Moodyb's posts
Posted in I just realised that...
Posted 8 years ago
@Tuijp: yes, taking toxic people out of your life
I am sure gives such relief.
I still have a few toxic people in my life, but i won't really cut them out of my life till I either move out
or move to CA. as a big toxic person in my family is my dad.
I love him but sometimes...he is way too toxic to me.
Especially because he is very negative and when you talk negatively to a very depressed person...it's just not good.
I am sure gives such relief.
I still have a few toxic people in my life, but i won't really cut them out of my life till I either move out
or move to CA. as a big toxic person in my family is my dad.
I love him but sometimes...he is way too toxic to me.
Especially because he is very negative and when you talk negatively to a very depressed person...it's just not good.

Posted in I just realised that...
Posted 8 years ago
@Tuijp: that's awful, i'm sorry to hear that.
families sometimes really suck.
families sometimes really suck.

Posted in I just realised that...
Posted 8 years ago
@Tuijp: Oh wow.
though I'd have no problem saying it to a cousin of mine.
We use to be bff's. but i guess she didn't think me nor my sis were 'good' enough
and she kinda broke my sister's heart so if I get a phone and she wants to add me, i'll block her number.
I refuse to associate with her. I don't like her rotten to the core personality.
She's just not someone who i'd want to be friends with.
As kids, she was so great. then something changed and she just turned into this spoiled brat.
so i'd have no problem telling her off. I'd probably very much enjoy it. XDD
though I'd have no problem saying it to a cousin of mine.
We use to be bff's. but i guess she didn't think me nor my sis were 'good' enough
and she kinda broke my sister's heart so if I get a phone and she wants to add me, i'll block her number.
I refuse to associate with her. I don't like her rotten to the core personality.
She's just not someone who i'd want to be friends with.
As kids, she was so great. then something changed and she just turned into this spoiled brat.
so i'd have no problem telling her off. I'd probably very much enjoy it. XDD

Posted in I just realised that...
Posted 8 years ago
@Tuijp: I plan to do that. Not by words, but more like actions like getting my GED, license,
and moving into an apartment with my sister.
It's kinda like telling them I can do anything through actions.
Because I know they think low of me and think I can do no better than my dad which is dumb.
and moving into an apartment with my sister.
It's kinda like telling them I can do anything through actions.
Because I know they think low of me and think I can do no better than my dad which is dumb.

Posted in I just realised that...
Posted 8 years ago
@Tuijp: Yeah, most of them are a nightmare.
my sister, my cousin and his fiance are really the only ones I feel I connect with
and they actually care.
Plus most just see me as either a charity case, or a bum who is living off her dad.
and it's not really like i have a choice.
I am trying to get a resume started to apply for a job
but all they see me as some sort of lazy girl who doesn't want to work when actually, it's the complete opposite.
I want to work and move out SO bad.
my sister, my cousin and his fiance are really the only ones I feel I connect with
and they actually care.
Plus most just see me as either a charity case, or a bum who is living off her dad.
and it's not really like i have a choice.
I am trying to get a resume started to apply for a job
but all they see me as some sort of lazy girl who doesn't want to work when actually, it's the complete opposite.
I want to work and move out SO bad.

Posted in I just realised that...
Posted 8 years ago
@Tuijp: yeah they aren't great.
and my family gossips about other family members and i am over here like "really, this is none of your business. it's their life."
my dad and grandmother are Jehovah witnesses. My grandma is less strict than my dad.
if i told him I was an atheist he'd think i'd worship satan when that's an entirely different thing....
But yeah they aren't really great.
get togethers I hate because everyone gets drunk talks about racist, sexist BS.
and I just sit in the corner pretending i am not related to them XDD
still, it's good to have people in your life who actually want and do know you or even small things about you.
and my family gossips about other family members and i am over here like "really, this is none of your business. it's their life."
my dad and grandmother are Jehovah witnesses. My grandma is less strict than my dad.
if i told him I was an atheist he'd think i'd worship satan when that's an entirely different thing....
But yeah they aren't really great.
get togethers I hate because everyone gets drunk talks about racist, sexist BS.
and I just sit in the corner pretending i am not related to them XDD
still, it's good to have people in your life who actually want and do know you or even small things about you.

Posted in What is the last thing you drew?
Posted 8 years ago
[x]
Still working on fixing her arms and shoulders
but overall I am feeling confident how this is turning out.
Still working on fixing her arms and shoulders
but overall I am feeling confident how this is turning out.

Posted in I just realised that...
Posted 8 years ago
At least someone knows something about your right?
Even if they aren't a part of the family anymore.
To me blood really means pretty little when it comes to family.
Most of my relatives, don't know about me and I see them often.
But they never really ask me or have asked me what I want, what I like etc.
All they know is I like cats and going through GED classes.
But in my family, they tend to basically think the worst thing that happened to me defines me but i'm more than
what the worst thing happened to me 8 years ago.
Only people who seem interested is my cousin's fiance.
But I mean it's still good to have someone know a little bit about them even if they aren't really your family or related to them.
Even if they aren't a part of the family anymore.
To me blood really means pretty little when it comes to family.
Most of my relatives, don't know about me and I see them often.
But they never really ask me or have asked me what I want, what I like etc.
All they know is I like cats and going through GED classes.
But in my family, they tend to basically think the worst thing that happened to me defines me but i'm more than
what the worst thing happened to me 8 years ago.
Only people who seem interested is my cousin's fiance.
But I mean it's still good to have someone know a little bit about them even if they aren't really your family or related to them.

Posted in Positivity and Coping (come chat!)
Posted 8 years ago
@superbearwars: Yeah, I won't get discouraged.
My doctor told me if the birth control and antibacterial[for acne] doesn't work she'll prescribe me something else.
Well as far as I know she hasn't had a seizure in quite sometime.
Sometimes she had to be sent to the hospital[she is in a nursing home]
because meds she didn't need to be on, cancelled out her seizure meds.
But i think they are working for her.
and omg ouch. i'm so sorry you broke your arm in the process D:
My doctor told me if the birth control and antibacterial[for acne] doesn't work she'll prescribe me something else.
Well as far as I know she hasn't had a seizure in quite sometime.
Sometimes she had to be sent to the hospital[she is in a nursing home]
because meds she didn't need to be on, cancelled out her seizure meds.
But i think they are working for her.
and omg ouch. i'm so sorry you broke your arm in the process D:

Posted in Lock please
Posted 8 years ago
It fills me with joy to see people talking in here.


Posted in Rate The Avatar Above You
Posted 8 years ago
5.10
Too much is going on.
Too much is going on.

Posted in Show off your avatars!
Posted 8 years ago
@RoseyWitch: Yes it shall!
Good thing i bookmarked a ton of CSS sites. 8D
Good thing i bookmarked a ton of CSS sites. 8D

Posted in Lock please
Posted 8 years ago
@AelloTyphoeus: yeah, me too.
I keep passing out cause i'm hungry but not much to eat in the house
I keep passing out cause i'm hungry but not much to eat in the house

Posted in Lock please
Posted 8 years ago
@SnakeWeaver: yeah that's not going to help me get up.
few nights ago went to bed at 11pm. still got up late. lol
few nights ago went to bed at 11pm. still got up late. lol
