Mizuie's posts

@boyrrito:
1st & foremost - I love your username & the pun it provides
Made me chuckle when I saw it & I needed that ❤
& thank you, that means a lot ouo


@Tsundererra:
& thank you as well!
Such a dumb thing to nitpick over right ? I said to them 'do we have an issue? really? over toilet paper?'
& I could have passive aggressively mentioned that they could have changed it, but I didn't cause it is a pick your battle kind of situation
& yeah, idk how his day went or if someone they were talking to over discord made them pissy right as I got home? but can we not take it out on me over a a roll of toilet paper ?

To all 3 of you so far
______________________
thank you I love voltra & I love you guys ❤

I feel better
More calm, but very sore & tired as well
Feeling a little unproductive too, but that's just a mindset kinda thing ya know ?
Currently playing the sims4 & messing around with the dlc for it

@SirLionelNigelConrad:
hA
legendary

you can give your cat my headpats
however many pats you give your puttykat make it x10
you're not only petting your cat - but - you're also giving those head pats to me via your cat
^owo^

also dude i wish i was a cat
heLL frickeN y e s
but i'm always torn between wanting to be a doggo or a cat cause im energetic like a dog half the time

i work customer service & we have to change the toilet paper roll ourselves so i just yeet it in there & that's it
onto my next task
but, it just makes me go ????????? when people get so triggered over which way the roll is ?
if you have a probem with it then fix it yourself
im just an ass i suppose in their eyes because im indifferent towards it ?
it's just toilet paper, it doesn't matter to me but i dont like how pissy they get & then they take it out on me ; n ;

My current mood is a little angry right now
BUT
I'm currently working on making that go away by lighting a candle, some incesne, eating a lil smth & putting on a movier for background noise asI relax
SO
angry, but working on calming myself so im in a better - okish - mood

Aye,
It's Miz

SO

I just have smth I need to rant about really quick

I come home & I see that the toilet paper is literally just a couple sheets
Partner has been home all day & has not left, probs even used the bathroom but didn't change the roll
KK
That's fine ya know? I'll do it , whatever

Here's the thing tho

Me: Changed the toilet paper roll
Partner: Yeah, but you probs didn't do it correctly
Me: Huh? You mean like, with it facing out?
Partner: Yeah
Me: It's just toilet paper, I change it & it's done

I understand that with it facing towards you, its easier-ish ??? to grab & what not
BUT
Can we not make an argument about which way the roll is facing?

Like, why are you attacking me about it?? Does it fuxking matter????
I change it & that's it? It doesn't really matter???
I'm not in a hotel where it DOES matter which way it's facing? ???
i t s
j u s t
t o i l e t
p a p e r
???????????
Pick your fucking battles?

I shouldn't need reassurance on this, but,,,,
can someone pls gib head pat???
cause gosh diddly darn i need it

@boyrrito: welcome to voltra yo! I'm Miz, great to meet ya!

Metalocalypse

@KairoSama: While in florida I was watching the news out of sheer boredom and this one news anchor was like apparently I am now a meme after the initial vid & I just bursted out laughing

anchor dude

If I had the $ I would have gone too but I would've gone in a clown outfit with a 30s vintage clown mask & maleficent horns or smth haha

@Lina: I'm in the presence of an OG?
Aweeeee yeaaaahhh


It really is something special, I'm glad you enjoyed it s much man!
Same here dude, social and generalized anxiety + plus a good amount of others

Multi diagnosis over here instead of a dual diagnosis

My first forum was VampireFreaks, RIP
Was hitting that 'yes I'm 13 button' since I was 11 (I was really lonely back then & finding myself thru parents who wouldn't let me be myself)

I hope your neighboring outing went OK my man! It's been 5 days since we last spoke so I hope you're doing ok ♡

@holysnot: They make it hard to be nice, but luckily I won't be dealing with any of my own family drama. Only my Partners family (their 3 siblings + the baby on the way will be only only drama as of current)

@Totalanimefan: True true, I believe you would be right

Damn, now I want some again RIP

no problem fim fam, you are also very nice
I enjoy talking with ya ♡

The majority of them were made when I was an angry, sad lil edgy teen ¯_(ツ)_/¯
I didn't have any friends for a good 2-3 years & i kept to myself a lot (no online / no offline), so my OCs were my friends & the person that I would share my OC's with, was the person I was with down in the Keys, FL

My parents didn't go to that timeshare for a good 3-4 years so for those 2-3 I didn't have any friends, I couldn't share my OCs with them

A good number I like & I will keep, if not to revamp then ofc just the names
One year I had a good color coded binder of OCs that an ex-friend of mine stole, so that was fun to rethink on (14/15)
´；д；`

Via the ideas tho, I get a lot of inspo from songs by certain bands
EX: Savages, Immortal & Forget by Marina & the Diamonds / Killing me Softly by Roberta Flack / Molly by Mindless Self Indulgence / Knowing me Knowing you, Lay all your love on me by ABBA fall into one of my OCs that I've kept since I was 15 or 16

Movies are another big thing as well, for a different OC (but they know each other) has American Psycho & The house that Jack built up his alley
( as well as Evening wear, Lights out, Revenge by Mindless Self Indulgence )

But yeah! I plan on revamping a lot of them, I'm also gonna dedicate time to DLC via the Sims so I'm gonna have lots of fun making them there (~￣▽￣)~

@Jockteleg: I think it also depends on your location, insurance & other factors sadly - as well as your state - my main therapist that helped me a lot when I lived in South FL was about a 35 min drive from my home. Then when I went to Jacksonville FL ? The nearest one within my insurance & area was an hour / hour & 30 min drive (my parents lived really far away from the city in Jacksonville). The catch as well via 3 times free for about 30 min & then every time after that was a $120 - $150 copay.

Where I live now & the fact that I'm off of my parents insurance? I have A L O T more options then what I had before. Thank you as well, that means a lot ♡

I had a total of 3 therapists before that tried to do religious intent. The last one tho I don't really count? (I walked out the 2nd session when I said up front 'no religious shit' word for word to that lady. The 1st and 2nd time I was also upfront with that word for word but cut them slack here & there. The 1st one tho I only gave 4 times before the 5th time I was like - n o p e.

I think that God puts people in our lives to teach us things is good as she says, for certain people I think - that's one of the main things with religious people, to make those people feel like someoneis always there with them kinda thing. That's also why my grandmother wears a cross so that when she touches it, it calms her because she thinks that there is someone there always with her. For me it's just meh, not for me yo bring it to someone else. It's a mindset kind thing I suppose.

you can do it pal

Wrath

Dead or Alive - You Spin Me Round (Like a Record)