I'm still heart broken, but I'm strong and I'm going to be ok. It's just going to take time. Last week I had my first session and I really liked the therapist. I'm happy to be able to be going and I'm happy to be able to say that I'm working on improving myself.
EDIT: So my husband turned this shit around and dumped that bitch and we are starting our relationship again and we couldn’t be happier. The road will be long and hard but it is what we both want for ourselves. We love each other we just had some problems. But he kicked that notch to the curb so that’s one major problem down. I’m still going to therapy and he wants to do couples.