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Posted in What are ways you cope with stress?
Posted 3 years ago
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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@Totalanimefan: well i never went to a therapist just i know one thing they do is try to help you find the root of your problem.. but i don't need help finding it it's me ... on so many levels it's me .. like as a kid i use to always take the blame after my sister would bully me into take blame to this day i will take the blame for something even though i know it wasn't me ... like one day my mom had a bad day and i told her it was my fault and she was like 'why did you put the virus in the computer at my work ' and to be honest i told her 'no but it just comes second nature due to my childhood' and as for the ex thing... he use to be my best friend before the ex thing ... so i think that's why i believed it ... jus cus we knew eacoutehr for years and years and years then he asked me out and then after dating for a year he said that... and he was the first guy to ask me out so again me being me and over thinking somethings ... like i can look back now in my life and be like 'well maybe his the only one who asked you out because you were so shy that no one noticed you... or maybe it's because you became a loner since every one else was more focused on parties and social life while you just wanted to graduate and get away from the kids who been bullying you since elementary school' ... where in that moment at that age and over thinking i thought 'his right his the only guy to ever come up to me and ask me out' and looked at it that way...
I mean i never blamed any one else for what happened in my life i always blamed my self even if i shouldn't and i know why .. i see my self as the screw up.. and again now that i'm older and really look at the big picture i can see i'm not but it doesn't change how my brain worked growing up .. and the reason i always saw my self as the screw up is cus my sister was treated like a princess by my dad where i wasn't ( I wasn't treated poorly just normal kid not a princess) but now looking back at my life knowing what i know now. My dad was getting out of the military when i was old enough to remember (still was in when i was baby) but my dad was there for my child hood he was in and out of my sisters life due to the military when she was younger so she got the princess treatment cus he missed so much. Now if i could tell the four your old me that maybe i would be different then who i am today but i can't so ... TADA.... so i just need to go threw those changes and i don't think a therapist can go into my brain and change that wireing up i know i need to break that thought process... like i have told my nephew when he asked why i wasn't dating any one since my last ex (2013) i told him ' I never believed it before now but you can't love some one if you don't love your self. I hated my self and every one i dated cheated on me and stole money from my wallet. If i love my self then maybe i won't end up with some one who is toxic and will find some one who will treat me the way i should be '
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Posted in What are ways you cope with stress?
Posted 3 years ago
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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@Totalanimefan: yea my sister is trying to get me to see hers and she is like 'oh she helped me find the root of my issues ' and blah blah and i have sat in with my nieces (when she was younger she goes in by her self now) but it's like watching them its like i know the root of my problems .. it's me .. i believed some one when they said 'your lucky i'm dating you cus no one else will' i stemmed my worth from and the fact that my past relationships they all cheated on me so i mentally told my self i'm not good enough for any one.. i tired the date your self to grow your own love for your self like my sister told me to try since her therapist told her to do it... sadly when i did it .... it was complicated... i told my self i wasn't worth dating and that i could do better then date my self cus how worthless i was... and that is the oddest feeling you could ever have
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Posted in What are ways you cope with stress?
Posted 3 years ago
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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@Totalanimefan: agreed internet can be a great tool if used right .. like not being like my dead and looking up 'what does it mean when you have a head ache' then see it's several side effects of multiple diseases then think you have them... that's a bad tool of internet... But yea like posting here my art stuff and what not to read all of the complements when i think it looks really bad and tear my self down ... i have actually taken my first 'step' sorta speak to getting help. A friend said i should go to therapy to get my self destruction fixed... but i know when it started.. i know the root of it and all that and i tried what others have told me to do .. but its an internal thing it's a mental process that a therapist cant help with .. like yes they can give exersices and what not but they don't know how my brain is wired so due to meeting nice people here and what not Friday i actually bought two books one is called ' The Self Confidence Workbook: A Guide to Overcoming Self-Doubt and Improving Self-Esteem' and another one i got (since a guy i dated mentally and emotionally abused me to the point i thought very little of myself since highschool) the other book i got is 'Self-Love Workbook for Women: Release Self-Doubt, Build Self-Compassion, and Embrace Who You Are'
and its just cus the nice people on here who have told me I'm kind, genrouse, helpful, that i have a big heart. And for people saying my art work and crafting is amazing and such
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Posted in I don't know what to do? (update: Wooblemop wins if people want to see the progress come and chat)
Posted 3 years ago
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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@ruby:
@totalanimefan:
working one of there feets now it's a little hard due t learning something new and miss counting
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Posted in I don't know what to do? (update: Wooblemop wins if people want to see the progress come and chat)
Posted 3 years ago
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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Soo this is the Wooblemop twins so far (still have ears feet tails and arms to do just thought i would share them so far)
@Ruby:
@Totalanimefan:
@Synth:
@Nephila:
@dragoness129:
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
▅▅▅▅▅▅▅
Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Posted in What are ways you cope with stress?
Posted 3 years ago
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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1. Walks
2. Meditation
3. Ddp yoga
4. Reading
5. Music
6. Writing
7. Rpging ( d&d or others cuz i can be someome else in a different world)
8 crafting
9. Talking with friends or friendly people ( like here)
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
▅▅▅▅▅▅▅
Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Posted in I don't know what to do? (update: Wooblemop wins if people want to see the progress come and chat)
Posted 3 years ago
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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alright now that my room has been settled i finished the book i was reading time to finish one twin and make the other twin
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Posted in I don't know what to do? (update: Wooblemop wins if people want to see the progress come and chat)
Posted 3 years ago
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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sorry cleaning took longer then i thught by the time i was doing my nails it was time for dnd
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Posted in I don't know what to do? (update: Wooblemop wins if people want to see the progress come and chat)
Posted 3 years ago
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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@Nephila: when i finish the rest of my room ill show you the shelfs i just finished my night stand then took a "break" ish to try and use hot glue gun in my resin mold to make a ring holder if this doesnt work ill have to do clay next week cuz when i made the antlers out of resin they were bendy before i even put the rings on them if the hot glue does the same il have to get clay to work it
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Posted in I don't know what to do? (update: Wooblemop wins if people want to see the progress come and chat)
Posted 3 years ago
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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@Nephila: totally planning on a hot shower either tonight or tomorrow morning i have today monday tuesday off ... I been procrastinating doing my room finally starting by putting pictures up since that is most of what was covering my night stand. Well my large book case has stuff on the shelfs like funko pops and such but no rhyme or reason to it. So i made the top shelf my family shelf so it has my grandparent bears i made has stuff i got from my grandmothers hope chest on it ... Also has a gargoyle i painted due to they are protectors... Has a plush otter on it due to they mate for life and hold hands so they dont lose eachother as they sleep... Has a wolf i painted cuz family are packs... Has a turtle my aunt painted for me when i was little will have some stitches on it since my nephew gives me stitch things cuz thats his nickname from me.... Under that i turned it into my dnd shelf so has my books some dragons has my critical roll funko on ut along with my dice .... Under that is my god shelf... I have my american god book on it book of the dead an animal spirit guild book my anubis baset and isis figures my funko pops from american gods and a native american dressed wolf holwing ... Then the last two are cluttered cuz i have to go threw stuff
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
▅▅▅▅▅▅▅
Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Posted in I don't know what to do? (update: Wooblemop wins if people want to see the progress come and chat)
Posted 3 years ago
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
▅▅▅▅▅▅▅
How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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@Nephila: well im almost done with my room i just need to do the top of my dresser night stand two shelves ( got 3 done last night) wns got to go threw a bag of stuff i didnt finish going threw friday cuz it got to late at nigjt and i had to work Saturday then i will finally be done. But first i got to ignore the pain im in ( very rough Saturday at work) work on my bed and start
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
▅▅▅▅▅▅▅
Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Posted in I don't know what to do? (update: Wooblemop wins if people want to see the progress come and chat)
Posted 3 years ago
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
▅▅▅▅▅▅▅
How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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@Nephila: well lately i have been hit by things at work had things drop on my feet all week like legit i wanted to cry at work to day from everything dropping or hitting me all week. I'm starting to wonder if i declutter if it will help energy waves and what not. already took a few steps to things i been wanting to do. Like self care books and such. Oh did i ever tell you about my rant/ updates on my life journal/ craft blog?
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
▅▅▅▅▅▅▅
Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Posted in I don't know what to do? (update: Wooblemop wins if people want to see the progress come and chat)
Posted 3 years ago
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
▅▅▅▅▅▅▅
How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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@Nephila: might not be tonight cus i'm thinking of decluttering some of my room
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
▅▅▅▅▅▅▅
Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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Posted in I don't know what to do? (update: Wooblemop wins if people want to see the progress come and chat)
Posted 3 years ago
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How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
▅▅▅▅▅▅▅
How to break a heart
It is not difficult
Anyone can do it
So could you, if you tried
Just find a light
And switch it off
As easy as blinking
~Emilie Autumn
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@Nephila: I got the main body done nothing else is attached to it yet want me to send a picture of it or wait til more is attached
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Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
▅▅▅▅▅▅▅
Human emotion is energy.
You cant always see it or hear it, but you can feel it.
Ever had deja vu?
Felt someone walk over your grave?
Ever felt someone behind you in an empty room?
Well there was. There always is.
A ghost.
~Torchwood
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