Kaichoukai's posts
Posted in Kai's Kozy Korner
Posted 4 years ago
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I mean, yeah that was true. Blue is my thing. Blue is my favorite color. I gotta keep up with my real life aesthetic since I can't make everything floral pattern (yet).
Posted in Approx 1 item a person till my inventory is empty.
Posted 4 years ago
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@Eruca: I know we do not know each other but I am glad that instead of going you are planning to stay! Also do not feel pressured to send anything my way but I am always accepting and appreciative 
Posted in Yo. Just checking this out.
Posted 4 years ago
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@XxReijixX: Nice to meet you too! I hope that you have a good time here! Everyone is extremely nice and welcoming and I know that you will feel right in
Posted in What are you currently listening to?
Posted 4 years ago
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I am obsessed with Alec Benjamin lately, specifically his song "If We Have Each Other"
Posted in Does heartache always feel this bad?
Posted 4 years ago
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PS. sorry for voming my love life on here, I haven't talked to many about this. Just my stepmom mostly and returning briefly yesterday threw me into a spiral...
Posted in Does heartache always feel this bad?
Posted 4 years ago
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I went to pick up my new debit card from my exes house (I still send some stuff there since I have used the address for three years) and I wanted to talk to their mom for a little bit but after being there for only ten minutes, I felt like I was going to cry. I went up to what used to be "our" bedroom and found a bunch of pictures ready for disposal. I took them because I am not ready to throw away these memories yet. It seems like my ex is throwing the past six years away like they meant nothing... It is technically my first breakup, I am 23 and this is my first.
The reason for the breakup was a majority my fault, I was extremely jealous of things and it got in the way and seeped into other aspects of life. It is understandable that it is going to take time to heal. We haven't talked for almost a month and that is fine, I won't push the needed boundaries... but disposing of the past? Even if it didn't last, it was six years. Six years where we developed as people together.
I want to move on and I am currently living a happier carefree life and taking steps to get a lot more help (seeing a therapist again and psych to adjust meds) but I can't let go?
The reason for the breakup was a majority my fault, I was extremely jealous of things and it got in the way and seeped into other aspects of life. It is understandable that it is going to take time to heal. We haven't talked for almost a month and that is fine, I won't push the needed boundaries... but disposing of the past? Even if it didn't last, it was six years. Six years where we developed as people together.
I want to move on and I am currently living a happier carefree life and taking steps to get a lot more help (seeing a therapist again and psych to adjust meds) but I can't let go?
Posted in Kai's Closet
Posted 4 years ago
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@pachi: I have been, don't worry :^) gotta love all the little login bonuses heheh
Posted in Hey I’m Total. Ask Me Anything (AMA)
Posted 4 years ago
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@totalanimefan: oh DC is amazing! Definitely a well worth it trip. I hope you get to go to both eventually <3
Posted in Hey I’m Total. Ask Me Anything (AMA)
Posted 4 years ago
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@Totalanimefan: if you could go absolutely anywhere in the whole world free of cost for a week, where would you go?
Posted in Kai's Kozy Korner
Posted 4 years ago
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@pachi: MY BRAND! Lmao, what would my brand even be described as? Kdhdkbdk
Posted in Kai's Closet
Posted 4 years ago
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@pachi: true, I just need more volts.......
Posted in hello!
Posted 4 years ago
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@nikoorin: welcome! I hope you have a good time here. Never be afraid to ask questions and enjoy! The community is lovely and humble~
Posted in Hello, I'm new.
Posted 4 years ago
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@gavinesk: welcome! I hope you have fun. Everyone here is lovely and accepting so you'll be a great addition to the community! I'm sure of it~
Posted in Kai's Kozy Korner
Posted 4 years ago
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@pachi: how do I look now? Lol