Xanthan's posts

@vengeance: Japanese music is fine with me. My playlists and taste in music goes from country to kpop to pop and rap and more. Lol Rookiez I think I am familiar with. Thank you for the new songs to check out.


@DevilkinBoi: take your time my friend.


@Shark: ooh lots of new names. I am loving this thread. :)


@kaichoukai: I like some showtunes though dare I say I dont always feel like a good gay. I'm not big into musicals and I cannot dress myself. And I didn't find Rent to be appealing and want my time back I spent watching it lol I do however love Name and Annie Get Your Gun songs. And some others.


@Totalanimefan: ooh more new names! Yes please!

Thank you all for contributing. I have a musical journey to embark on now. :)

So part of what I do for work requires quite a bit of driving. And to be honest after recent events I'm a bit down. So I was thinking to myself I need some happy songs things I can listen to that are up beat or that are positive with their lyrics things like that. So my question to all of you is what song do you listen to that lifts your spirits? What's on your happy playlist?

@DevilkinBoi: so I'm running through forums as I'm headed to work and I come across this post and all I see is underwater manly crying. Could you inform me what it is that you're watching and where because it seems very interesting. I've never Heard of underwater manly crying but I'm intrigued.:)

@Totalanimefan: tres chic. I'm learning so much from you. Like a tea connoisseur! I used to get a hibiscus tea that was Cherry hibiscus but to me it was just a little too sweet and too overwhelming.

@Totalanimefan: delicious sounding. I've just been craving a peach or hibiscus flavor. :) thanks for the 411

@vengeance: @Alethna: banned as in the police take him off the property and told him he's not allowed back on it ever again. 🚔 As far as a restraining order goes I don't want to discuss that on here because that's more of a legal matter and I just don't feel comfortable with that.

But in the end today has been a bit of a rough day but my son I got a lot of things accomplished. 📋And things are coming together. I reached out and got helped. my son has reached out and got help. he says he doesn't need it, but he's doing it for me cuz I said you know sometimes down the road we've realized maybe we do need to talk to somebody so we both agreed that we were going to reach out.

I just have a feeling this isn't over yet. I'm trying not to be dwelling on things that I have no proof about, but I have a sneaking suspicion that not necessarily my ex but definitely his mother possibly other family members are going to want retribution seeing as how my ex is facing some major legal issues and financial problems. to be honest it doesn't make me happy at all. When I say I love somebody I love them I don't want to see them hurt I don't want to see them suffering. 😞 But I also know that actions have consequences and I can't speak to them right now and they probably don't need to speak to me and so even though there's things I could do to help I need my space and my son needs his space and we need our peace.

On a much lighter note, I'm really happy that I joined this group, this community. I did it in order to grow closer to somebody and what I've learned is that there's quite a few somebody's out there that I'm now pretty good friends with and that makes me smile. 😄 It definitely increases my gratitude. Just want to say that, .....with love. 💜💜

@Totalanimefan: do they have it in a hibiscus or even a peach type of white tea?

@Kozi: thank you. It is 4am here and I've yet to sleep. My anxiety is beginning to really get to me tonight. But I'm trying to chill. Today is my day off sorta. I have errands that I need to accomplish. Sigh. Thank you. I know I can do this. I can just still hear him yelling and glass shattering and I never know if he will show up or not. He came back once after being banned. Sigh.

@Totalanimefan: ive not had white tea. Maybe that will go on my list of things to do.

@Jolly: thank you. That is good advice. I am still working because my job is essential and so that gives me contact but I also am spending time with podcasts. I love Brene Brown and also the spirits podcast among many others. Cookies sound nice too. Thank you for the hugs and concern.

Today has been rough. But I am doing what needs to be done. Things are being accomplished. Aside from some strongly worded messages and advice as to what would and wouldn't be in my best interest I am content, healthy, and continuing to press forward.

@Totalanimefan: I love tea as well. Green tea or black. Ooh or a nice earl grey.

@Totalanimefan: I believe there's a way to share my audible library. If you're interested hit me up.

@Lucifera: very shocking. The ending isn't complete closure but it is an ending. :) every new beginning comes from some other new beginnings end

@Totalanimefan: I have restarted my audible subscription. I now have some pretty awesome new books by Brene Brown and Great Courses. That's my excitement. I also have been listening to more podcasts.