Kittyzilla's posts

@ChiffonOrange: Thank you very much ^^

@xvz: Well DDP yoga is kind of what it says. Diamond Dallas Page created his own yoga that as he says 'it's not your mama yoga' he combines yoga with Bruce Lee's dynamic resistance so it's like you using your own bought weight as weights. I love it i haven't really lost any weight doing it but i have gained a lot of flexibility and gained muscles. I think one things start settling i might loss my gut. I think my gut right now is stress weight due to pandemic and such.
Normally I'm a very negative person so lately i been trying to be positive and I'll have to try that. Like try separating the two of them.

@sunny: same here I'm normally really negative and such about everything but so far i been thinking extremely positive and so far things have bene going really well so i think what i'm gonna try to do is keep this up cus it's made major changes and I want to keep it going.

@xvz: well i like wrestling with a little storyline. For example, in AEW we have MJF whos doing this president like promo shoot saying how Jon shouldn't be the face of wrestling he shouldn't be a champ his just a dictator and isn't doing what's right by the company. And that's it i mean once this match with jon happens the storyline will be dropped cus the match happened and on to the next person. Were other storylines like on WWE last from one pay per view to the next so every week you hear about it and after a while, it's like 'ok we're done with this' . And it gets boring fast. But its like i love to see the luchas and high flyers skills and the diva's skills. And diva/women of different size and shapes. Were WWE there all pretty much skinny girls. Nothing against the girls themselves but AEW and ROH and Impact have the skinny girls the heavy girls the girls who are in the middle and such. And it's like it's nice to see real women. much like the guys they always have all the different body types but the girls always have to be and the model type body built. So it's nice to see the changes.

And yes and no. I am a licensed massage therapist but I don't have the job of a massage therapist. I went looking for a job last year but bad things started to happen in my family and then 2020 hit so I don't feel comfortable doing massage right now. I mean it is open in my state but i don't feel that people can poperly relax with a mask on . I mean i work in a grocery store for 8 hours with a mask on and i have a hard time breath i don't see how getting an hour massage with a face mask on can be relaxing in anyway. And plus you never know who is careing the virus since not every one has symptoms of the virus. But hopefully when this all dies down i can get a massage job.

@sunny: I'm sure i will. So far some of the badness that has been happing seems to be disappearing today. Like there is a light at the end of the tunnel kind of thing. So if things keep going this way I'll be supper excited when it comes to writing.

Oh those look really intresting

@sunny: No i haven't i'm a big chicken on what people will think of me. I mean I think it's my anxiety (not using it as a crutch) but the type of anxiety i have is not an extreme case but it makes me always second guess myself and have self-doubt in anything i do. It also makes me feel like if something is wrong it's my fault. So i never really got thing published even though i have had people say i should try (mostly with my old art) but this year i hope to kick that habit. I'm trying to get out of my 'safety' zone with my anxiety even if it means making my self crazy in self-doubt.

@xvz: Well if it makes you feel any better I normally just right fanfictions so this will be the first time of writing something of my own. It's more than shooting for the moon for me it's like shooting out the solar system. And with my anxiety, I tend to second guess myself and such. Like I am my own worst enemy when it comes to stuff due to my Anxiety. But between working during the pandemic and doing DDP yoga and the comments he says I'm throwing my fear and hate for my self to the wind. Like with everything going wrong this year during the motivation Mondays he made a comment i been trying to live by "When bad things happen you either let them drag you down or you stand up and use those bad things to make you stronger" so with the things that been going on threw my family (actually started last year and came into this year) I'm trying to take what is dealt to me and rise above it. And another thing he says during some of the workouts is 'If you say you can or if you say you can't your right just matters what one you say that will make you stronger'. So i'm going to try and write my own novel due to hey if it sucks it sucks but i'm taking one big step towards my fear of writing something that is mine.

@xvz: By WWE shoving people out is they're not using people for there skills there more storyline than anything. Like AEW it's more there skill the storyline. I mean yes there are storylines but there not done backs stage or big hubbub like WWE does. Plus WWE frowns upon other areas being talked about. But AEW doesn't. They reframe from speaking of WWE but .. example is September 5th is a pay per view and the NWA women champion is going agenst the AEW women's champion. And they talk about the young bucks being in ring of honor. They had one match in wwe and wwe said they didn't have the right look they needed for tag team and dumped them. But AEW goes for the talent. And Vicky was part of WWE but AEW asked her to be a guest announcer for one of the nights and when WWE found out they cut all ties from her and refused to let her back so now she is a manager on AEW.

AEW is more like ECW you can see the tell signs to keep them protected during moves but there more extreme matches. I have seen two guys already end up with thumb tacks in there back. And three of them ending matches in blood.

I have not seen glow yet. I have heard about it but haven't seen it. i keep meaning to try and watch it but i keep forgetting after a while. Maybe one of these times when i have down time

I'll keep looking for ways to play D&D cuz i know a friend of mine in Wisconsin wants to paly as well. So if i ever find a way to do it online i could maybe help her to join too.

@xvz: I personally never wrestled myself. When I was a kid I use to watch it when piper and rick had a big battle thing but once it was over i thought it was over so i stopped watching. Then back in 2006 I was engaged to a guy who was into wrestling so my mom said i should try watching again so I got into again and I use to be more into ECW then the rest but then WWE killed ECW... and then I use to watch roh and tna and wwe but then roh kept changing the times and days so i stopped watching. But then tna started to change times and days that i lost track then WWE keeps letting good people go and i started into Aew which is nice to see young bucks there. Love them on ROH. But that's how i got into wrestling. And It's not cus hot guys. Though that is part of it. But AEW created heels which is a group for female wrestling fans and it's a place were people will be take serious. Which is nice.

They also have things coming i think there is talking to one of the women who help design the women gear and fashion to the ring.

But yea i don't just watch for pretty guys i actually am interested in the in ring talent. Cuz i know a lot of my coworkers think i just watch wrestling cus 'pretty boys' but none of them watch wrestling there more basketball baseball and football. Nothing wrong with that just you don't see the body work the way it does in wrestling in those sports.

But also when i took massage therapy classes it made me love wrestling more cuz were i went to school it was more medical setting for massage and we had to learn kineseology so to know how the muscles move and such it made me appreciate wrestling more to se each group moving and what it took to move the body the way it does.

@xvz: I watch mostly but i got my nephew into watching wrestling (shows like wwe wich i stopped watching since they keep shoving people out but now i watch aew but we took him to live WWE events and took him to indent places like roh and we actually have a wrestling school over the state line were we watched matt hardy wrestle with some of them) and my nephew is talking about wanting to come to a professional wrestler and if sports are aloud this year in school. And if things go well April i think is when aew suppose to be near me which i would love to go see.

As for D&D i did use to watch my relatives play but they lived/ live in New York while i Live in Rhode Island so they really couldn't teach me but also now due to how life took them they don't play anymore so they wouldn't be able to help now.

@Dread Pirate: well at the time I thought it was cuz my friends didn't like me but now I think it's because he didn't want me to get hurt sorta speak. Cus they friend who said it his older brother was the DM and kind of ruled with an iron fist when it came to the D&d. His brother dictated who played and didn't and his brother only let two of his friends play while the rest were his friends. But still sucked and i'm always trying to find away to do it online some how with people but the only online i find is like computer games of D&D not the table top style.

@Starlight: oh I was thinking of doing that and created a map and started to create creatures. But then the horror idea came to me. still dappling what kind of horror I want. Kind of thinking of like Vincent Price kind of horror where it shows how cruel humans can be vs slasher type of story.

@Priestess of Pie: yea it was so weird cus were I work is a small family own placed. And I never thought I would get yelled at for not having salads but it happened.

@sunny: Aye-Aye is part of the lemur family. Most people think they are creepy and disgusting. But I find them adorable