Hiya wildfire ^^

I'm okay. I thought I was going to have an extra hour to try to get art work done. But I'm having some tech issues. Which is frustrating....
Like .. besides social frustrations , is my biggest frustration pet peeves thing. I try all the things that I know should work to fix a problem and if it doesn't work I get really upset. Cause it's usually some catastrophic thing that gets in my way of being productive in a time I would be productive in.
And throws off my schedule and routine.
And it's very upsetting.


But otherwise good. I'm just being mopey. I was hoping to distract myself with work

@Shadami: ROFL - that's one of my biggest gripes too ... having to fix or clean something before I can actually do the thing I wanted to do. By the time the other stuff is fixed or cleaned, I'm out of time!! /shared grumble/


@Borealis: Which? - yours? mine? the system? /confused/

@Wildfire: I'm on a huge cycle of it right now. cause i'm doing it to an entire house xD

"this room needs to be cleaned so i can move this furniture into that room so that i can clear the space in this room so that i can move this thing over here so that i can......"

i should probably get a drink.

@Feral: oh gosh. me too xD and i'm almost out of water, need refill.

@Shadami: Yeah, I get that. I'm trying to do some of that too just because we've been here so long that stuff has accumulated and we don't really need twenty chairs (I'm exaggerating, but sheesh - we have a lot of chairs!). It's really the daily stuff that I'm frustrated with ... like having to always do dishes for some reason, regardless of the state of the dishwasher (why the guys can't just put.their.dirty.dishes.in.the.dishwasher I have no clue...), or always have to clean something off (a table, etc.) in order to then use it... that kind of thing...

@Wildfire: my daughters have this habit of "i have finished it. drop it on the floor" and I'm aggrivatingly trying to get that behavior removed from them because they were taught by my mother and their father that whatever i say is wrong. so if i say keeping things clean and picking up after yourself with a 15 second task will save hours later because there isn't a build up and a mental destruction by disasters.
its a daily battle right now. I'm trying really hard to get them to use the dishwasher. when i'm cooking dinner, put away the dishes. then we put our dishes right in the dishwasher.
its a start. by i'm trying to train them so they have the tools to stay mentally healthy on top of messes and it doesn't build up. and so they know how to do it themselves. and not expect others to do it for them.

Even though waaaay to many people don't know how to clean after themselves. i want to have my girls have that tool set.

oops went on a tangent. i meant to basically say i understand xD but then i got all frustration rant.

Slightly off topic xD i just finally had my first mochi. :D

Your avatar is fun and chaotic :D