. He talked to other women for the attention because I am not enough. He talked down on me everyday.
Our 5yr anniversary was next month. My birthday is next month.
I was supposed to be happy. We were supposed to have a future..to have kids. I got my Nexplanon removed and he refused to buy condoms/take any chance because he didnt want our baby to be psycho like me.
I want to go get fucked up. I wanna get high and drunk and just feel numb. Im sick of feeling this way. I dont care about my life anymore. I have no family. I have nobody. Im scared and have no intent to live anymore. I want to die.
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Posted in Anyone play xbox?
Posted 6 years ago
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bc im 2 poor for a gaming pc
im Milkiimoo if anyone wants to play with me o:. I usually play Overwatch and just got into Smite and Monster Hunter
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bc im 2 poor for a gaming pc
im Milkiimoo if anyone wants to play with me o:. I usually play Overwatch and just got into Smite and Monster Hunter
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Posted in Moble games What are you playing ?
Posted 6 years ago
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@Zach: Love Nikki and Royal Chaos are my top two!
I also really love the Magikarp Jump game lol
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@Zach: Love Nikki and Royal Chaos are my top two!
I also really love the Magikarp Jump game lol
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Posted in My puppy won 3rd place in our first dog show!
Posted 6 years ago
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THE GOODEST BOII!
Congrats you two
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THE GOODEST BOII!
Congrats you two
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