@eyry: That's good!
I've been feeling a little weird all week just because my schedule was off. >.<
@eyry: That's good!
I've been feeling a little weird all week just because my schedule was off. >.<
@Lina: yeah humans are creatures of habit I suppose
but also the same thing can make us feel stir crazy and stuck
but also the same thing can make us feel stir crazy and stuck
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@Lina: I definitely agree
I think the structure helps me feel sane haha like the world is chaos
I think the structure helps me feel sane haha like the world is chaos
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@eleven: I get irritated with spontanious people sometimes. >.<
I have friends who are just like, "lets go out!" all of a sudden
and I'm like, no... I needed that planned out 2 weeks ago..
I mean, I'll go out but it throws me off to not plan ahead.
@Lina: haha I don't mind spontaneous people so much. it's fun to be included in activities, but I just don't do spontaneous things myself too often
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@eleven: I think I get anxious when I don’t know what’s happening.
So I like having everything planned out.
For a little while when I was a young adult my friends and I would go on adventures, where we just did whatever we could think of, no plans. But I still needed to know the date in advance. XD
@Lina: yeah I guess I don't mind so much as long as I'm not doing something by myself. it'll work out. as long as I stay chill haha. I get anxious about other things at times
haha well that's still very adventurous! I have never done that before. I think I could do it if other people were there. for some reason I'm much braver when someone else is there haha
haha well that's still very adventurous! I have never done that before. I think I could do it if other people were there. for some reason I'm much braver when someone else is there haha
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@eleven: I’m not very brave by myself,
But if I’m with people I trust I’m much more brave.
Or if they need me. I’ll do anything to help a friend!
@Lina: yeah! I feel like a different person when I go places with other people I know haha. it's just like I can handle things and take care of other people
but when it comes to myself I'm like wellllll maybe not
but when it comes to myself I'm like wellllll maybe not
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@eleven: yes! Exactly!!
Being around people I know gives me courage and confidence!
@Lina: haha it's a great feeling to be brave around other people. I'm like wow look at me go
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@eleven: I know what you mean.
I wish I stood up for myself more,
But I’m proud I stand up for my friends!
@Lina: yeah it's a work in progress I guess
the more I see myself doing with other people, the more confidence I'll have by myself as well
the more I see myself doing with other people, the more confidence I'll have by myself as well
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@eleven: that’s true. I guess we all keep working to improve ourselves.
I think maybe I feel like I’m not important, but my friends are.
@Lina: yeah I think I feel that too
but you have to remember your friends probably feel you are important
but you have to remember your friends probably feel you are important
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@eleven: I know. I’m just bad at putting myself first. >.<
I’m totally that person who would die giving everything they have away.
Like, I’m starving over here cause I gave my friends all my food, kind of thing.
@Lina: that's understandable. it's hard to put yourself first
I like the saying about how you can't pour from an empty cup so you really have to take care of yourself first
I like the saying about how you can't pour from an empty cup so you really have to take care of yourself first
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@eleven: I know that’s so true.
It can be hard to put yourself first sometimes. I feel like I’m being selfish.
But of course that’s not true. Everyone needs to take care of themselves.
Find me @ PlayWithErica on instagram, twitch, youtube, and discord.
@Lina: it's hard to know where to draw the line about being selfish, but I feel like if it's something you're already mindful of then you're probably not crossing the line
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and after love and loss and all the tears that I cried, I find that here we are in the future
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Having you as a Voltie would be awesome.