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Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 5 years ago

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I just get anxious at the thought of applying. What if I get rejected? Again, what if I can't afford it? I can barely afford to live in my cheap apartment right now, even with 2 jobs. I live paycheck-to-paycheck now, what if it'll be worse in a new apartment? Ugggh @~@

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 5 years ago

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I want to move out so bad, though. I'll never move out if I don't try.

While my questions and concerns are valid, I can't let them keep me from moving on with my life or else I'll be stuck in the same place I'm in now.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 5 years ago

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Since I'm still unsure about school and don't really have a clear direction on what to do right now, what should I do?

I want to try my chances at applying for an apartment, but what if I won't be able to afford it? What if I get approved for an apartment and get accepted in to school, causing me to have to leave my dental job to focus on school? If that's the case then I fear I won't be able to afford an apartment with only one job. What if my new job doesn't have the hours I'm looking for, causing me to only be able to work 2-3 days week as opposed to 4 or 5? What if I get approved for an apartment thinking I'll make enough money to afford it, but then taxes take out a chunk of my paycheck and I won't be able to afford it?

Ugh, what do I doooooo?

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 5 years ago

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I finally read the email and admissions basically said they can't share any information with me right now, as they're still trying to figure things out themselves.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 5 years ago

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Also, time is going unbearably slow and I hate that I’m stuck with these new guys for the next 5 hours. I can already tell this day is going to be an annoyance.

Posted in Ark's Post-A-Lot Posted 5 years ago

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Working at the coffee shop for the past 2 weeks has proven to me that men are useless to me, and that I’m capable of doing literally any and everything by myself. I’ve always known this, but these past 2 weeks have solidified that.