You can die anytime...Mainly posting this to get it off my chest. I have a crush on someone (happens to be a user on Voltra) but...I doubt they have any interest in me. We had been talking a lot a few months ago but since then, it's died down a lot (I assume from work and just other things in life in general). My problem is that because I've had crappy relationships in the past, I just don't have the courage to talk to them about it. This person is a big flirt and sometimes it gets hard seeing them flirt friendly with others when I just wish I had the confidence to say what I felt. I keep having that nagging feeling that even if I did...it probably wouldn't change anything, except for me being laughed at or ridiculed with the words "Who would ever want to be with a girl like you?" *sigh* I don't even have the confidence to talk to them anymore because when I had tried, I would get no answer and worry I just annoy them. I just wish I knew what to do >.<
but living takes true courage.
