@Totalanimefan: I'm not trying to make plans. LAst year i had plans to do an anime con and go to the headless hoursemen event... but my dad ended up needing heart surgery so none of that happened... but ontop of that it was a shit show of a year... first we lost family earlier in the year (3 family members) one of my family i loved dearly who passed was buried on my birthday, a family member had his apendix burst, my dog had an eye issue were he could have lost his eye, my dad had the heart surgery, and then my cat had crystals were i almost lost him but he was in a animal hospital end of 2019 and we couldn't pick him up til the first of 2020

Then this year between covid, family member loseing a baby, another family member almost losing there baby, my realtive with the his appendix busting (last years relatives nephew ) my sister finding out she has a blood cancer (which is rare it's normally only found in older men ) .... It's like i don't want to make plans or anything til i see how next year starts. like my sister keeps talking about getting married next year and i'm like 'you sure you want too?' and she keeps asking if it's cus i don't like the guy i keep laughing and going 'you seen how this year gone you sure you want to get married next year?'

@sunny: yes i did ^^

@sunny: nothing its a free gift ^^